Once Upon a Witch’s Death: The Tale of One Thousand Tears of Joy Vol 1
Table of Contents
Chapter 1: A Witch with One Year Left
to Live
Chapter 2: A Day in the Life of an
Apprentice Witch
Chapter 3: Wisdom Visits from the East
Chapter 4: Those Shrouded by Death
Chapter 5: Blessings and the Open
Portal
Chapter 6: Flowers Blossom in the
Festival’s Night Sky
Chapter 7: An Evening Sky Without
Magic
It all started with the declaration of my
death.
“You’re going to
die, Meg.”
My teacher said this
to me suddenly.
My name is Meg
Raspberry. I’m a witch in training.
“It’ll happen in one
year.”
And apparently, I
only have one year left to live.
It was one o’clock in
the afternoon, and things were quiet in the study of our manor. The sun was
shining, and the clouds were floating gently through the sky. It was a nice
early-autumn day that also happened to be my seventeenth birthday. I was so
caught off guard by the sudden remark that I could only chuckle.
“What’s that,
Teacher? You don’t usually make jokes.”
“It isn’t a joke.
You’re fated to die.”
She said that
without even batting an eye as she continued flipping through the document she
was reading. The silence in the room accentuated the ticking of the wall clock
and the chirping of the birds outside.
“You must be
joking.”
“You know I’m not
one to make jokes.”
“Uh, then were you
leading up to some kind of surprise?”
“Have I ever
surprised you with anything before?”
“Oh, I know! It’s
one of those prank shows! All right, where are the cameras—?”
“Do
you honestly think I would ever participate in such a program?”
“No…”
My teacher spoke to
me in her usual tone and gave me a stern look.
“As unfortunate as
it may be, I only speak the truth. You are going to die, Meg Raspberry. And it
will happen exactly one year from now.”
I gulped. It really
wasn’t a you’re-gonna-die-Meg kind of day.
So let me get this
straight. I’m gonna die? In a year? Like, die die? But
why? Why?
Pourquoi?
The same question
kept running on repeat in my mind.
“Just so you know,
Teacher… Today iiis kinda my birthday.”
“I know.” My teacher
nodded to me. “A birthday isn’t enough to change the truth. You will die. And
your death appears to be unavoidable.”
“There’s that word
again… So why, exactly?”
“You’re cursed.”
“I’m cursed?”
My teacher’s
expression became serious as she gave me a solemn nod.
“You’ve always been
cursed. It’s a curse that becomes evident when the accursed has only a year
left to live, and for you, this curse kicked in on your seventeenth birthday.
It’s called Death’s Decree.”
“Death’s Decree…?”
It was the first
time I’d ever heard of the curse.
“It’s an ancient
curse, one that modern witches know nothing of. Think of it as an illness
you’re born with. As soon as you turn eighteen, your internal clock will go
haywire, and you will age at a rate one thousand times faster than a normal
person. That’s ten years in three days and a hundred years in one month. That’s
the longest anyone ever lasts after the curse takes its
effect: a month.”
“That’s horrifying.”
I said this out
loud, but the meaning of my teacher’s words hadn’t really sunk in yet. She
must’ve picked up on this, because she then said, “Meg, come here,” and
beckoned me over to her.
“What is it?”
“Be still for me.”
My teacher extended
her pointer finger and placed it lightly on my forehead.
“Let this person bear
witness.”
She chanted an
incantation, and a video-like image flashed into my mind—it was a vision. What
I saw was an old woman sitting alone on a bench. She was wobbly and weak,
almost like she was barely alive at all. Like if she took a single step, her
leg would pop off. But at the same time, there was a strange familiarity to
her. The old woman suddenly grasped at her chest and began moaning in agony
before keeling over where she sat. Froth bubbled out of her mouth as she lay
motionless on the bench. I was shown a vision of some random old woman’s final
moments.
“What the heck was
that all about…?”
I didn’t really know
what to say after being shown something so miserable, but I guess my teacher
was expecting such a reaction from me, because she simply nodded.
“That was you, one year
from now.”
“You just showed me me?!”
“Correct, my child.
That is what awaits you when your curse fulfills itself. You will grow old and
decrepit to the point that you can barely move. And then perish. This is your
future.”
“Man…”
My teacher’s tone
was so serious. There really wasn’t any way it could be a joke.
The elderly woman
she showed me did look like me after all, and the vision
felt less like being shown a video than it did like something real I
experienced. While I didn’t want to admit it, it was clear the woman in the
vision was in fact me.
“What can I do to
break this curse…?”
“There is no way to
break it. Not now, at least.”
“Where is the person
who cast this curse on me? Surely you know where they are? Let’s catch them and
make them tell us how to break this curse…”
“Like I said, you
were born with it. Think of it as a chronic illness. You’re sick.”
“That’s not
something you’re supposed to say to a girl who just turned seventeen, Teach.”
“I will take care of
you for the remaining year so that you can rest in peace.”
Can you believe how
cold this woman is? You’d think she’d show a little bit more love for her
precious pupil after the ten-plus years we’ve been living together. Love… What
even is love? What is peace? A good meal around a nice dinner table? Dinner…
What were we gonna have for dinner today anyway? Come to think of it, I think
that sale at the market was supposed to be today?
All sorts of
thoughts ran through my mind as I stood in a bit of a stupor, but my teacher
had the kindness to snap me out of it by saying, “Well now, that
was a joke,” before continuing. “It’s not as if there’s no way to save you.”
“So you do make
jokes. Just the unfunny kind… Well, please hurry up and tell me what to do…”
“It won’t be easy.
Both time-wise and task-wise.”
My teacher took out
a bottle as she said this. It was a small bottle with thick glass in the shape
of a hexagon that fit snugly in the palm of her hand, like a perfume bottle. It
must’ve been old, though, because the glass itself was foggy.
“That’s a
weird-looking bottle you have there. The trash bin is over there if you want me
to throw it out for you…?”
“Don’t
be so quick to run your mouth. Although, yes, this is just an ordinary bottle.
For now, at least.”
“For now?”
My teacher then
waved her hand over the bottle.
“Ingrain and capture
this moment.”
Now, this was a
spell I knew. It was time magic. The bottle was enveloped in magic and began to
give off a faint rainbow-colored aura. I could tell my teacher had poured some
of her magic into the item.
“I have enchanted
this bottle. From today, you are tasked with gathering shards of emotion inside
of it.”
“And what are shards
of emotion, if you don’t mind me asking?”
“They are what they
sound like. Strong emotions felt by other people. You are to collect these.”
“Strong emotions.”
“There is something
called a seed of life. From the emotions people
feel—joy, anger, grief, and pleasure—a seed can be created. And you shall make
your own.”
“So how do I do
that?”
“By using this
bottle. I’ve cast a time magic spell on it, and a powerful spell that can’t be
broken, at that. This bottle can capture human emotions and turn them into
crystal shards for you to collect inside of it. You will need to collect joy
from many different people, or more specifically, the tears shed by those when
they feel happiness… You will collect tears of joy.”
“Tears of joy…”
“Yes. You will need
them to create your seed of life, which can be used to make you immortal. Which
means you’ll be able to negate any time limit imposed on your life.”
After she finished
saying this, my teacher gave the bottle a small tap.
“This is the same
method I used to become the Eternal Witch. You will follow
in my footsteps. Through the power of the seed, you will not age a day unless
you choose to end its effect. You’ll prevent your
biological clock from going awry, nullifying the effect of your curse. You can
live your life as much as you want, and when you feel the time has come, you
have the ability to end the seed’s effect on you.”
“So I’m gonna be
immortal?”
“For as long as you
keep the spell active.”
“Whoa…”
I hadn’t seen that
coming. Just this morning, I was a lowly witch in training, but I was about to
become immortal. What this meant was that I would become the same as my
teacher, a witch who lived eternally. Talk about a sweet gig.
Wow. Now, this is love. Seriously, though. What the heck even is love?
“Heh, I guess you do love your pupil, don’cha, Teacher? So how many tears does
it take to make one of them seeds?”
“You’ll need tears
from one thousand people.”
It felt like time
stopped when I heard her say this.
“…Come again?”
“You need one
thousand shards to fill this bottle. Or roughly two hundred milliliters, in
terms of volume. You’ll have twelve months to collect tears from one thousand
people who cry true tears of joy.”
“Is that, uh…gonna
be easy?”
“While it is common
for people to cry when sad and in pain, tears of joy aren’t so easily shed. It
took me, for example, one hundred years to gather them. And that was using
various magics to keep myself alive until I could.”
“Can I actually do
it in a year? All that…”
“As I said, it is no
small task. Almost impossible, even. You’d have to be a witch capable of
miracles to ever hope to accomplish it.”
“So
it all comes down to talent, then… Well, thanks for sharing such a crappy
story.”
“Meg, wait! Where
are you going? Wait! Meg!”
I’m Meg Raspberry,
witch in training. And evidently, I only have a year left to live.
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My parents passed away when I was very little, or
so I was told. I don’t have many memories of either of them. I don’t know why
or how they died. All I know is that my teacher took me in after seeing me in
an orphanage and feeling bad for me.
“Come. From today, we
are family, Meg Raspberry.”
Even now, I could
remember the first words my teacher said to me that day. And for whatever
reason, I found myself looking back on those words now.
After leaving the
witch’s manor, I ran to a nearby river and sat on the dirt embankment. This
spot was about halfway through the Witch’s Forest toward the nearby town. There
were so many green trees around; it always calmed me down. Though it also
happened to be a popular date spot, and things could get a bit awkward when
there was a couple present. Luckily, I had it all to myself for the time being.
The lush green
leaves let in the perfect amount of sunlight from the bright blue sky above,
creating a beautiful, soft ambience. With it being early autumn, it was a cool
day. The gentle breeze tickled my cheeks.
To think such a
perfect day was supposed to be my seventeenth birthday…
I’m
going to die. But what does death really mean? Ask anyone, and they’ll say it’s
the state or concept of being dead. Where all life ends. Nirvana. The idea of
it is so grand that it’s difficult to make sense of it at all. Death is
something that happens on television, not in real life.
Seventeen was young,
and I was healthy. Even after seeing that frail version of myself keel over,
there was still no way to really process it. That said, the shocking image was
seared into my memory, and it didn’t feel good.
If I really was
going to die in a year, then what would I have to show for it? I spent my
entire life studying magic and working away like an idiot. And all that hard
work would go to waste. If that’s the case, what was the point of the life I’d
lived so far?
I still didn’t get
why I had to die in the first place or what this last year was supposed to mean
to me. I just wanted to give up on life, but a part of me still thought this
was all some kind of elaborate prank, which was what was holding me together.
I fell limply onto
the embankment. Something soon peered into my face.
“Squeak.”
It was Carbuncle, a
familiar my teacher had summoned. He looked half-fox, half-ferret, and his fur
was a beautiful green color, like an emerald. Though he was an animal, there
were times when his cleverness seemed to outclass that of a human.
Carbuncle sat and
stared at my face before offering a few friendly licks. I guess it was his way
of trying to cheer me up.
“What is it, you
cute little fluff-button?”
While there was a
regalness to Carbuncle, he was a spoiled little bugger. I picked him up and
pulled him over to me, burying my face in his soft belly. His belly was warm,
so I loved snuggling against him.
“Who’s a good boy,
who’s a good boy, who’s a good boy? Oh, bet that feels good, doesn’t it?
Heh-heh, ha-ha-ha-ha, hee-hee.”
I
was petting and fawning over Carbuncle as he let out little squeals of joy—and
they most definitely were of joy. He wasn’t trying to escape our snuggle or
anything. That’s for sure.
“Oh, you’re that
girl who works for Lady Faust.”
An unknown voice
addressed me, so I looked up and found a girl around five years old watching
me. I didn’t know her, but it wasn’t uncommon for people to recognize me. My
teacher, after all, was Lady Faust, the Eternal Witch. One of the best witches
in the entire world. There were few people who didn’t
know the witch Faust, which meant that by extension, a good number of townsfolk
knew I was her apprentice. It wasn’t unusual for such people to strike up a
conversation with me.
The young girl
approached me. She seemed happy.
“What are you
doing?”
“Oh, you know. Just
enjoying the twilight sky. Takin’ a short break from life.”
“Wow. Your friend is
cute.”
“Isn’t he, though?
Wanna pet him?”
“Yeah!”
The little girl kept
saying, “You’re so cute,” in a high-pitched voice while she petted Carbuncle.
Carbuncle’s eyelids were heavy; he seemed comfy.
That’s not what you do
when I pet you, though?
“Did you come here
by yourself? This is pretty far from town,” I said to the little girl, and she
responded with an enthusiastic nod.
“Yup! I want to ask
Lady Faust a favor!”
“Oh yeah?”
“I want her to give
Mummy lots of flowers so she can sleep tight!”
“Uh, what?”
“My mummy used to
live in the hospital, but she finally moved out. But now, she never wakes up,
and my daddy said that she finally gets to sleep after
working very hard for a long time, so I wanna give her some flowers that smell
nice.”
“Is that right…?”
It sounded to me
like the little girl’s mother had died after a long fight with some illness.
This little girl must not have fully understood the situation, because she
simply wanted to give her mum some flowers.
Oh, right. This little
girl doesn’t know what death is yet, I thought to myself, and somehow, I saw myself in
her.
Flowers, huh…?
“How about this? Do
you mind if I help you get some flowers for your
mummy?”
“Really?”
“Sure.” I smiled.
“I’ll help you with your favor.”
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The girl and I followed the path back to town
together.
“Hey, I dunno your
name,” the little girl said, carrying Carbuncle in her arms. I shrugged and
answered:
“You really ought to
introduce yourself before asking people their names, ya know.”
“My daddy told me
not to tell people I don’t know my name, though.”
“Well, it seems
we’ve hit a bit of an educational paradox…”
We eventually
managed to exchange names after another minute of back-and-forth around the
conundrum. Her name was Anna, and she was the daughter of a doctor who lived in
the center of town.
“So your dad’s a
doctor…”
It made sense. Anna
was well-behaved and well-spoken for her age; this much even I could tell. She
must’ve come from a good family.
“So
what kind of flowers would you like to get for your mum?”
“Hmm, I wanna get
her favorite flowers!”
“And those are…?”
“Pretty pink ones!
Mummy said she saw them before! That there were lots of them, and they were
super pretty! She always said she wanted to see them one more time.”
“Uh, that’s pretty
vague. There are lots of flowers that are pink… Did she ever say their name?”
“Nope.”
“So you wanted to
ask Lady Faust for flowers you don’t know about?”
“I figured she would
know.”
“Why would she…? Er,
actually…I wouldn’t put it past her to know exactly the right flower…”
That old hag… My
beloved teacher would probably use her All-Seeing Eye to look into the past.
While it was difficult to tell the future due to all the undecided variables,
it was pretty easy for her to see the past, as everything was already set in
stone. Needless to say, I wasn’t capable of doing that. No one else was…
“I’m sorry, Anna.
I’m not as good as my teacher yet, so I can’t figure out the flower’s name with
no clues to go on like she can.”
“Really? Well, it’s
okay. You don’t have to feel so sad.”
“Yeah… Thanks…”
Something about this
hit me where it hurt, but I wasn’t one to let myself get hung up on things.
“So she saw the
flowers once before… Do you think your dad knows about the flowers?”
“I dunno, but my
daddy is probably home right now! Wanna go see?”
“Yeah, let’s go.”
I thought maybe
Anna’s dad could offer a clue, so we decided to head for her house.
We
continued along the riverside road, and the town gradually appeared on the
horizon. This town was called Lapis, and it was a tranquil settlement in
England with a population of about a hundred thousand people. Lapis was a long
way from the bustling heart of London and was characterized by old brick
buildings. It was what some might call a commuter town.
There was a railroad
that connected the town to the capital, as well as the beginnings of what would
become a subway that was still under construction. At the center of town was
the square, from which extended four roads that led to the marketplace and residential
areas. There was also an old clock tower that chimed in the evenings.
The marketplace was
always bustling with people during the day, and there was a big park in the
northern part of town. Lapis was an old town with a long history, and its
people lived in harmony with the nature that surrounded it.
A part of that
nature was the Witch’s Forest, which was where my teacher and I lived in our
manor far away from the town. There were many witches who lived in the larger
cities throughout England, but my teacher and I were all Lapis had.
“If it ain’t the
disciple. Are ye runnin’ errands fer Lady Faust today?”
“Heh-heh, I guess
you could say that.”
“You’re that girl
who works under Lady Faust. You here for work?”
“Sure am…”
“Oh? If it isn’t
Lady Faust’s youngin’. Funny seeing you here this time of day. Would you like
some chips?”
“Yes, thank you,
Granny. Do you have enough for my friend, too?”
“I sure do.”
Lapis
was full of friendly people. They accepted me for who I was, even though I was
a witch. We were sharing the chips as we continued down the road, when I
realized Anna was staring at me while she petted Carbuncle.
“What’s up?”
“You’re famous.”
“Well, yeah. I am
the disciple of one of the Seven Sages, Lady Faust, after all.”
“Seven Say-jez?”
“Think of them as
the world’s seven smartest mages.”
In this world, there
were witches and wizards called mages who could harness special power beyond
human intelligence. Of all the mages in the world, the Seven Sages were
recognized by the Council of Magic—an international association that oversaw
the use of magic—as highly skilled in their witchcraft or wizardry.
My teacher, the
Eternal Witch, Faust, was one of the Seven Sages and a powerful witch who
embodied the teachings of ancient witchcraft. For as long as magic had existed,
witches had used their power to help people, and people had repaid them with
gifts of thanks. To this day, my teacher still maintained this relationship
with the people. This was why the townspeople were so fond of her, and that
made me the beloved disciple of a powerful witch.
“So are you gonna be
like Lady Faust someday?”
“Yeah, I sure—”
Doubts flooded my mind.
—will…or I wanted to.
If I weren’t destined to die, maybe I could’ve been like her someday. A great
witch, loved by all. I mean, that’s been my goal up until now. What I’ve
strived so hard for, in my own way. But if all my striving is going to take me
to a lonely death as an old lady, then what’s it all for? Isn’t that a bit too
cruel? So all my effort was all for naught? Why me?
“To heck with it!”
“That’s enough doom
and gloom, Anna. Let’s get a move on!”
“Did I say something
gloomy?”
“No, not really! But
that’s neither here nor there!”
“You’re kind of
weird.”
“I was born this
way!”
I’d never been good
at thinking about complicated things and minutiae. Some people have gone as far
as saying that positivity was my main personality trait.
Anna’s house was
located in the center of town. It doubled as her father’s practice, as they had
a doctor’s office built into the house.
“This is my home!”
“That’s one big home
you’ve got there.”
It was a three-story
house made of bricks, which at a glance looked like a regular old home, despite
the built-in office. As it was clearly larger than any of the surrounding
houses, it was easy to imagine that Anna’s family was on the wealthier side.
“Is there something
wrong?”
“Hmm? Oh, no. I just
remember coming here before. But wow, Anna. I’m jealous.”
“Of what?”
“I mean, look at
your house. It’s beautiful. You guys must be loaded. You should see our house.
It’s a shabby old manor.”
“Do you want money?”
“Yup. You gonna give
me some?”
“Ha-ha. No.”
“Dang it.”
We exchanged
shameless banter as we entered the home. As soon as we stepped through the
door, Anna called out, “Daddy, we have a guest,” before running down the hall
into another room. I trailed slowly behind her. She let go of Carbuncle as soon
as we were inside, and he came to my feet. I bent down and
extended a hand so he could climb onto my shoulder, which was when I noticed
the dust collecting at the creases where the wall met the floor.
I looked around, and
there was dust and other small blotches of dirt and stains here and there
around the house. It was clear that it was being cleaned, but not enough for
the more intricate spots to be spotless; whoever was doing the cleaning wasn’t
used to it.
“You think a doctor
would be more concerned about germs, am I right?”
“Squeak.”
A short walk down
the hallway brought me to a door with light peeking through the cracks. It
looked like the living quarters and doctor’s office were connected from the
inside. I poked my head through the doorway and found Anna with a man who was
presumably her father.
“Anna, I told you
not to come in here without asking first.”
“Daddy! We have a
guest!”
“A guest? Are they
feeling ill?”
“Nope, I’m as
healthy as a horse.”
I couldn’t help
butting in, and my eyes met his. He was a gentle-looking man with short blond
hair and glasses. As soon as we saw each other, we both said, “Ah.”
“Oh, it’s Dr.
Hendy.”
“And you’re Lady
Faust’s…”
“It’s Meg. Meg Raspberry.”
“Ah yes. Meg.”
“Do you know my
daddy, Miss Meg?”
Anna looked a bit
confused. I nodded to her.
“Know him? He’s one
of our best customers. Come to think of it, I’ve been here a few times before.”
“Really?”
“Really.
Your dad buys medicine from us, and I deliver it. I knew this house looked
familiar.”
“That makes sense,
seeing as you always make your deliveries on the doctor’s office side. You
never met Anna before?”
“Nope. This was our
first meeting.”
Medicine used to be
made by witches. The witches made the medicine, and the doctors used it to heal
people. This symbiotic relationship continued throughout history. But in modern
times, businesses took over producing medicine, and the number of witches who
made it decreased significantly. Instead, witches went on television, became
scholars, and were treated more like celebrities. How witches were perceived
and how they used their magic had changed over the years.
Most witches
nowadays didn’t usually go out of their way to make or use medicines from herbs
even for themselves, but these herb-based medicines were able to enhance the
effects of medicine provided by doctors when used in tandem. That being said,
there were people who found medicine enhanced with magic a bit off-putting, so
most doctors strayed away from prescribing it. Dr. Hendy was one of the few
good doctors who still used a combination of both medicines. He knew the
medicinal value of witch medicine.
Dr. Hendy cocked his
head slightly in confusion and asked his daughter, “So why did you bring little
Miss Meg here?”
Anna happily hopped
up as she answered his question.
“Miss Meg is gonna
give Mummy flowers!”
“Flowers?”
“Anna came to visit
Lady Faust to ask for flowers for her mother’s grave to help her sleep better.”
I whispered this
into the doctor’s ear, and he whispered back, “Is that right?” His expression
was gentle and also sad as he said this.
“Do you happen to
know what kind of flowers your wife liked?”
“Flowers,
huh…? She used to decorate the house with them, but I’m not sure what kind she
liked.”
“Hrm… I thought
maybe you could give us a hint.”
Dr. Hendy realized
my bewilderment, and then he clapped his hands together and said, “Oh, right.
We do have some photo albums. Perhaps they will offer a clue. You can find them
in the study.”
“I’ll go check!”
“Whoa, wait up,
Anna. I’ll go with you…”
The quick footsteps
of Anna’s little feet could be heard pitter-pattering out of the room before I
could even react. My eyes met with the doctor’s, and we shared a smile.
“Your daughter’s a
little ball of energy.”
“She really is. My
wife was bedridden due to her sickness, but her daughter has grown up quite
healthy. Her mum must be happy in heaven.”
“Did she pass away
recently?”
“It hasn’t even been
a week yet… I’m sorry, I intended on going to visit Lady Faust about it, but we
ended up having the funeral with just our immediate families.”
“It’s fine, really.
I’m sure things have been tough for you.”
The air in the room
grew solemn. I never liked this feeling.
“I’m sorry for
intruding on you during work like this, by the way.”
“Oh, no. It’s fine,
really. I just finished my morning examinations. You’re welcome to join me for
a cup of tea, if you wish.”
“I’d love to.”
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I followed Dr. Hendy to the kitchen. On our way
there, I caught a glimpse of his bathroom. There were still three toothbrushes
on the sink. One child-sized and two for adults. I recognized the same pattern when we entered the kitchen, with mugs and plates
all in sets of three. Signs of Anna’s mother were still all over the house.
Oh. Time has stopped
for this house.
“I still haven’t had
time to clean up yet. There’s a lot that’s been left as is.”
Dr. Hendy said this
with a bit of a wry smile as he heated up the teakettle.
“I know I should
probably start cleaning up her things.”
He seemed so
drained, like he was slowly fading away where he stood. Even though we were
having a chat, it felt more like he was talking to himself than me.
“Is there anything I
can help you with?”
“No, I wouldn’t want
to bother a guest. Please make yourself comfortable.”
If that was what the
owner of the house wanted, I could only oblige. I sat down on his sofa and gave
the room a quick scan. The first thing I noticed was a shelf full of bottled-up
herbs. It was quite rare to see someone collect medicinal herbs in such a way.
“The herbs catch
your eye?”
“I was just
surprised at how many you have… A lot of those are pretty rare.”
“Lady Faust used to
complain about how difficult some herbs are to acquire. I had a friend who’s
knowledgeable about medicinal herbs start sending these to me.”
“So that’s why you
sometimes bring us herbs to use.”
It must’ve taken a lot
of effort to learn about and collect such medicinal herbs. Hats off to you,
doctor.
“Are those herbs for
medicinal use as well?”
There was a second shelf
with a few bottles of different herbs on it. The bottles were filled with
chopped-up dried leaves and stems.
“Oh,
those were herbs my wife used to collect. I’m not sure what she intended to use
them for…”
Dr. Hendy opened a
cabinet as he said this and moved things around.
“What are you
doing?”
“Oh, I’m just
looking for the tea. I haven’t had a chance to drink any ever since my wife
passed.”
“You should get on
top of that. I’ll have you know that most men know their way around the house
these days.”
“Ha-ha, that hurts
to hear.”
“I think this may be
what you’re looking for.”
I got up from the
sofa and picked up one of the bottles full of herbs.
“Are you sure that’s
tea?”
“Sure, it’s herbal
tea. I’m pretty sure that’s what these were meant for. There are lots of
benefits to drinking it, you know, and it tastes great, too. I know my tea
well, so you can leave it to me.”
I examined the shelf
full of herbs. One in particular caught my eye. I picked it up and held it in
my hand.
“Oh wow…”
Well,
this is a surprise, I thought to myself. It was a
rare herb. I figured we may as well try it, seeing as it was there and all.
I spread out a paper
towel on the table and picked out a mix of herbs to place onto it. Then I
concentrated on my inner flow of magic before holding my hand over the mixture
and chanting a twelve-part incantation.
“Grass and trees—heed
my commands—show us—your inner power.
I ask you—come to
us—in your truest form—as sustenance.
A part of us you shall
become—together with us always—and one—we shall be.”
The space around us
darkened, and the collection of herbs glowed faintly. It
was a magical reaction. Small wisps of smoke rose from the leaves, and the
herbs’ aroma filled the room.
“Wowee!”
Evidently, Anna had
returned to the room at some point and was watching with wide eyes as I worked
my magic.
“Is this magic?”
“It sure is. Pretty
neat, eh?”
“Yeah!”
“It really is
curious, isn’t it?”
Dr. Hendy was
nodding, watching with great interest as well.
“What did you just
do, Miss Meg?”
“I just roasted the
leaves a bit. It’ll help bring out the flavor.”
“Can you do anything
you want?”
“Not anything. It takes a lot of knowledge to cast a spell.”
Magic was often
misconstrued as miracles with no limits, but that wasn’t the case. There were
many fields of magic, and to create the intended effects required significant
knowledge of the substances and phenomenology at hand.
To ignite a fire
required magical friction against a combustible substance. To create water
required breaking apart and merging its elements. Whether something exploded or
burned depended on the method used.
A mage needed to
understand the principles of physics, then fill the gaps with magic, which
required knowledge. This left most mages with very narrow fields of expertise.
I was studying pharmacy and botany, but there were those who studied different
subjects such as science or chemistry.
The point is, you need
to know your stuff if you want to be a mage.
Time magic, or
chronomancy, that my teacher used was on a whole ’nother level of its own in
terms of difficulty. The theory of time had components of both physics and
philosophy, and to pull off time magic required a thorough
knowledge of pretty much everything.
Plus, my teacher
could use her All-Seeing Eye. My best guess was that it took an immense amount
of knowledge to manifest a time magic spell itself, and then she needed
knowledge of the human body and medicine on top of it to actually use it on a
person. It wasn’t something I could ever hope to pull off.
“So did you find the
album?”
“Yeah, I did! Here
it is.”
Anna placed the
album on top of the desk. It was very thick, with a somewhat dated cover. The
album was clearly filled with memories spanning many years. We opened it up,
and every page was packed with pictures.
There were pictures
of Dr. Hendy with a beautiful woman. This must’ve been Anna’s mother. She had
sharp features, but there was something vaguely ephemeral about her.
The album started with
pictures of Dr. Hendy and his wife. Then, somewhere along the line, Anna joined
them. The family’s entire history, every step they’d taken together, was all
kept safe in this album.
“There sure are a lot
of pictures from trips in here…”
“My wife and I loved
to travel. We traveled the world together before Anna was born.”
“How extravagant.
I’d like to travel the world, too.”
“I understand Lady
Faust travels quite often, does she not?”
“For work—and she
always leaves me home. I would only get in the way if I went along.”
“Well, someday, when
you’re a full-fledged witch, I’m sure Lady Faust will want to bring you along.”
“Someday…?”
I don’t have a someday. I
almost said this out loud, but I swallowed my words. I flipped through some
pages to try and change the subject.
Dr. Hendy and his
wife really had traveled all over the world. America, Germany, France, Russia,
and Asia. They’d traversed the globe.
As I flipped through
the pages, I could hear Dr. Hendy remarking here and there, “I remember that
day.”
“Here’s a picture
from when we were in Asia.”
“Those are Japanese
clothes and buildings, right? They look so old and traditional.”
“Japan is a country
of tradition. It was one of my wife’s favorite places we visited. She always
said she wanted to take Anna to see it.”
“Wow, I didn’t know
it was such a nice country.”
“They have a unique
food culture as well. Lots of fish and fried foods, unlike what we have here.
It all felt so new. But what left the biggest impression on us was a strange
experience we shared there.”
“A strange
experience?” I asked with a puzzled tone, and Dr. Hendy continued with a nod.
“We went to visit a
temple on the mountainside, and it was snowing. The thing is, it was the middle
of spring and warm outside. Strange, isn’t it?”
“So it was snowing
during the spring?”
“Yes, and it was as
bright and sunny a day as there ever has been. There wasn’t the slightest sign
of snow in the sky, and yet it snowed. And the snow was pink… It was very
beautiful. My wife and I could’ve watched it all day. It’s something that’s
stayed with me after all these years.”
“Pink snow during
the spring, eh…? You don’t say…”
I looked through the
album for a picture of the event but couldn’t find any.
“Looking
back, there’s so much I couldn’t do for her…”
Dr. Hendy muttered
this to himself quietly.
“Just before she had
Anna, she said she wanted to take our daughter to Japan when spring came
around. But once Anna was born, my wife did everything around the house. I
focused on my job instead, thinking I needed to feed my family. I worked and
worked and worked. If I knew things would turn out this way, I would’ve figured
out a way to make the trip.”
This is something that
must be eating away at Dr. Hendy. The fact that he couldn’t do anything for his
deceased wife. That he couldn’t save her, even though he’s a doctor. There must
be a long list of little things like this accumulating inside him.
He was hunched over,
making his frame appear small, and smiling weakly.
I turned the pages
until Anna started appearing in pictures. Compared to the beginning of the
album, which was filled with pictures taken in foreign lands, the pictures of
Anna were all taken in England. The pictures were of the house, of the park in
Lapis, and of family gatherings. And the final pages were all taken in the
hospital, of Anna and her mother smiling. Her mother was very thin.
“When did your wife
get sick?”
“It happened about a
year ago. That’s when she grew severely ill and was hospitalized.”
“A whole year…”
It was the same
amount of time I had left to live. I wondered at which point Anna’s mother had
finally accepted her death. She didn’t seem too distraught in any of the
pictures, at least. In fact, I’d never seen such a happy person before. Her
mother had a big smile in every picture in the album. She must’ve been truly
happy.
Looking through the
album, I knew I wouldn’t smile like her were I to die as I was now.
As
I continued to flip through the pages, it struck me that almost every picture
had flowers in it. Roses, cornflower, irises, lilies, chamomile, hibiscus,
peonies, jasmine, hibiscus—the list went on of flowers that decorated her
hospital bed.
“Was it your wife
who bought these flowers?” I asked Dr. Hendy, and he replied with a nod.
“That’s right. She
used to buy them at flower shops or would tag along when I went to buy herbs.
She was always trying something new with them, decorating them in different
ways.”
“Mummy always bought
the prettiest flowers.”
“Wow… That’s really
impressive…”
But it didn’t help.
I had no idea what kind of flowers Anna’s mother would’ve wanted. The more I
thought about it, the more bewildered I became.
“Argh! Now I’m just
confused!”
I began scratching
my head—a habit of mine when I dealt with stress—and Dr. Hendy chuckled wryly.
“Maybe we should
take a break. Let’s enjoy the tea you so kindly prepared for us.”
“Oh, I almost forgot
about that…”
We reheated the
water and placed the freshly roasted tea leaves in the kettle, steeping them
for a few minutes before pouring three cups of tea. The moment the tea left the
kettle, its rich aroma expanded throughout the kitchen.
“Oh wow! That smells
sooo good!”
Anna looked at me
with wide eyes that twinkled with happiness, and I smirked back at her.
“Right? Herbal tea
is the best. I actually added a secret ingredient this time, too.”
“A secret
ingredient?”
The sensation of the
delicious tea filled my mouth and brought with it the smell of flowers. Then it
hit me.
Pink
snow, on a spring day, during warm weather, at the foot of a mountain.
If the flowers
Anna’s mother used to decorate the house were for her husband and daughter,
then that was the only flower worth giving back to
her.
“Hey, Anna. Is your
mum sleeping in a spot near here?”
“Uh-huh. It’s close
by.”
“I’d like you to
take me there.”
I smiled.
“I’ll show you the
pink snow and the flowers your mum wanted to see again.”
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It was a five-minute walk to the graveyard where
Anna’s mother was buried.
“That’s one nice
grave. Is this where your mum is sleeping?”
“Mm-hmm.”
I touched the
gravestone, and Carbuncle, who was at my feet, nudged me with his nose
curiously. There was something both lifeless and warm at the same time about
the letters carved into the stone.
Beneath this spot
lay death.
“I already know,
really.”
“Hmm? Know what?”
“That Mummy isn’t
ever gonna wake up again.”
Anna’s expression
didn’t change in the slightest as she quietly murmured this. Her eyes were
looking straight ahead, staring at something far away. It felt like she was
holding back sadness that was trying to flow out.
“Oh, so you knew…”
She knew her mother
was dead and that they would never meet again. That she
wasn’t coming back. Anna knew everything but held it all in. Maybe she didn’t
know exactly what death was, but she could tell what it meant.
“Hey, Miss Meg.”
“What’s up?”
“Do you think the
world’s greatest witch could…maybe wake Mummy up?”
Bringing someone
back to life—throughout magic’s long history, there were many mages who had
devoted their lives to making this a possibility, but not one had succeeded.
It’s something my
teacher had told me many times before: It’s arrogant to try to bring someone
back to life. Magic is to know the flow of life and listen to the voice of
reason. Therefore, we need to accept what we see before us, and must do what we
can with what we have.
“No, there isn’t a
mage who can wake your mother up.”
I didn’t know how to
answer Anna, but I didn’t want to lie to her, nor did it feel like I should. I
kept my eyes locked with hers and slowly continued.
“God has a plan for
this world. It’s a plan that we can’t disobey. We call this fate.”
“You’re fated to die,
Meg. It’ll happen in one year.”
“It was your
mother’s fate to go to sleep when she did.”
I was telling this
little girl the same thing my teacher had told me only a short while earlier.
Ironically enough, by being the one having to say these things, I was slowly
beginning to comprehend my own death.
“Would it be bad if
I asked God to wake my mummy up?”
“Have you ever heard
of a thing called a zombie?”
“Yeah.”
“Do you know why
they attack people?”
“Because someone
woke them up from a deep sleep against their will. They’re actually just mad.”
“So Mummy would get
mad if we woke her up?”
“Oh yeah, super mad. That’s why everyone is too afraid to wake them
up. Even God.”
“Mummy’s too
sleepy.”
“Well, just think of
how hard she worked. She must be tired, so let her rest. That’s all people
really want to do anyway.”
“People…”
“So, Anna. Even if
we make flowers bloom for your mum, it won’t wake her up. Do you still want to
make them bloom?”
“Yeah.”
“Why’s that?”
“Because I think
it’d make my mummy happy.”
Anna looked straight
into my eyes as she said this.
“Before she went to
sleep, she told me…”
“Told you what?”
“To take care of
Daddy.”
My heart ached when
I heard her say this.
“Daddy’s been really
sad. He always looks at pictures of Mummy with a sad look on his face. So I
think he’d be happy knowing Mummy was sleeping well.”
“Do you actually
want to get these flowers for your dad?”
I asked Anna this,
and she nodded coyly.
“I want Mummy to
sleep tight and Daddy to feel better.”
Is that what’s going on
here? This girl wanted to fulfill her promise to her mother and kept it all to
herself. I’m sure she never thought she’d suddenly lose someone so important to
her like this. Her mother is gone. And her father’s depressed. Anna came
looking for Lady Faust knowing she had to do something but not what to do.
I’d thought she was
just some kid who innocently came to ask the witches for some flowers for her
mother at first. But I was wrong.
She’s trying to accept her mother’s death and support her mourning father. It’s
not just about Dr. Hendy, either. It’s Anna, too. They both have big gaping
holes in their hearts left behind by the mother and wife they lost too soon.
Even though she was
sad and lonely like her father, she was trying to do something about it. For
her family.
I was moved by
Anna’s strength. I could feel it in my heart. I realized that Anna knew far
more about death than me. I could barely process mine.
“There you are.”
I turned around when
I heard a voice call out suddenly from behind us and saw Dr. Hendy waving as he
approached.
“I’m glad I caught
up to you.”
Dr. Hendy must’ve
jogged here, because he spoke between harsh pants.
“Why did you come as
well, Dr. Hendy?”
“I couldn’t get my
mind off what you were going to do, so I closed the practice for an extra hour
before the afternoon check-ups.”
“What?! Think of the
patients, Doc!”
My words elicited a
grin from Dr. Hendy, though he seemed at a loss for how to respond.
This just won’t do.
What a bad father. I guess it’s my job to give him the push he needs.
It occurred to me
that maybe I was the one who could make time start again for these two. These
two had taught me what it meant to lose someone important…to lose a family
member.
I figured this would
be the only way to fill the hole in their hearts.
“So, Meg. Have you
figured out which flowers were my wife’s favorite?”
“I think so, though
there’s no way to really prove it.”
I placed my hand
softly on the gravestone.
“Dr.
Hendy. I think the reason your wife used to decorate the house with those
flowers was to show Anna the same precious sights she saw when she traveled the
world with you.”
“Precious sights,
you say?”
“Yes, they were
precious to her because she shared them with you on those trips.”
I looked at each of
them with a gentle gaze.
“All the flowers
Anna’s mother used for decorations were national flowers.”
Roses were for America.
Cornflowers for
Germany.
Irises for France.
All the flowers Anna’s
mother used to decorate their house with were the national flowers of the
countries she and her husband had visited before Anna was born.
“I think that, by
showing Anna the different flowers she loved from countries around the world,
she thought she could show Anna the world, like she’d seen it.”
“Really, now…?”
“But there was one
flower she could never decorate the house with. And I think that’s
the exact flower she wanted to show Anna so badly.”
I crouched down to
Anna’s level and looked her straight in the eyes.
“Anna. There’s a
plant in the Far East called the Yoshino cherry tree.”
“Yoh-sheeno?”
“Yoshino cherry
blossoms, better known as sakura flowers, bloom in the spring.”
In Dr. Hendy’s herb
cabinet, I’d discovered the pink snow that fell at the beginning of spring,
which was how I figured out what the snow really was. He
had a small herb bottle of sakura petals. Normally, these were used for tea,
but I had a different purpose in mind.
“Hear my call—”
I cupped my hands
around a small handful of the petals and chanted a twelve-part spell.
“O abundant earth—vast
and bountiful—I ask for a miracle—conjure a vibrant spring once found on your
sacred ground.”
The surrounding light
gathered around my hand, causing the immediate area around us to become as dark
as night. The light enveloping my hand created a firefly-like glow that shone
through the darkness. This was magic.
“Let illusions rise—a
dream that takes a form—the hope this dream imparts us—a beacon in the
storm—reveal the hues of the distant East—and upon your beauty—”
I continued my spell,
and the petals resting in the palm of my hand turned vibrant and fresh, like
they’d been when they were just picked. I didn’t have a sakura sapling or seed,
but I didn’t need one. I could work with the grass and trees around me to construct
fake sakura trees. It was all thanks to the bottle of sakura petals and herbs.
I turned the green
of leaves into the vibrant pink color of the sakura petals, and in the blink of
an eye, the leaves soon transformed into flowers. A bright light shone as
everything around us turned a brilliant shade of pink.
This was a miracle,
a scientifically impossible occurrence. It was created by
filling the gaps of various phenomena with mystic power—the miracle of magic.
My power merged the
nature around us to change it into something new.
“—let our eyes feast.”
This last verse
triggered the final transformation.
“Whoa…”
Dr. Hendy and Anna
looked up at the leaves in awe, and Carbuncle zoomed around in excitement.
Sakura trees sprang up
all around us.
Pink snow. That’s
exactly how it appeared as the flower petals simultaneously began fluttering to
the ground.
“Wow…”
“This is replication
magic. I used it to make sakura trees, but it is more of a momentary illusion
than an actual transformation.”
I wiped my nose as I
bragged, but honestly, I think I was more surprised than they were. My magic
had affected a much larger radius than I’d initially intended. There were a
hundred trees spreading in every direction.
The sight would
likely last a few hours before the plants reverted to their original forms, but
its beauty truly was miraculous.
Maybe
this really is a miracle. I even found myself
toying with such a thought.
Dr. Hendy watched
the flower petals in awe before eventually snapping out of his stupor and
muttering the words “I remember this.
“It was so long ago.
Long before Anna was born, when we went to the East. Remember how I recalled
there being pink snow, even though it was spring? It was Iris who said this. We
watched the pink flower petals cover
the earth, and she commented how it reminded her of snow. That comment must’ve
sat with me, because I’d remembered it as actual snow all this time.”
“Is that right…?”
“That’s not all,
either. Did you know all those herbs in your kitchen were picked out especially
for you? Every bottle on that shelf heals something that you deal with.”
Rosemary, lavender,
hibiscus, chamomile, ginger. These herbs calmed the nerves, relieved stress,
and warmed up the body. Most of the herbs in Dr. Hendy’s wife’s cabinet had
some sort of relaxing effect.
Being a doctor was a
stressful job, both mentally and physically. I could tell Dr. Hendy’s wife left
behind the perfect herb cabinet for him.
“You still might
have regrets about neglecting your wife for your work while she was alive, but
I think your wife knew how you truly felt. Look at all the herbs, the sakura
petals, and the flowers she used to get for you… There aren’t many people who
show their love for their family as she did. I think she truly loved you and
your daughter from the bottom of her heart.”
“Meg…”
I gently tightened
my grip around Anna’s hand as she looked up at the falling sakura petals.
“I think your mother
is fine now. She finally got to show her beloved daughter the sight she wanted
to most. You don’t have to worry anymore.”
Then it happened.
Anna’s big wide eyes went glossy.
“I don’t need…to
hold it in anymore?”
“Nope.
Everything is all right now.”
“Really?”
“Really. You did
good, Anna.”
When she heard these
words, two big tears escaped Anna’s watery eyes and ran down either side of her
cheeks.
“Ever since Mummy
went away…I’ve been so lonely…and Daddy is always so sad…and Mummy’s
gone…forever and ever…”
“Anna…!”
Dr. Hendy gave his
daughter a firm hug.
“I’m so sorry, Anna.
Daddy feels better now. I won’t let you feel lonely ever again. Okay?”
“Okay…!”
Large tears gushed
out and ran down the sides of both of their faces. It was like the feelings
they had both been holding deep inside were being let out all at once.
Watching them made
me think of something: Anna’s mother was smiling in every picture there was of
her, even up until her death. I’m sure this wasn’t because she was unafraid of
her own death, but that when her family looked back on their time with her, she
wanted their memories to be good. She wanted them to remember her smiling. She
wanted to be a wonderful memory.
“I think your mother
wanted you to smile after she passed away…”
Tears fell from
their cheeks like the pink petals from the trees above, and I heard the soft
tinkling of crystallized shards falling into the bottle at my waist.
“Thank you, Miss Meg.”
By the time my
magic’s effect wore off, the sun was low in the sky, and our shadows extended
long on the ground.
I walked the pair
back to their home, where we said our good-byes.
“Do
you think that was enough for your mum?”
“Yeah, I think she’s
super happy.”
“Even though they
weren’t real sakura trees?”
“Well…um…yeah…”
You
gotta give me something to work with, kid, I
privately lamented to myself, when Dr. Hendy came forward with a bow of his
head.
“It looks like my
daughter and I hadn’t moved on since my wife passed. But you made me realize
that’s not what Iris would’ve wanted. She wanted us to be happy more than
anything else. I don’t think I could’ve figured this out without you.”
“You need to be the
father Anna needs, and I have faith you can be. Although, is your practice
okay? You ended up staying out during your afternoon check-ups.”
“Ha-ha… I think my
patients will forgive me for one day.”
Just as Dr. Hendy
said this, the clock at the center of town rang out, indicating that it was
five o’clock.
“Oh man! I gotta
run, or Teach is gonna kill me! Until we meet again…!”
I spun on my heel
and prepared to sprint, but then Anna called out, “Miss Meg!”
I turned once more
to see her staring at me with sparkles in her eyes.
“Are you gonna be
like Lady Faust someday, too?”
“Huh? What’s this
all of a sudden?”
“I think you will!
You showed us my mummy’s favorite flowers! I think you’ll be a great witch,
just like Lady Faust! I really do! So promise me you will become one!”
“Uhhh… ’Kay…”
I couldn’t say it.
That I only had a year left to live.
My inability to come
up with a response must’ve been all too clear, because Dr. Hendy picked up his
daughter from behind and stepped in.
“You
don’t have to worry about young Meg, Anna. She will become one of the greatest
mages to ever live.”
He was being so
straightforward; I could tell there wasn’t a doubt in the doctor’s mind when he
said that. In fact, his eyes were beginning to sparkle just like his
daughter’s. I wiped my nose to hide my embarrassment.
“Fine! When I become
a real witch, I’ll fulfill our promise by showing you a real sakura tree.”
“Really?!”
I couldn’t help
smiling at the glimmer in Anna’s eyes, and I nodded firmly.
“Yup! You just wait
and see!”
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The evening view of this town was one thing I
really liked about it.
There were people on
their way home from work, the market was alive with busybody housewives, and
the smell of stew for dinner escaped from the brick homes into the streets.
It was a nice sight
to see but also somewhat lonely. I felt something warm brush up against my leg
as I walked. It was Carbuncle, and he was scratching at my feet.
“Oh, whoops. I
completely forgot about you.”
I picked him up, and
he yowled at me. Evidently, he was mad.
“C’mere, you,” I
said and gave him a good petting, which he seemed to like because before long,
he responded with his usual “Squeak…” and then quieted
down.
The squeak means he’s
happy. I’m sure of it…
I placed him on my
shoulder, then continued down the same path we’d used to enter the town.
“Hey! You’re Lady
Faust’s disciple! You on your way home?”
“Yup.”
“It’s
the disciple. Hope you had a good day.”
“You too.”
“Wait! Would you
mind bringing this to Lady Faust for me? It’s a little treat for dinner.”
“Thanks, Granny.”
I was always greeted by
many people when I walked these streets. Their smiles stayed with me that day,
though. I then recalled a day long ago when I’d walked this same road with my
teacher.
I used to be bullied by the kids in town when I
was younger. We would get into fights, and if I fought back, they would beat me
down with their numbers. That day, I’d been clenching my fists in frustration
as I sat in a corner of the town.
“There you are,
Meg.”
It was my teacher.
She’d come to pick me up.
“I don’t know why
you always get into fights.”
“It’s ’cause the
other kids call me the ‘evil witch’s’ underling!”
I was biting my lip.
“Even though you’re
the bestest witch ever…”
“I see, so you are
angry on my behalf.”
I nodded, and my
teacher looked happy as she reached down and grabbed my hand.
“Let us buy some
bread, my child.”
She said this, then
slowed her walking pace to match my own.
“Hey, Teacher? Do
you think it’d be better if I wasn’t here?”
“Why would you think
that?”
“Well, everyone
always says bad things about you because I’m here…”
I was looking down
when I said this, but I felt my teacher’s hands cradle both
sides of my cheeks and pull my head up. I could see myself in her big eyes.
“Listen to me, Meg.
If you think what you did was right, then there is no reason for you to look
down. You should be proud of yourself.”
“I should?”
“Yes. If you have
pride, you can make it through anything. Even if it feels like the entire world
is against you, you should always do what you feel is right. You have the
courage and strength to fight for those important to you when you feel they’ve
been harmed. All you need is pride, and you will be invincible.”
My teacher looked
straight into my eyes, and her usual bold grin made its way across her face.
“Be proud, Meg. Your
pride in yourself makes me proud as well.”
After that, my
teacher bought us some freshly baked bread. It had felt warm in my hands, and
its fresh smell had filled the evening air around us. I could still remember
forgetting all about the fight, and my younger self just wished the moment
could last forever.
“Look up at the sky,
Meg. It’s the first star of the night. Isn’t it brilliant?”
“Yeah…”
My teacher’s words
had made it feel like I’d received permission to be there—to live. That’s what
it felt like to me when I was younger, at least.
I’m sure she and I
looked a lot like Dr. Hendy and his daughter did that day.
My teacher had told me about my impending death.
But somehow, I knew she wasn’t declaring my death. There was always meaning to whatever my teacher did. At the very least, she
wouldn’t give me a problem I truly couldn’t solve. That much I was sure of.
“She wanted me to
become a great mage someday, eh…?”
I looked up, and the
sky was slowly shifting to night, and just like that day I remembered, I could
see the first star of the night. It was the same exact big bright star as the
day I felt like I earned my place.
“I can’t let myself
die after making a promise like that, now, can I?”
I muttered this to
myself, and Carbuncle let out a “Squeak.”
“You seem oddly
happy.”
“Squeak?”
“You little rascal.”
I gently petted
Carbuncle on his cute little head.
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It was already nighttime by the time I made it
back home.
As soon as my
teacher saw my face, she said, “Oh? What’s this?” with a somewhat happy tone to
her voice. “I was expecting you to return with the countenance of a dead fish,
but it seems the light has returned to your eyes.”
“I’d like to imagine
I never look like a fish.”
I pouted as I said
this and held out my no-longer-empty bottle. The tears of the doctor and his
daughter had crystallized into two small shards that rattled at the bottom of
the container. The two shards looked as if I had cut them from a diamond
myself.
“Are these the tears
of joy you were talking about?”
“Let’s see here…,”
my teacher said, and held the bottle up to more closely examine its contents.
“They are not, it seems,” she said without hesitation.
“These tears contain a mixture of joy and sadness. They are not tears of pure
joy.”
“So I can’t use them
to make a seed of life?”
“No. Not under
normal conditions anyway.”
She continued to
closely examine the bottle after she said this. It was rare for my teacher, who
could see through pretty much anything, to have this much interest in
something.
“They are not tears
of joy, but they are clear nonetheless. I sense incredible power beyond the
norm.”
“Clear
as in see-through?”
“Yes. These tears
are of pristine, good feelings. As clear as day.”
“Is that why the
bottle accidentally collected them, you think?”
“Perhaps.”
My teacher looked
happy when she said this.
“Um… You in a good
mood?”
“You are a witch who
can open the hearts of others.”
“Opening people’s
hearts… Maybe that’d be useful if I was a surgeon.”
“There is no need
for sarcasm. I am trying to compliment you, my child.”
“Why did you wait until
I had a year left to tell me? You could’ve given me five or six years, or
maybe…”
I couldn’t find any
more words to say after this escaped my mouth.
“Could you
accomplish what you must if you had five or six years?”
“No…”
My teacher knew me well.
She knew the more time I had, the more likely I was to spend it doing nothing.
In fact, I wouldn’t put it past myself to procrastinate until the very day I’d
keel over as an old lady on that bench.
“Death’s Decree
doesn’t show itself until a year before it is set to take
effect. It isn’t apparent that you are sick, nor that you will die when you
turn eighteen, until then.”
“Even for a powerful
mage such as yourself?”
“Correct. There are
no exceptions. It is a powerful curse that rewrites causality the moment it
takes hold over its host. But even more importantly…”
My teacher smiled
gently as she continued.
“I knew it was worth
telling you, for the woman you’ve grown to be has the power to push back
against your fate.”
“Push back against
fate…”
“So, Meg. What are
you going to do?”
“What do you mean?”
“Will you curl up in
a ball and let death’s grip take hold over you, or will you pour what time you
have left into the possibility of life? It’s your decision to make.”
I’d learned something
that day: That I had aspirations I’d yet to fulfill and promises I needed to
keep. That there were people who wanted me to live. That I needed to live for
those important to me.
And that I was
allowed to fight against my destiny.
“You know, this really
is the worst birthday present ever.” I raised my head. “I’ll do it,” I answered
before I even knew it. “I’ll accumulate the one thousand tears of joy you asked
for.”
When she heard me
say this, my teacher gave me a big bold grin—even bolder than usual—as she
looked at me. That’s the answer I was waiting for, her
eyes seemed to say.
“You should give it
your all, Meg Raspberry. Your life depends on how you spend this next year.”
“I know.”
And that’s all I
said.
This is the story of a
miracle performed by a young witch who was told she only had a year left to
live.
A witch in training had to wake up early.
My eyes opened with the rise of the sun, not by habit but by instinct.
“I just wanna
sleep…”
It was still a bit
dark outside as I lugged my heavy limbs out of bed, and two little animals
accompanied me: Carbuncle, the established familiar, and White-Owl.
Carbuncle was a
familiar summoned by my teacher, but she passed him down to me after he
appeared to take a liking to me.
White-Owl was a snowy
owl I took in as a fledgling and turned into my familiar after finding the
chick’s mommy owl dead. According to my teacher, the color white was a symbol
of the servants of God, but it meant little to me either way.
My teacher had tons
of familiars, but these two were my own. They were both intelligent and capable
of powerful magic—according to my teacher, at least.
“Both of your familiars
are incredibly wise. They possess intellect far beyond your own.”
“Hardy-har-har. You
and your jokes.”
My teacher didn’t look
like she was joking when she said this, but she couldn’t possibly have been
serious.
“Good morning, you
two.”
The two sat quietly
while I petted them, each closing their eyes in bliss. Their fur and feathers
were puffed up, almost like they were so comfortable that they could fall back
asleep right there. Waking them up again after their
morning petting session was a part of my daily routine of witchery.
“Aaah-aaaaaah…”
Yawning loudly as I
heated some water for the teakettle was also a part of the routine. With some
tea on the stove, I headed for my teacher’s study. Two firm knocks elicited the
“Come in” I was used to hearing every morning.
“Excuse me.”
Opening the door
revealed my teacher, who was already nose-deep in a book with her reading
glasses on. At what time she’d started reading was beyond me.
In fact, I wasn’t
even sure if I’d ever seen the Eternal Witch, Lady Faust, tired before. Perhaps
being a first-class witch meant never sleeping. It was something I couldn’t
possibly fathom.
“Good morning, Meg.”
“Good morning…”
“You need to speak
more clearly in the—”
My teacher stopped
speaking as soon as she turned to look at me.
“What happened?
You’re a mess.”
“Heh, well, I was
awakened by a vicious attack this morning…”
Saying this with the
slightest bit of contempt in my voice had my two familiars hang their heads low
in sorrow. My teacher shrugged in exasperation, suggesting she didn’t approve
of our morning antics.
“Here’s your tea.”
“Oh, thank you.”
She took a sip, then
let out a long exhale. Leaving her to her cup of tea, I fed all the small
animals that were just waking up. They were my teacher’s familiars, of which
there were easily over a thousand. Though there was only about a third of them
in the room that day, it was still an imposing number to behold.
The
familiars always came to my feet when they were hungry. This part of my morning
ritual never ceased to make me feel like a pet food dispenser. That’s
essentially all I was as I dropped seeds and corn kernels here and there for
them to eat. They would eat up every last crumb, otherwise my teacher would get
mad at them for leaving anything behind.
“Here’s some food.
Who’s a good little woodland creature? You are! And you. And you, and you,
and…”
Over the years of
feeding and training the little tykes, I’d acquired all sorts of strange animal
care techniques. Sometimes, I felt more like a zoo employee than I did an
apprentice witch.
“Whew,” I said after
leaving the study and heading back to the kitchen. Animal-clad in White-Owl,
who sat perched on my head, and Carbuncle, who sat in a similar position on my
shoulders, I looked a bit odd as I prepared breakfast for us humans.
Bacon and eggs with
a side of salad, a slice of bread, and some fruit for dessert. This was the
same breakfast we’d had at the manor for as long as I could remember, and my
teacher would always appear at the breakfast table right when I finished making
it.
Mornings were always
peaceful at the witch’s manor.
“Meg.”
“What’s up?”
“I must focus on my
work this morning, so I will leave the manor in your care.”
“You got it. Did
something happen?”
“Yes, in the United
States. It has to do with a politician, and as the request for my help was made
through the Council of Magic, I cannot ignore it.”
“Wow, sounds
complicated. I know zilch about politics.”
“You really ought to
make it a habit to watch the news. Magic is to know the flow of life, scoop up
that flow, and mold it. That is part of our role as witches in this world.”
“I
think people like me are better suited to concerning themselves with what’s for
dinner than the world’s politics.”
“That I cannot
disagree with.”
“Just so you know,
I’m inviting you to disagree with me when I self-deprecate.”
We finished eating,
and in line with her declaration, my teacher returned to her study, where she
cooped herself up. She would only ever show herself at mealtimes when she was
this busy. My teacher had the ability to hyperfocus beyond human comprehension
to accomplish a difficult task at hand. I believe she told me at some point
that “Focus is the key to accomplishing any great task.”
Her words didn’t
strike a chord with me, though, given that I’d yet to accomplish anything great
despite being the perfect example of focus.
“I guess we’d better
get to cleaning.”
“Hoot.”
“Squeak.”
White-Owl and
Carbuncle were there to answer my words uttered to no one in particular.
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“That’s everyone.”
I wore an apron and
a bandanna wrapped around my head. I had a rag in one hand and a vacuum in the
other. Geared head to toe and ready for battle, I stood before the entire
manor’s worth of familiars.
“Listen up, ladies
and gents! My teacher put me in charge while she’s not around, and we’re gonna
clean this place up until it’s spotless! A filthy house sullies the soul! Do
you hear me?!”
The little army of
woodland creatures all squeaked, squawked, chirped, and yowled a Ma’am, yes ma’am!
“Begin!!”
I gave the orders,
and the familiars all dispersed to clean at their posts. I fought with them on
the front lines, vacuuming throughout the house with great vigor. I cleaned
each room, which included mopping, organizing books, and then washing dishes
and clothes. The manor was big, and I was going to need the familiars’ help if
I hoped to finish in any reasonable amount of time.
“I see you there!
Put both of those front paws into your wiping! You need to use the loo? Hurry
back to your nest, and make it quick! You two! Stop bickering! And you already
had breakfast!”
It was an hour-long
battle, but the tiny animals and I finally finished cleaning the entire manor.
“Whew, that was a
workout.”
I sprawled out on my
desk, and Carbuncle wiped off my sweat while White-Owl massaged my shoulders by
gently tapping on them with his talons.
These two really are
the cutest.
I glanced over at
the clock and saw that it was already eleven. I needed to give the familiars
their lunch an hour before my teacher and I had ours, then I had to run to town
for some errands. After that was magic practice and some studying before
tending to the trees and plants in the Witch’s Forest.
Maybe this is actually
hell?
“Aaah… Nothing beats
the smell of a fresh pot of tea,” I said with a smile before taking a sip.
I breathed a long
sigh of relief, satisfied with a job well done that morning. The familiars
seemed satisfied as well. Teatime was always nice. I brought a table outside
and had my tea in the garden. This was the only time I had for myself every
day.
That’s
what it usually was for me anyway.
I calmly and quietly
grabbed the table edge with both hands.
“The heck am I doing
with my life?!”
Angrily flipping the
table sent all my woodland familiar friends running and flying away. The table
hit the ground a few feet away from me with a loud, satisfying crash, and the teapot that sat on top of it also cracked
into several pieces. It didn’t matter that I’d just finished cleaning.
“A week has passed
already! I’ve spent this last week of my remaining one year of life cleaning
this stupid manor!”
The fateful day I
learned of my impending death was already a full week ago.
“Okay, riddle me
this: How many tears am I gonna need a day if I want to live?! Answer!”
White-Owl hopped
down to the ground, and with a “Hoot,” scritched and
scratched at the dirt with his talon, leaving some writing.
“Th-three tears a
day…?”
Setting aside the fact that I’d gotten an actual
answer from my owl, I need to make three people so
happy that they cried—every day…? All while taking care of my teacher’s chores,
which leave me with only a few hours each day…?
“Waaait, wait, wait.
It took me an entire day just to get my first two, and they weren’t even pure tears of joy. So you’re tellin’ me I have to get one
more on top of all that?”
White-Owl and
Carbuncle both nodded.
“Argh!”
I ran my hands
through my hair and fell to the ground, where I rolled around until I
eventually banged my foot on the table I’d flipped over and screeched in pain.
This is bad. Veeery
bad.
At
this rate, I was as good as dead.
“Chores and errands
eat up most of my day, so I have to do something about them… Which means I have
to do something about that old hag—uh, ha…ppy teacher of mine.”
I couldn’t even
picture it in my mind. Me, taking down one of the Seven Sages. A witch capable
of wiping an entire country off the face of the planet, and I had to whack her
before it was too late.
Heh, who am I kidding?
“Maybe I could
poison her. Like with some wolfsbane, or a perfume that paralyzes her, or…a
drug?”
I felt a jolt run
through my body as this idea came to me.
Drugs! Medicine! That’s
it! I’ll use medicine to make people cry! I can use it to control their
hormones and up their adrenaline to kick their tear ducts into high gear. This
just might solve all my problems in a single brew!
I needed to strike
while the iron was hot. I ran and got my herbs, mixed them, and made a test
potion. It didn’t take long to come up with my first rendition.
“Now I just need
someone to test this on…”
I glanced over at my
familiars, and the two began to quiver. I tried to soothe them with a smile. It
was a long, thin smile, like a crescent moon.
“There, there,
babies. Everything’ll be all right. You’ve got nothing to worry about. It’s not
like this will kill you or anything.”
I said this to them
while clutching Carbuncle by the scruff of his neck. My grip was gentle but
firm enough for him to know I had no intention of letting him go, try as he may
to escape. White-Owl pecked away at the back of my head as I did this.
“Well, what do ya
want me to do?! I need a guinea pig for the sake of human advancement! C’mon,
it’s just one sip!”
I was wrestling
around with my two familiars when I heard a voice call out, “What in the world
are you doing?”
The
three of us froze and turned our heads toward the source of the voice.
“Are you goofing off
again today?”
It was my friend
Fine standing in the doorway.
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Fine Cavendish. She was a student who lived in
Lapis and was a year younger than me. We’d known each other for more than ten
years, and she was one of my best friends.
Fine had lovely
facial features and lush blond hair, and she always dressed
fashionably—although each article of clothing she wore was reasonably priced.
It was easy to tell that she was raised well and had a good head on her
shoulders. Especially compared to a witch in training who wore a floppy robe,
tied her hair up in a bun to hide how disheveled it was, and never wore any
makeup—not that such a character is a part of this story.
“What’s all the
hubbub about?”
“Oh, nothing. Just
the teensy, tiiiniest little thing happened, but it
doesn’t matter anymore.”
I needed Fine to let
her guard down. I calmed my familiars and propped my table back up with the
same crescent grin from earlier on my face.
“I was just about to
make some delicious tea. Here, you can have some in my teacher’s favorite cup.”
“Wow, that’s a
really fancy cup.”
I prepared the tea
while Fine was distracted by the cup I’d set on the table. With elegant hands,
I poured my friend the special brew I’d prepared earlier. My two familiars knew
exactly what I was doing and watched with horror in their eyes.
“You didn’t do something
weird to this tea, did you?”
Fine took one look
at the tea before shooting me a dubious look. She sometimes
made sharp, insightful realizations like this that showed how well she knew me.
“C-c’mon, who says
no to free tea? You wanna fight?”
“You’re acting
strange…”
“It’s really
expensive tea, and I want you to try it. C’mon. C’mon, c’mon, c’moooooon.”
“All right… If you
insist…”
Though very
suspicious of me and my cup of tea, she picked it up and lifted it to her lips.
Slowly…the cup moved through the air, and just as it was about to hit her
glossy lips—
“Hiyaaaaaah!!!” I
stole the cup from her hands and threw it against the wall as hard as I could.
The cup shattered into a thousand pieces, and tea splattered everywhere.
“Bloody hell!! That really was Teacher’s favorite cup!!!”
“Seriously? What are
you doing?!”
I knew I’d never
forget the face Fine made when I did that. I’d never seen someone so completely
taken aback before.
“You were going to give
me spiked tea?!”
“I’m really sorry. I
hope you can forgive me. Pwetty pwease? Waaah.”
I clung to her legs,
begging for forgiveness, and Fine let out an exasperated sigh.
“Why in the world
would you try to drug me?”
“Because I’m running
out of options… I don’t know what to do!”
I told Fine everything.
That I only had a year left to live, and about the thousand tears of joy I
needed to collect, and how despite all this, I’d spent the last week doing
assistant work.
Fine thought I was
joking at first, chuckling as she listened along, but the reality of my
situation soon set in, and her expression became serious.
“Are
you really going to die, Meg?”
“Yup, I guess I’m
cursed.”
“A curse… Can’t Lady
Faust just, I dunno, uncurse you?”
“Nope, she said she
can’t. She said this curse is like a chronic disease that I was born with.”
“And that’s why you
need one thousand tears of joy. Making people cry tears of joy doesn’t sound
very easy.”
“It really isn’t.
Look at this. It’s the result of my first week. Two tears, and they aren’t even
of pure joy.”
I passed my bottle
of tears to Fine, and she looked at the two crystal shards with interest. At
the bottom of the bottle were two of the tiniest shards imaginable. These were
the clear crystal tears of two people.
“Wow, so these are
the crystals. I don’t know much about magic and all that stuff, but these sure
are pretty. They seem clear, or pure, to me at least. It feels like there’s
nothing extra in them.”
“I still don’t
really get it, either, what pure tears are.”
I shook the bottle,
and the tear shards rattled inside. I stared at my two shards, when I heard
Fine say, “But…you’re not the type to be satisfied with tears shed through
medicine, I bet.”
“You know me well.”
“We’ve been friends
for over ten years, after all.”
“Yup. Maybe we
should get married.”
“I don’t think we’re
that close.”
“Awww…”
I was desperate, and
Fine was both weirded out by me and sorry for me. She was right, though. I knew
forcing the tears out of people with drugs wasn’t going to work. My teacher
said I needed to collect shards of emotion.
The tears shed by
Dr. Hendy and Anna were extra special, and even if they weren’t pure joy, they
were shards of raw emotion. Tears earned from drugs and other underhanded
methods certainly wouldn’t be of emotion and likely wouldn’t be suitable for a seed. And even if they did work, I wouldn’t want that to be
the foundation for my life.
“I’m at a loss
here.”
Fine chuckled at the
sight of me in such deep thought.
“What’s so funny?”
“Meg, you’re so
nice. You don’t always have to make everything a joke. Maybe you should be a
bit more honest with yourself.”
“I don’t wanna hear
it. So when are we gonna have the wedding?”
“I’ll pass.”
A question popped
into my mind while we shared in our fun banter.
“What brings you to
the manor today anyway, Fine?”
Fine’s expression
became a bit awkward before she responded.
“What makes you
think I came here for something?”
“Well, it’s rare for
you to come all the way here just to see me. So I’m sure there’s something you
want. You don’t need to hold back with me; we’re pals! Let’s hear it. C’mon.”
Hearing me say this,
Fine showed some determination and continued.
“I’m actually here
because I want to see Lady Faust about something.”
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My teacher had said she was busy that day, but I
knew she would make time for Fine. The girl had been my best friend since we
were little kids. There was no way my teacher would ever ignore her request.
I determined this a
worthy cause before knocking on the door to her study, and I was beckoned with
a “Come in.” At first, I was expecting my teacher to be mad at the intrusion,
but my anxiety turned out to be unwarranted.
I let myself in and
saw that my teacher was surrounded by a great wall of books and towering stacks
of papers. In the middle of it all, she sat with a single sheet of paper before
her. She may have been in the process of designing a spell circle.
“There’s something I
need to speak with you about…”
“It’s about Fine,
yes? Go ahead.”
It wasn’t clear when
she’d realized Fine’s presence, but she looked over at the door from where my
friend peeked into the room. Fine felt my teacher’s gaze and hurriedly entered
the room with an “Ah yes!”
“L-Lady Faust. I-I’m
sorry to bother you when you’re so busy.”
“It’s all right, my
dear. Tell me what it is you need.”
“Th-thank you. So…”
“You want me to fix a
clock?”
From her book fortress,
my teacher looked at us with surprise, and Fine nodded yes with a bit of
hesitation.
“I know it’s an
insignificant thing to ask someone of your stature, but my wristwatch broke,
and the clockmaker said there’s nothing he can do about it.”
“Is that so? Well,
let me see it.”
“Here.”
Fine took her
wristwatch off and handed it to my teacher. I knew the watch well; she wore it
all the time. There were nicks and scratches all over the watch, and it had
spots here and there where the original color had faded. It didn’t look like
there was much that could be done to get it moving again, but although it no
longer functioned as a watch, Fine still wore it.
My teacher examined
the watch closely before sharing with us, “Your watch has lost all signs of
Spirits.”
“Spirits? Like from
fairy tales?”
My
teacher answered Fine. “Not quite like the ones you hear about in stories.”
“Whether the item in
question is organic or inorganic, so long as it serves a purpose, it harbors
Spirits. In the East, they view such artifacts as being inhabited by the
Spirits, whether it be the souls of the deceased or their many gods or
goddesses. These Spirits move the things they inhabit—think of them as a power
source.”
“And you’re saying
that my watch has lost its power source?”
My teacher nodded in
response to Fine’s question and then turned her look to me.
“You should know
better than most, Meg.”
“Huh? Well, yeah…”
Spirits weren’t
something you could normally see. This went for witches and wizards as well,
but for a mage as powerful as my teacher, she could determine whether they were
present. The reason a mage of my teacher’s caliber would turn to me at a moment
like this was because, well, I was born with the ability to instinctively know
whether there were Spirits in any given place. The magic in my eyes was
powerful, a rare trait to be born with; or so I’d been told.
I looked at Fine’s
watch, and it was as my teacher said. It was void of all Spirits. The better
description was that there were Spirits there, but
they showed no sign of activity. It was as if they’d lost their life and were
in the middle of a long, long slumber.
Their slumber told
the story of a watch that had fulfilled its role and lived out the extent of
its life.
“So I suppose that
means my watch is—”
Fine spoke with a
sad expression, but my teacher cut her off. “Now, let’s not jump to
conclusions.”
“Meg, take Fine to
Geppetto’s shop.”
“Geppetto?”
Fine repeated the
name with a bit of confusion, and I nodded.
“He’s
a clockmaker in town. His shop is all run-down and dilapidated. It makes you
wonder how he’s still in business.”
“Geppetto’s shop is
in business because he does good work. Artisans skilled at their craft can at
times breathe life into things. Geppetto may be able to fix your watch, even
though the other clockmakers have deemed it irreparable.”
“Really…?”
“We’ll see. You may
as well give it a shot, even if the chances are slim. If that is all you need,
then please take your leave. I’m very busy.”
Fine and I hurried
out of the study, and she breathed a sigh of relief.
“No matter how many
times I see Lady Faust in person, I’ll always be nervous when I meet her. She
seemed really busy, and I half expected her to get mad at us for interrupting
her about a watch.”
“My teacher doesn’t
get upset at townspeople. She’s been livid with me before, though, like when I
tried to cook one of her familiars.”
“Well, in that case,
you definitely deserved it.”
My teacher was one
of the Seven Sages. Even though she was always busy with something, I’d never
seen her refuse to listen to a request from one of the townsfolk before.
Witches were meant to help people. This was the ancient way, and my teacher
observed those teachings, which meant helping people when they needed help,
even when she was busy.
Whether it be a
child or elder, male or female, a politician or a housewife, my teacher treated
everyone the same.
Whether the request
be to fix something or for the sake of world peace, my teacher treated each
request with the same importance.
This may have been
the reason she was so popular and a great witch.
“Let’s
go. If there’s one thing Mr. Geppetto’s great at, it’s fixing watches. I bet he
won’t throw in the towel like the rest of the town’s clockmakers.”
“Really? I hope he
can fix it…”
“But why not just
buy a new one? You can get a really nice watch for cheap nowadays. You don’t
have to worry about a digital watch stopping on you like that, or maybe you
could get one by a famous designer.”
“Yeah, I know. But
how should I put this…? I still want to use this watch a bit more. I’m really
attached to it.”
“Oh? You’re attached
to it, eh…?”
“You were never one
to get attached to things like this, Meg.”
I didn’t really
understand the idea of being attached to something like a mug, cup, or watch.
Either way, I concluded that the watch was special to Fine.
I hadn’t recognized
exactly what this watch meant for Fine yet.
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The clockmaker we went to had a small shop at the
far end of the town market. It had a retro feel…which was putting it nicely;
the place was a dump. Most people probably didn’t even know it was a
clockmaker’s shop.
But I knew it was.
The old man running it loved clocks more than anyone ever had.
We opened the door,
and a gentleman with a white beard and round glasses greeted us.
“Hey, Mister. You’ve
got a customer.”
“Well, well. If it
isn’t the disciple. Welcome. It’s rare for you to bring a friend with you.”
“Oh, this isn’t just
any friend. She’s my best friend for life, or BFFL, if
you will.”
“Biffle,
eh? That’s an interesting name. Judging by her looks, I would’ve guessed she’s
English, but I’m guessing she must be from the south?”
“…Does biffle sound like a Spanish name to you?”
While I gave old
Geppetto a stare-down, Fine looked around his shop.
“I apologize for the
sudden intrusion. I am Meg’s friend, Fine. But wow. Just look at all these
clocks… I didn’t know there was a clock shop here.”
I nodded along with
Fine’s words of awe.
“This shop is still
in business despite looking like one big dustbin.”
“Ha-ha-ha, you were
never one to leave anything unsaid. Ha-ha-ha.”
His eyes aren’t
laughing.
Whether it be
wristwatches, alarm clocks, or cuckoo clocks, the shop’s walls were covered in
every clock and watch imaginable. It was easy to tell they were all thoroughly
cared for, with each clock being exactly on time. Each clock also had a healthy
number of Spirits inhabiting it. This wasn’t the case for a more amateur
clockmaker. This man was a true artisan.
“So what brings you
to my shop today?”
“My friend here
wants you to take a look at her watch.”
Fine handed the
older gentleman her watch, and he adjusted his spectacles accordingly with a
“Let’s take a look-see.
“Well this is quite
the specimen you have here. It’s a very old-fashioned military watch from
Germany.”
“You can tell?”
“Well, I am a clockmaker. Whoever made this watch did a good job. You
can tell by the handiwork with its finer parts. Germany has a lot of skilled
clockmakers, and the craftsmanship that went into this fine watch is very
evident.”
“So…do you think you
can fix it?”
“We’ll
have to see about that. I can’t tell without taking a closer look. But I’ll
need more time before I can get to it. As you can see, I am my shop, so I need
to be ready for other customers when they come. Let me put this away for
later.”
“Oh yeah? Well, how
about this…?”
A few minutes later.
“How did I end up doing
this?”
With an exhausted
expression, Fine let out a big sigh. She and I were sitting at the shop’s front
desk, waiting for customers, while Mr. Geppetto worked on her watch.
From the shop’s
storefront window, I could see the peaceful town. The shop was at the far end
of the shopping district, so there weren’t many people who walked by,
especially compared to the town center. Fine seemed dissatisfied with the turn
of events, with her elbow on the table propping up her head on her fist.
“Meg.”
I was staring off
into space outside a window when Fine said my name.
“Are you really
going to die?”
“That’s what I’ve
been told.”
“How are you okay
with this?”
“I’m not okay with it. It just doesn’t feel real yet. You know I’m
bad at worrying about things.”
“You always were a
big ball of positivity.”
“I’d go as far as to
say that it may be my very best trait—”
I said this with a
bit of a grin but was shocked by the expression on Fine’s face when I turned
toward her. She was biting her lip and appeared as if she was about to burst
into tears. Her eyes were like a dam that was ready to burst.
I panicked and
looked for something to change the conversation, but the
only things on the walls were a whole bunch of apathetic clocks.
“Uh, Fine? I-is
something the matter?”
“Of course there is!
I’m sad about your death. Why did you have to die, Meg…?”
“I’m not dead yet!”
Fine was about to
cry just at the thought of my passing. I wished she wouldn’t off me in her
mind, though. Thinking back on it, this was how she’d always been. She had a
good head on her shoulders, but she was very compassionate, empathetic, and
nice.
This is just like her
facial expression when we first met, I fondly recalled.
Fine and I first met when we were small children.
I’d gotten into a fight with some kids back in town and was beaten and bruised.
“Are you okay?”
I was watching the
sun set in the park, biting my lip in frustration after the fight, when Fine
approached me. She wiped my bleeding nose and put a bandage on one of my
scrapes.
“You’re bleeding…
Those meanies…”
As she patched me
up, she was crying as though it were her with the scrapes and bruises.
“Why are you
crying?”
“’Cause it looks
like it hurts…”
There I was, holding
back my tears, but Fine cried for me instead, and I remember liking her almost
immediately for it.
“Hey, what’s your
name?”
“Fine…”
“You don’t have to
cry, Fine… I want you to smile.”
I wiped her tears
away, which surprised her at first, but she then exclaimed, “Okay!”
With tears still
welling in her eyes, she’d given me a big smile. I’d gone
home to tell my teacher about what happened, and she’d softened her usual stern
expression and spoke in a gentler tone.
“Meg, you need to remember
this day. People always forget the good things and instead let the bad things
scar them. You’re the opposite, though. You always forget the bad things and
hold on to what brought you happiness. Never let yourself forget about the
child who helped you today.”
“I won’t, Teacher.”
I think Fine
stopping and using her new handkerchief to help me with my wounds kept me from
hating humanity. Incidentally, I got back at the kids who bullied me by turning
their bathwater into poo while they were still in it. I know it was a bit much,
so we’ll save that story for another day.
Fine was still nice, just like she’d been when we
were children. I was sure the only reason she made an effort to hold her tears
back like this was because she hadn’t forgotten what I told her on the day we
met.
“Don’t look so sad,
Fine. You’re cutest when you’re smiling. And it’s not like I’m dead yet, nor do
I even plan on dying.”
“Meg…”
While tears weren’t
running down her cheeks, she was sniffling audibly. It was a shame to see such
a beautiful girl a crying mess. I found a cloth and used it to gently wipe
Fine’s nose.
“I want to be there
when you get into and graduate from college. And for your wedding, and to see
your grandchildren. I’m gonna punch your fiancé at least once when I meet him,
though.”
“What are you, my
mum?”
The two of us shared
a chuckle.
“Was that a
handkerchief you wiped my tears with, by the way?”
“…”
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Within less than thirty minutes, old man Geppetto
reappeared from the back of the shop.
“Sorry to keep you
waiting, ladies.”
“How’s it look?”
“I’m sorry, but it’s
simply this watch’s time.”
The old man shook
his head.
“I thought maybe I
could switch some parts out, but the hands and glass are in very bad shape and
too old to find replacements. Seeing how long this watch has been used for, I
doubt it’s possible to repair it.”
“Whoa, slow down,
Doc. You’re making the watch sound like a piece of junk here. You wouldn’t want
to hurt its feelings, wouldja?”
“I’m just telling it
like it is…”
“You gotta be
careful about the words you use. Girls are delicate creatures. Especially the
pretty ones. Like me.”
“Heh, is that
right?”
“What’re ya laughin’
for?”
The clockmaker and I
were enjoying our banter, when we both heard Fine say, “I thought that would be
the case…”
She was looking down
at the ground like a puppy that had just gotten in trouble, and we both fell
silent.
“This watch belonged
to my grandfather. It’s a shame I won’t be able to use it anymore.”
Hearing Fine say
this reminded me that the watch had been given to her by her beloved
grandfather before he passed away.
He was a warm and
gentle man, but he passed away when we were still children. My teacher and I
went to his funeral. I could still remember watching Fine
cling to his body in the coffin, wailing at the top of her lungs. It wasn’t
often you saw someone crying so hard for someone else like that.
“I can tell this
watch is very important to you.”
Geppetto said this
quietly as he looked at the watch in his hand.
“There are lots of
spots that have been repaired, and the wristband has been replaced. This watch
should’ve stopped a long time ago, but it was still ticking until now. I’m sure
your watch had an incredible life and that it was glad it ended up with you.”
“Thank you…”
“It’s strange, but
after so many years of handling clocks, I’ve come across a handful of watches
that kept on ticking far longer than they probably should have. I’ve always
felt this was the watch’s way of answering the people who care so much for it.
I’m sure your watch felt the same about you.”
“The watches respond
to people’s kindness…”
I’d never grasped
the idea of getting attached to an object. This was because I didn’t have
anything that had memories attached to it. Watching Fine, though, I felt like I
understood what it meant to have an item or trinket that was important to a
person. I’m sure her watch was like a good luck charm for her. It was what
remained of her dear late grandfather. I was sure she remembered him when she
had it on her, whenever she felt happy or sad. It must’ve been like he was
there with her.
“I might not be able
to use it as a watch anymore, but I guess I can still keep it to remember him
by…”
Fine said this with
a smile, but there was something hidden behind her expression. I’m sure she was
saying this more to herself than to us, as her way of telling herself it was
time to give up.
Is
there anything I can do for my friend? I thought
for a few moments before eventually tapping Fine on the shoulder.
“Yeah?”
“I have an idea.”
“A mourning what?”
Orange leaves fell
from the trees around us in the town square where Fine watched with wide eyes
as I drew a spell circle on the ground with a branch.
“A mourning ritual.
It’s something witches used to do to thank certain items that they’d used for a
long time. Think of it as a way to say good night. You know how the Spirits
inside your watch have used up all their energy and are now in an eternal rest?
We’re gonna do a ritual to tuck them in tight for eternity.”
“Wow, I’ve never
heard of that before.”
“The idea that all
things harbor Spirits is a very witch-and-wizard sort of concept. Sometimes, we
borrow their power to perform magic. Think of this as our way of thanking
spirits who’ve fulfilled their duties.”
“Sounds kind of
religious.”
“Well, magic is
chock-full of religious ideology.”
I etched out a small
circle on the ground, then a larger one around that. This made a donut shape
where I would formulate my spell. I had to pick and choose where I would cut
off each verse to fill them with meaning, verses that I would later chant.
An intrigued Fine
watched from over my shoulder as I scratched out my magic circle on the ground.
“I love the little
shapes you use in your spells. They’re so pretty.”
“Are you talking
about runes?”
“They’re called
runes?”
Runes were a special
alphabet that used different combinations of lines to formulate its characters.
Each individual character had its own meaning and could also be used for things
like fortune telling. Runes had been created long ago when,
unlike now, civilization was more in tune with nature. Thus, runes bore the
power to activate the laws of nature.
“Do you know them
all by heart?”
“I know a few
alphabets, like runes and the signs for the twelve zodiac signs. I have the
characters of the Theban alphabet that are used for spells memorized. I don’t
know what they actually mean, though.”
“Wow…”
Fine was clearly
impressed, though something about the way she was staring at me felt a bit off.
“What?”
“It’s just, uh…I
didn’t know you were so smart.”
“You’re acting like
that’s not a given? You want me to smack you?”
In this way, she
kept me entertained while I finished my circle. Once it was complete, I placed
a handkerchief in the middle, then set Fine’s watch on it.
“What happens next?
It’s not gonna burst into flames or something, is it?”
“Relax. You don’t
think I’d do something like that to my best friend’s precious watch, do you?”
“That’s why I’m
asking… I mean, you did try to drug your best friend earlier…”
“Cut the chitchat!
I’ve got a spell to chant!”
I snapped my
fingers, and Carbuncle dismounted my shoulder while White-Owl, who’d been
flying above, joined him on the ground. My two familiars and I formed a
triangle around the magic circle. The three of us were going to be a catalyst
for the magic, which would travel through us evenly.
As I held my hand
over the magic circle, the immediate vicinity surrounding us grew dark, and the
runes began to faintly glow—a magic reaction. It was time
for me to begin the twelve-verse chant I’d written into the circle.
“Worker Spirits both
kind and true—come to me in your eternal rest—so that you may begin anew.”
A swirl of wind lifted
up the fallen leaves around the magic circle as I chanted, like they were
dancing along with the ritual.
“For two lifetimes of
work so resolute—I pay respect so absolute.”
The watch was then
enveloped in a faint glow, and from its center emerged a small orb of
beautiful, clear light. It looked like a tiny sun. This was the group of
Spirits that had fulfilled their duty to the item they inhabited.
“With gratitude deep
and sincere—into life’s cycle I return you here.”
The orb of light shot
high up into the sky, bringing the dancing leaves up with it. The leaves
flittered and fluttered around the orb, only to then be blown around the park
by a gentle breeze that also seemed to center around the orb. Fine let out a
“Whoa…” in awe at the spectacular light show.
“I have but one
wish—for when you finish your quest—I pray you return—to the place you knew
best.”
The light then began to
grow larger. It was time for the finale.
“Now return to the
cycle.”
With
my final verse, the light exploded, spreading out in every direction without
making a sound. It expanded out toward the ground, the trees, and to the
heavens before eventually dissipating. Ambient light then returned to the
surrounding area, and the hustle and bustle of the town square could once more
be heard.
“I-is it over?”
“Yup.”
“What happened?”
“I returned the
dormant Spirits in your watch to nature. These Spirits can then be reborn and
then come back to you in the form of a new item.”
I smiled as I said
this.
“That new item will
find its way to you, and you’ll have something new to remember your favorite
grandfather by.”
“Meg…”
Though it wasn’t
possible to bring someone back from the dead, nor could items used to the
extent of their life spans be fixed, in this way, it was possible for two souls
to meet again. This was what my teacher called the flow of life.
“Hey, Fine. Your
watch may be broken, but the memories it has of your grandpa will never
disappear.”
I looked at Fine.
“The Spirits we just
sent off were full of memories of both you and your grandpa. So I’m sure you’ll
meet them again sometime. The Spirits cherish you two just as much as you
cherished each other.”
Fine’s lips
quivered.
“Thanks…!”
A tear ran down her
cheek, and I felt the light jingle of a single shard within the bottle at my
waist.
“I didn’t think I would
cry like that.”
Fine
said this as we walked back to town. I was petting Carbuncle, who sat on my
shoulder.
“Something about
that light made me remember so many things at once.”
“About your
grandpa?”
“Yeah, about how we
used to play and what we used to eat together. Or how he used to pat me on the
head to make me feel better when I got hurt. All these memories came surging up
at once.”
“You were always a
grandpa’s girl.”
“The light that came
out of his old watch… It sure was a gentle light, wasn’t it?”
“I think so, too.”
It was more than
likely that the Spirits harbored by the watch carried the memories of two
lifetimes.
“I think I’m gonna
go get a new watch.”
On our way back, we
passed old man Geppetto’s watch shop, where Fine stopped in her tracks and
stared through the window.
“Oh? Something catch
your eye already? I say go for it.”
“Yeah. Tell me which
Spirits match best with me.”
“You got it! I’ll
choose some that’ll bring you happiness.”
I knew Fine would be
okay. She had me as her friend, after all.
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“I’m baaack!”
I’d helped Fine pick
out a new watch before heading home, and I was greeted with a “Welcome home” by
my teacher.
“Did everything go
well with Fine’s watch?”
“I think we figured
it out. So, uh, what are you doing?”
“Oh, I’m just
looking for something.”
“Really? Why not rev
up the ole All-Seeing Eye?”
“You
mustn’t rely on magic to overcome all of life’s trifles, Meg. It is important
to solve some problems using your own hands.”
“You’re so
stubborn.”
As I said this, a
question popped into my mind.
“Hey, Teacher. Why
did you send me and Fine to the clockmaker’s?”
“Why, you ask?”
“Well, I’m sure you
knew old man Geppetto couldn’t fix the watch, so I thought it was strange that
you sent us there in the first place.”
A kind smile
appeared on my teacher’s face.
“As I just said, you
mustn’t always rely on magic. I hadn’t looked into yours or Fine’s future at
that moment. I knew Fine still had hope for her watch, and I simply thought
Geppetto perhaps could discern the watch’s true value and provide the desired
conclusion. I also—”
“Also what…?”
“Thought it may be a
good opportunity to teach a foolish witch the true value of material things.”
“A foolish witch?
You shouldn’t be so harsh on yourself…”
“I’m talking about
you, you dolt!!”
The true value of
material things. It wasn’t the price something could be bought or sold for but
the memories and affection a person had for that item.
I heard a rattle as I pondered over this. It was the shards of tears
jingling around in the bottle I had fastened to my belt. I took it off my belt
and waved it in front of my eyes.
There was a new
tear, bringing my collection to a grand total of three.
“The true value of
things…”
The light of the
setting sun shone down on the bottle as I held it, causing the three tear
shards to glimmer brilliantly. All three tears belonged to people who were
important to me. This wasn’t something that could be bought
with money; it was something that was precious to me and me only.
“I bet this will
become my most treasured possession.”
I murmured this to
myself, and Carbuncle looked up at me with a “Squeak”
and White-Owl, a “Hoot.” They both looked happy, and
something about the woodland pair felt extra precious to me that day.
“I must ask, Meg.
Have you seen my cup? You know the one; I always use it.”
“Uh, that’s what I’m
saying… You should whip out the ole All-Seeing Eye and…”
I began to trail off
mid-sentence. Should she use her Eye, she would find out in an instant her
cup’s unfortunate fate, and that it was my fault.
The cup had smashed
into a million pieces when I threw it on the ground to prevent Fine from
drinking the tea laced with tear-inducing magical herbs I almost tested on her.
“It’s quite strange,
really. I could’ve sworn I left it here. You didn’t place it anywhere, did
you?”
“Welp, look at the
time! I’d better feed the familiars!”
As soon as I changed
the subject, a hungry horde of tiny woodland creatures came out from the nooks
and crannies of the manor and gathered at my feet as I left the room, with
White-Owl closing the door behind me.
Ever since I learned I
was destined to die, little by little, every day was starting to feel
different. Though I didn’t spend my days any differently than I usually did,
the tears I gathered gave my life a new meaning, taught me new values, and
earned me the tears of my dear friends.
A day like this was
just a regular day for me now that I knew I was going to die.
And it was an
important day I knew I could never forget.
It was early morning, and things were
quiet as I munched on some salad and bread.
“It’s a misuse of
government funds, I say. Our taxes would be much better used rebuilding this
here manor.”
“Squeak.”
“Hoot.”
This was usually
where the eldest member of the manor would reprimand me from the side for my
dillydallying at breakfast, but I didn’t have to worry about that today.
Instead, I had the
luxury of sipping on some tea next to my two favorite familiars as I watched
some television. The news was full of frightening stories lately. Entirely
unknown to those who lived in this peaceful town of ours, there was a world of
despair out there—or at least that’s the picture the news painted.
I’d recently made it
a point to watch the news more. It wasn’t something I usually paid attention
to, but with a certain old hag breathing down my neck about keeping up with
current events… My teacher wanted me to do it, so I did. Seeing as she was one
of the, you know, Seven Sages and all, I guess she didn’t want her apprentice
to be some country bumpkin.
“What use is any of
this anyway? I wanna watch my shows.”
Staring
uninterestedly at the screen, I continued to chow down on snacks, when
something interesting happened to come on.
“In recent news, the
International Magic Conference, overseen by the esteemed Seven Sages, concluded
just forty-eight hours ago. Among
the pressing topics addressed was the growing concern over the ecological
impact of magical activities. As a proactive measure, two representatives from
the Seven Sages are now on their way to a location in Central America believed
to be bearing the brunt of such magical disturbances—”
“Huh? The conference is
already over?”
I glanced at my
smartphone. Most people thought witches lived a more traditional lifestyle, so
it usually caught them off guard when I’d whip out my phone. I bet they thought
we used magic to contact each other. Could you imagine, though? It could take a
few minutes to chant a spell that would even come close to doing what a
smartphone did in mere seconds. The public didn’t realize that their modern
culture had already surpassed the magic arts.
I unlocked my phone
and checked if there were any messages from my teacher but found nothing. She
had attended the International Magic Conference that was held in North America.
“Meg, I shall be leaving the manor for a while.”
A week prior, my
teacher approached me about her trip. I was in the living room reading up on a
magic formula at the time. It wasn’t rare for my teacher to leave the manor for
work. On the occasions when she would be gone for a few days or more, she would
let me know beforehand.
“Where to this
time?”
“North America. The
Seven Sages will be assembling. There is a lot of work to be done, so I believe
this conference may drag on for quite some time.”
“Do you reckon it’ll
be on the telly?”
“I’m sure the news
will pick it up. It isn’t uncommon for our conferences to deal with
international issues. There may also be changes to the
rules regarding magic. The world is watching us mages, after all.”
“Wow, must be nice.”
Save for one member
in particular, it was rare for any of the Seven Sages to appear on television.
This was why such an event always drew so much attention.
“I wanna be on
television someday. I think my beauty would captivate all the boys around the
world.”
“I believe your
beauty would be better kept to yourself.”
“What do you mean by
that?”
“Understand that
this will not be a vacation for me. I will be locked up in a conference hall
for several sleepless days. You’re welcome to go in my stead if you so wish.”
“Ha-ha, methinks
’tis a most excellent notion!”
“Speak in a way that
makes sense.”
“Sorry. You don’t
need to worry about me, though. What’s five, six days? I could last two months,
even a year and be just peachy!”
“Perhaps, though I
doubt the manor would last in that situation.”
“What do you mean by
that?”
It had been a week since my teacher left me with
those words. I thought she’d be back around today, ready to talk my ear off
with complaints about the conference, but evidently, the conference was already
long over.
“Welp, I guess my
short break is just gonna be that much longer.”
As I mumbled this to
myself, my eyes shifted to the second place setting of fresh bread and eggs I’d
prepared for her return.
“I wonder if it
would be wrong to eat two breakfasts…”
My idle musing
echoed throughout the empty manor.
Much
like the proverbial bolt out of the blue, however, it was always the most
peaceful of times when happenings reared their ugly heads. In this case, it was
early in the morning of the next day when the bolt struck.
The sun wasn’t even up
yet. I was still asleep, snug in my bed, when there was a commotion in the
front hall. At first, I assumed it was two of the many woodland familiars
getting into a spat, but the creaking of the front door opening quickly
dispelled this guess. I squinted as I looked at the door, where light from
outside crept in.
“Hmm? Yaaawn. Lemme sleep just a bit more…”
“Wake up. That’s an
order.”
Drool was making its
way from my open mouth onto my pillow when I felt something on my face.
“Huh? What’s that?”
It was the bottom of
a foot, and the second my mind processed it, my nose registered the incredible
stench coming from it.
“That smells awful!
What are you—? Eugh! Oeugh!!”
I fled to the corner
of my room and started gagging. Then someone called out, “Well, excuse me! They
don’t smell that bad!”
Slowly, I looked up
to see the owner of the smelly feet, and…
“You have some
nerve.”
…a woman stood
there, wearing a pointed witch’s hat and a black robe.
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“I am Inori. Would you know me as the Wise Witch
of the East?”
“Wise Witch…?”
I racked my brain,
the Wise Witch, just like the Eternal Witch, was the title of one of the
Council of Magic’s Seven Sages.
“That’s
right, I’m the Wise Witch, Inori. One of the Seven Sages, at your service.”
“Huh, you don’t
say.”
My doubts weren’t
unwarranted, seeing as I’d heard the Wise Witch was over one hundred years old.
The woman before me had wavy black hair and a perfect nose. She wore an
open-shouldered, tightly fitted dress with slits here and there exposing her
bare skin. She looked, at best, twenty-four or -five—far too young to be a
Sage. I’d heard of witches with enough power to extend their life and alter
their appearance, and in terms of power, I could tell just by looking at her
that Inori had unimaginable power at her disposal.
“So what brings the
Wise Witch to our humble abode?”
“Haven’t you been
watching the news? About the Seven Sages’ inspection? There is an inspection
being conducted on the impact of magical energy on the environment, and your
teacher is the one overseeing it.”
“Yeah…”
According to Inori,
my teacher went to a part of the world that had a high concentration of magic.
It wasn’t uncommon for places like this to have poor cell phone reception due
to the high magic density, which explained why I hadn’t heard from her.
“Since it will take
her a while to complete the inspection, your teacher wanted me to come check on
the house.”
“What?! I’m
seventeen! I can take care of myself! She shouldn’t treat me like a child!”
“It sounded like she
was more worried about the house than you, per se.”
“Oh… Right…”
Inori continued, “So
I’ll be spending the next few days with you,” before patting the copious
luggage behind her with her hand. There were three full-size trunk suitcases.
She must’ve been an inexperienced traveler, because the
businessmen and women seen running to and from the airports had at most a small
roller on them.
“That’s fine, Inori.
I’d just like to ask one thing first.”
“What’s that?”
“Could you please
wash your feet? They smell atrocious.”
“I could end you
right now if I wanted to.”
Getting back to the
subject at hand…
While Inori was busy
wiping her feet with a towel, I sighed.
“Can you believe my
teacher, though? She could’ve sent me a message before she went into the
reception dead zone.”
“She was afraid of
what you’d do if you knew she wasn’t coming back anytime soon.”
“Ha-ha-ha. What
could I do? Ha-ha-ha-ha.”
What am I going to do?
There’s nothing to do! Except maybe test a few new spells on some of her
defenseless familiars.
“Were you the one
who brewed these herbs?”
As I schemed to
myself, Inori was looking through my medicine cabinet with curiosity.
“Oh, yeah. How did
you know?”
“Because Grandma
Faust doesn’t study medicine anymore.”
“That’s true.”
My teacher was
well-versed in many schools of magic, and this made her busy. This was
especially true as of late due to her intense focus on time magic research. The
research I was doing on medicine and plants was something I’d taken over for
her.
“This smells nice.”
“Right? That’s a new
recipe. It’s filled with nourishment for your body, too. I bet you’re tired
from the council meeting. Would you like some tea?”
Herbal teas were my
specialty. My teacher liked the tea I made as well and asked for some every
morning. The color of this brew was close to black tea, but I could change it
depending on which herbs I used.
“It tastes as good
as it smells.”
“I’ve added some
black tea to enhance the flavor. That herb can be mixed with this one to make
it more fragrant, and through the power of magic, I can make a good cup of
tea.”
Inori happily drank
my tea as I gave her my little spiel about it.
“Oh? You seem quite
capable. Do you have a witch name yet? Seeing as you’re the Eternal Witch’s
apprentice, I wouldn’t be surprised if you had one already.”
Powerful mages
earned witch and wizard names, and for those who practiced magic, these names
were common sense. Just like the Eternal Witch for my teacher and the Wise
Witch for Inori, it was a symbol of recognition passed on by the Council of
Magic. Having a witch name meant you were both a powerful and competent witch.
“No way. I’m as in-training as they come.”
“Is that something
to be proud of?” Inori was a bit taken aback by the confidence with which I
spoke, and with a wry grin, repeated, “A witch in training…” For whatever
reason, it felt like there was a deeper meaning behind her saying this.
“Hey, I’d like to
see more. You cultivate your own herbs here, right? Do you have your own plot?”
“We do. I’m tending
a garden in the Witch’s Forest just outside of here. It’s closer to a hobby
than an actual garden, though.”
“Show it to me. Your
garden.”
“You got it. I
actually wanted to go there today anyway.”
“Are you going to
pick something?”
“Yes,
something for your feet. I think mint would do you wonders.”
“Do they still
smell…?”
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The manor my teacher and I lived in was tucked
into the Witch’s Forest. These woods were a special place where I managed the
magical energy and took care of the animals and plants. The soil was kept
healthy through balanced magical energy levels, allowing for springlike
temperatures throughout the year, and with plenty of healthy soil available, it
was possible to harvest certain plants that wouldn’t normally grow around these
parts. There was also a large population of animals coexisting with the plants.
I had to be sure none of the animals were dangerous, though, as the townsfolk
of Lapis liked to stroll through these woods.
Inori walked
alongside me, happily humming a tune as we meandered through the forest.
“You sure seem
happy.”
“I’m elated that
boring conference is over. The air here is pristine; it feels great.”
“Those conferences
must be pretty difficult, I imagine?”
“They sure are. They
last for days and run late into the night, with a plethora of topics to
handle—most of which are either irregular in nature or without definitive
conclusions. You should know all about this, though, seeing as you’re an
apprentice to one of the Seven Sages?”
“My teacher doesn’t
like to talk too much about work…”
“I see…”
Inori scratched her
cheek, seemingly unsure of how to continue.
“She probably just
doesn’t want you to worry about her. It’s nothing to fret over.”
“Who knows? She’s
handling a real emergency. But since it’s Grandma Faust we’re talking about,
I’m sure she’ll figure it out and be home before you know it.”
“You think so…?”
“You’re worried about
your teacher, aren’t you?”
“Who, me? No way.”
“What do you mean
‘no way’? You should’ve seen the sad look you just had on!”
“It’s just a shame
to think that my break will come to an end…”
“Then why did you
look upset when you mentioned her not telling you about her work?!”
“That was me trying
not to yawn. Did I look sad?”
“It’s not something
to yawn about!”
With an astounded
look in her eyes, Inori shook her head at me in disbelief and said, “You’re
quite difficult to read.”
“I’m sure you’re
tired from the conference.”
“I’m more tired from
talking to you about it!”
There were many
medicinal herbs from the East and West, as well as herbs used for fragrance,
being grown in the Witch’s Forest—each growing at an accelerated rate with
incredible vibrancy. My main job was to manage the soil and magical energy
levels in the forest. It wasn’t to say that I left the herbs to their own
devices, but there wasn’t much work that needed to be done in terms of taking
care of them. Healthy, bountiful soil was all they needed to grow well. All I
had to do was thin the forest out here and there.
Inori squatted down
and felt the soil at the plants’ roots to check their condition for herself.
“These are
thoroughly managed.”
“I have to maintain
the magic levels every day. It’s quite the workload.”
“Your teacher leaves
it all to you?”
“Yes.
You know how packed her schedule is, after all.”
“Let’s see here. The
mulch quality and the amount of magic in the soil are both up to speed. You
could probably grow anything here with how well it’s being maintained. You have
quite the green thumb on you.”
“Darn tootin’! This
here’s my farm, ma’am.”
My best farmer
impression was lost on Inori, who just seemed confused. This was something of a
letdown for me—I had confidence in that impression, too.
“Having an eye for
soil is a powerful asset. Even more so now, seeing as how things have gotten
strange lately, with the climate and environment changing so much. You’ll be
able to find a good job with a talent like that.”
“That’s nice to
hear, but what do you mean?”
“People have had too
much of an impact on the environment. They’ve polluted the air and cut down the
forests, altering how the land was supposed to look. Despite this, the leaders
of the world think they can use magic to fix what they’ve broken.”
Lots of work the
Seven Sages dealt with was environmental issues and research they were tasked
with by the many governments of the world. One of the main issues being
researched was the impact of magic on living beings and the consequences of
that impact. It was thought that magic caused rare species to go extinct, drove
animals mad, and warped the environment. They often talked on the news about
how the world’s deserts were expanding due to this.
“When deforestation
removes plants from a given habitat, magic loses the channel through which it
takes root into the ground. This results in that area’s magic needing to find a
new host, usually in the largest nearby life-form. The influx of magic focused
on one individual often brings about changes. For example, the individual may
consume weaker life-forms it previously didn’t and change the balance of nature
in the area.”
Inori
explained everything there was to the abnormal phenomenon without skipping a
beat.
“The collection of
magic gives a being power, but power isn’t simply something that can be gained.
Power that is too great for its vessel can cause imbalance within it, resulting
in a rampage. It’s a mage’s job to maintain the balance of nature. If you gained
power, what would you do with it?”
“I would use it to
acquire wealth and fame, then create a harem of beautiful men to heed my every
whim.”
“You’re not a great
vessel, then.”
Inori sighed in
disbelief.
“Listen, if an
animal eats a plant or fruit that has amassed large quantities of magic, it will
absorb that magic into its body. This will make it attack people. In the East,
we’ve experienced a gruesome bear attack that resulted in the death of several
women who lived in the nearby village. There will be more attacks like this as
the problem worsens. The animals will go in and out of villages, turning into
monsters.”
“Wow…”
By changing an
ecosystem too much, or using spells that were too powerful, the balance of
magic in a given area was disturbed. The Wise Witch of the East shared with me
that this was slowly beginning to alter the life in those areas.
Needless to say, it
was a very serious conversation.
“I’m not good at
thinking about difficult things. You never know when you’re gonna die. Life is
short, and I think it should be lived to its fullest.”
“What would living life to its fullest mean for you, Meg?”
“A couple of beers,
a nice cigar, a delicious spread, and a beautiful woman.”
“Oh, so you’re a
middle-aged man.”
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We eventually made it to the
part of the forest I used for growing medicinal herbs. I’d enchanted the area
with a spell that amplified the component of fresh lemongrass that kept bugs
and other pests away.
The area had
lavender, bay leaf, and arugula among many other herbs growing throughout it.
That wasn’t all; deeper in the garden, there were Eastern medicinal plants as
well.
Seeing this spot,
Inori let a “Wow” escape her lips. “You’ve done well for yourself. These are
some sizable herbs, and you can smell how potent they all are. Not to mention
the variety.”
“I add more and more
every year. This includes plants my teacher asks for, some I want to use for my
own experiments, and herbs needed by the townspeople. They grow fast thanks to
the quality of soil here.”
I shared this as I
plucked the mint we’d come here for. Mint was a virile herb that could be left
alone and still thrive. In fact, planting mint in someone’s garden was
considered vandalism by plant enthusiasts because of its ability to take over a
plot.
This was why I
needed to be careful where I planted it when adding it to my forest garden. If
it made its way to any of the other plants, it would quickly take over their
seedbeds. I used magic to dampen its breeding power, but all it took was one
seed to get loose for it to wreak havoc on another plant.
As I carefully
collected the mint I needed, I found myself recalling the past. My mint held
some memories.
Maintaining the magic levels of the Witch’s
Forest was one of the first tasks my teacher entrusted me with when I was very
young.
“Here we are, Meg
Raspberry. You’ll be in charge of taking care of the forest from now on.”
“I don’t wanna.”
I
said no to the job at first.
“It isn’t about what
you want to do. This is our duty, and you will fulfill it!”
“I don’t wanna! I
don’t wanna! I’m busy! Why don’t you do it?!”
“Busy with what?
Watching the telly? Coloring? You need to do some work around here!”
“But I’m a kid. It’s
my job to have dreams and unlimited potential. I am a god on earth.”
“You will not call
yourself a god!”
I didn’t have many
friends when I was little and would get picked on whenever I went into town.
Thinking back on it, maybe my teacher thought giving me a job to do would give
me purpose and a sense of belonging. And it was true; as I grew more used to the
job, I began to perceive myself as a witch. It became my identity. I went from
orphan to Lady Faust’s apprentice, not just in my own mind but in the eyes of
the townsfolk as well.
Had I never become a
witch, I wonder if I ever would’ve found a place or purpose to call my own or,
more likely, if I would’ve gotten stuck in my lack of identity. I probably
would’ve let the fact that my parents had died before I could ever know them bring
me down or lost hope over the fact that I had only one year left to live.
Surely I would’ve wasted my final year doing nothing.
The reason I hadn’t
ended up like this was thanks to how busy I was back then. I was pretty much
forced to take care of the woods, monitoring the dirt and planting herbs every
day. The forest didn’t look the same back then; the dirt was barren, and the distribution
of magic was sporadic. Though there were trees, it was hard to call it a
forest.
My mission was to
bring this forest to life, and my greatest enemy was mint. All it took was one
seed for this guy to take over a corner of my forest.
“Uw-waaah, hic. Those stupid mints keep killing my forest!!”
Unable
to stop the onslaught of the mint menace, I came crying to my teacher.
“One mint too many
and you’ve got a weed on your hands. I told you to be careful.”
“The Witch’s Forest
is dead… We should burn it down and start from scratch, scorched-earth style.”
“Enough, Meg. All
things have their own lives, own characteristics, and own ways of life. You
need to learn about your enemy and adapt to it. Witches must see the natural
way of things in the world and live in harmony with it. Power isn’t the key to
fixing everything.”
My teacher said this
in an instructive tone. I felt like I could understand it now, though. Her
words were not only the way of the witch but a guide by which I could live my
life as well. I wasn’t to get upset whenever something didn’t go my way, but
rather to make an effort to change myself for the better. This was what my
teacher had likely meant.
As I put more work
into the woods, it grew fuller with more trees, grass, and flowers. The soil
grew richer and the expanse of forest wider. At some point, animals started
populating the woods, and my teacher turned them into familiars. I tailored the
forest into something the townsfolk could also enjoy, and it soon grew on the
people of Lapis. Many of them would interact with their new animal neighbors,
as well.
Looking back on it,
my teacher had taught me how to take care of the soil, use magic, and live my life.
“Whew, this is great.”
We returned to the
manor, and I drew a hot footbath using mint oil to help wash Inori’s feet.
Every now and then, she’d grunt when I applied pressure to her feet as I
massaged them.
“Mm,
that’s some soft skin you’ve got there, heugh-heugh- heugh.”
“Cut it with the
creepy voice.”
Inori sighed deeply
and looked up.
“This is heavenly,
though. I can’t remember the last time I’ve been able to relax like this.”
“All that Sage stuff
must really take its toll on you.”
“It does. Working
too much is like a poison. Actually, I think it’s been a few days since I’ve
had a bath.”
“I’ll whip one up
for you after this, so please take one. I insist.”
I’d better break out
the strong soap for this one.
“Calm down. You’ll
go bald if you get upset over every little thing.”
“Little…?”
The perplexity in my
expression must’ve been obvious, because Inori smiled when she saw my reaction.
“You shouldn’t laugh
when you look at a lady’s face.”
“I like you. You
should become my assistant once you’ve finished your training here.”
“Your assistant?”
“In developing new medicine.
We’d be partners. I work together with medical companies to find new substances
with medicinal properties, test the effects, and verify their claims. We
extract the substances from animals and plants, which involves breeding new
species of plants, sometimes. I then use magic to amplify the effect of these
substances. It’s basically what you do here. I’ve actually been searching for
someone well-versed in plants to become my assistant.”
“This is all a bit
sudden. I don’t even know what my teacher would think…”
“That’s why I said when you’re done here. Think about it; there aren’t many
witches out there who’ve trained under two of the Seven Sages. I bet you’d be all over the telly as an
up-and-coming witch.”
“You think I’d be on
the telly…?”
My imagination ran
wild. After I appeared on television, everyone would see how pretty I was, and
I’d be an instant star. The people would find my personality entertaining, and
I’d get on all the talk shows. From there, it was a television drama where I’d
act alongside the main of the world’s most popular boy band. We’d fall in love
and get married, then live happily ever after in the penthouse suite of the
city’s tallest building.
“That could be fun…”
“Again, it’s just
something I want you to think about. If you’re interested, I’ll talk to Grandma
Faust for you.”
Inori spoke
cheerfully, but I was very conflicted on the inside. I couldn’t break it to her
that I had less than a year to live.
“How old did you say
you were?”
“Seventeen.”
“So young. You’re
too clever for your age to be stuck in a small town like this. When I was in my
teens, I was already traveling the world.”
“You make yourself
sound like a grandma when you talk about your younger years.”
“You think I sound
old…?”
Her comment made me
think about how the thought of leaving this town, or this manor, for that
matter, had never even crossed my mind before. The town of Lapis and the witch
Faust’s manor, living together with the townsfolk, my teacher, and our
familiars—these were things I thought would never change.
“Traveling the
world, eh…?”
When would I get the
chance to do that? The most I can think about right now is the final year I
have left to live.
“If you don’t have
any aspirations or ambitions for the future, sometimes
traveling can help shed light on what’s important to you.”
“Aspirations and
ambitions…like a goal?”
“Do you have one?”
Maybe before I was
told I had a year left to live. Whatever I felt before that seemed more like a
fleeting dream than anything now.
I took a brief
moment to recall how I used to feel, then with a stern expression announced:
“World domination.”
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By the time I finished cleaning up after dinner,
it was already well into the night. I quietly opened the front door.
“Come to me,
White-Owl.”
“Hoot.”
White-Owl perched on
my shoulder, and I sat on a stump in the garden to meditate. It was cold
outside, but the night breeze felt good on my skin. The swaying of the grass
and flowers in bloom in the Witch’s Forest could be seen by the light of the
moon. The only sound that could be heard that night was the chirping of
crickets, and it was a full moon.
I used meditation to
polish my spirit. With heightened focus, I did away with all that plagued my
mind.
“Sure are a lot of
bugs out here.”
An unexpected voice
from behind me cut through my intense focus. It was Inori.
“Are you meditating
at night? Someone’s stoic.”
“It helps me focus.
I have too many chores to do during the day, so night is the only time I get to
myself.”
“The night belongs
to the witch, so maybe you’re onto something.”
“I’ve never
meditated before. They call me the Wise Witch for a reason, after all. My ideas
and knowledge are enough for me to come up with magic on the spot. I’m a
genius.”
“Humble much?”
I looked up at the
full moon. Seeing it high in the sky like that gave me a sense of excitement,
like it was beckoning the witch blood that coursed through my veins. Although,
whether there was an actual relationship between the moon and the blood of
witches was beyond me.
“Inori. What would
you do if you were told you only have a year left to live?”
This was meant to be
a light question—some food for thought—but Inori’s expression took on a serious
look.
“What’s that
supposed to mean? Are you going to die?”
“I’m being
hypothetical.”
“No need to play
games. I can tell what’s happening.”
With the glint of
sadness in her eyes, she looked away.
“Do you think a girl
your age can pull one over on the Wise Witch? I knew you were acting less
animated whenever we talked about the future before.”
“Heh-heh… You Seven
Sages and your intuitions…”
Chuckling did
nothing to lighten the mood.
“So why are you
going to die?”
“I’m cursed.”
“You’re cursed?”
“It’s called Death’s
Decree, and my teacher said that it will kill me. That once I turn eighteen, my
biological clock will go berserk, and I’ll start aging rapidly.”
“Death’s Decree…”
“Do you know about
it?”
In utter silence,
Inori shook her head.
“I
didn’t even realize you were cursed. There really is no telling when it comes
to the higher-level curses, though.”
“So it’s safe to
assume you don’t know a way to dispel it?”
“This is the first
time I’ve heard of such a curse. Curses are an ancient magic; I’m sure the only
reason it was detectable was because of Grandma Faust… So what’s her
diagnosis?”
“She says there’s
less than a one percent chance I’ll live. That I need to collect tears of joy
from one thousand people.”
“I see, you’re going
to make a seed of life. That would certainly put a stop to any curse that
affects you through aging. But wow, talk about a tall order. How many tears
have you collected so far?”
I removed the bottle
attached to my belt and showed her.
“I have three tear
shards. Only one of those is from joy, though.”
“Well, that won’t
cut it.”
“Yeah, I’m up shit
creek without a paddle.”
“Come on, now…”
“My teacher says the
seed of life is made with tears of joy, which is why I’m collecting shards of
emotion. Are these tiny rocks really that powerful?”
“Hard to say. I
don’t know too much about it.”
“I thought you were
supposed to be wise?!”
I was genuinely
surprised.
“I am, but that
doesn’t mean I know everything. Especially something as niche as that.”
“Niche…”
“Maybe ancient would be a better word for it. The magic of today
doesn’t work the same as it used to.”
It wasn’t just
magic; the position of witches in society also varied greatly throughout the
generations. The witches and wizards of the past used to perform miraculous
acts of magic to protect the people and the land. Now, however, our magic was used more to promote and spread prosperity by supplementing
research. Though it didn’t mean all mages were researchers.
“Emotions aren’t an
element used in most modern spells. They are uncertain and difficult to
re-create on demand. There isn’t much use for a mage who can’t cast spells when
they are depressed, now, is there?”
“That’s true.”
Hearing Inori speak
about this made it clear that even among witches, there were outlooks on magic
that differed from my teacher’s. My teacher focused more on ancient teachings,
which placed more emphasis on human emotion, but Inori’s style of magic was founded
more in logic and science, an outlook closer to that of a scholar.
The way of magic did
change throughout the generations. It felt like this difference between my
teacher’s and Inori’s ways of thinking was a map of how magic had changed.
There was a generational gap, or so it felt.
As this train of
thought went chugging through my mind, it came to a sudden stop when Inori
continued with “But…it has been maintained for a long time that tears have a
strange power to them.”
“Is that right?”
“I’m sure you’ve
heard the old fairy tale about the mermaid who saved the prince with her tears,
right? Tears of joy very well may have a sort of mysterious power to them that
none of us know about, or an unknown power might exist within shards of emotion.
It may sound like something out of a dream, but I enjoy those sorts of things.”
“The older you get,
the less room you have to dream, eh?”
“Don’t make me hurt
you.”
As she said this,
Inori must’ve realized something, because she averted her gaze from mine and
stared right at the bottle in my hand.
“Do
you mind if I take a look at your bottle?”
“Huh? Sure. I’ll
accept everything you own as collateral if you end up breaking it.”
“I’ll be careful.”
Inori held up the
bottle and squinted as she looked inside it.
“This might be my
first time ever seeing a shard of emotion. I can sense a mysterious power to
them.”
“These are something
a Sage hasn’t seen before?”
“Of course. I’ve
never tried to collect them.”
That made sense.
Most people would never have a reason to, and they weren’t easy to come by even
if you did—I could say that from experience.
“If you had to
collect one thousand tears of joy, what would you do?”
“Hmm. Well, first I
would test what qualifies as a tear of joy. I would need to run tests and
collect data. Then I would produce a medicine or spell that could create the
desired effect, find volunteers to test it on, and test it from there.”
“Sounds mechanical.”
“Such is the nature
of an academic. However, I know it would be difficult. One year for one
thousand tears… That’s far tougher a trial than what I had to go through before
finishing my apprenticeship.”
“I can only
imagine.”
I stood up, and
White-Owl hopped from my shoulder to my head. He flapped his wings and let out
a soft hoot. His feathers shone in the moonlight, as if it was drawn to him.
“If I’m being honest
with you, my heart danced when you invited me to work as your assistant. I’ve
only ever lived in Lapis, so your offer felt like… How should I put this? A
ticket to see the world. It excited me.”
“Meg…”
“A few weeks have
passed since my teacher had me start collecting tears. I
need to collect three a day, but here I am with a grand total of three.
Positivity is my main personality trait, but it’s not enough to keep me from
acknowledging that one thousand tears in one year is pretty much impossible.”
“While that may be
true…isn’t it a bit early for you to give up?”
“Give up…?”
She was right. I was
trying to give up. What should’ve been obvious hit me all at once. I had
stopped thinking about a year from now—stopped questioning my daily routine—and
kept my mind occupied with other mundane thoughts. At some point, I settled
with the fact that I was going to die instead of fighting to survive.
This realization
shocked me, but a hearty chuckle from Inori snapped me out of my stupor.
“What’s so funny?
The weight of life and death on my shoulders?”
“Sorry, but I
couldn’t help but find it somewhat silly. How simple in the head must one be to
fail to realize they’ve given up on life?”
“Those are fightin’
words…”
“I’m sorry.” Inori
must’ve felt the prickle of my intense rage that I was sending her way. “Seeing
as you no longer have the will to live, I’ll show you something nice.” Inori
whipped her hair back with a single motion. “I’ll show you why I’m a Sage.”
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“Did you know a meteor shower is supposed to pass
by tonight?” Inori said while staring at the night sky.
“Is that so? Funny,
there isn’t a star in the sky tonight.”
“That’s because of
the full moon. The meteors are passing over right now, but it is too bright to
see them or any other stars. It isn’t a good night for stargazing.”
“That’s
a shame. I’d make a wish on one of them if I could see them.”
“And what would
someone who’s forfeited life wish for?”
“Lots of money.”
“You should really
learn about at little thing called tact.”
Inori couldn’t hide
her surprise as she let out a small sigh before extending her open hand toward
the sky.
“Behold, the power
of a Sage.”
She then tightly
clenched her fist.
It happened in the
blink of an eye. Every star in the night sky could be seen clearly. The scale
of a spell such as this would normally require multiple mages to chant a
twelve-verse incantation around a giant magic circle, each channeling thorough
knowledge of the physical world to cast their spell, but Inori managed to do
all of this complicated groundwork with just the clench of her fist.
Hundreds of
thousands, millions of stars burned brightly, lighting up the night sky that
moments ago was lit only by the full moon. The Milky Way appeared across the
heavens, sparkling against a backdrop of interstellar clouds in a dazzling
array of colors.
“A sight like this
is probably only visible from the edge of the earth.”
“Whoa…”
“I’m not finished yet,
though.”
Inori etched out a
character in the air.
“Come to me.”
With this utterance,
streaks of light began flying through the sky. It was the meteor shower. An
impossible number of falling stars were raining down across the sky. As soon as
one disappeared, another soon followed it, only to vanish once more. It was the
visualization of a dream, or that’s what it felt like. The way the lights fell continuously really gave a new meaning to
the word meteor shower.
“That sure is something… What did
you do?”
“I changed the
trajectory of the meteor shower a bit.”
She said this like
it was nothing.
“I bet it makes all
those worries go away when you see the stars like this, doesn’t it?”
“Yeah, I guess. I’ll
tell you once I find something to worry about.”
“You can afford to
worry a bit about the prospect of your life ending.”
I’d given up. I’d
given up and tried to accept the fact that I would die. I no longer even
questioned why this was happening to me. I guess I’m gonna
die was my outlook.
Seeing the meteor
shower, though, made me realize something: The possibilities of magic were
endless; that through the power of magic, miracles were possible, and the
impossible was made possible; that there was always a way, no matter what.
These thoughts
rushed through my mind as I watched the spectacle unfold. Maybe I could collect
all the tears through one big show of magic that moved people far and wide, or
maybe these tears weren’t the only way for me to break the curse. I may end up
even discovering another way to produce my own seed of life.
Magic carried with
it an infinite number of results; the outcomes were as unlimited as magic
itself.
“Make a wish, Meg.
Wish for whatever you want most.”
“Are you cheering on
my campaign for world domination?”
“Let’s choose a different
wish.” Inori brushed off my sarcasm with a stern gaze. “Wish to live. To not
die. To become a witch who will step foot into the world. You should be wishing
for things like this.”
“Inori…”
I nodded quietly as she maintained her intense gaze.
“You’re right.”
Silently, I wished
upon the stars. That I could live another year, and the year after that, and
another ten years. That I could live to see the world. That the world I lived
in would grow vast, and that I would live to see where it went. That one day, I
would enter the world outside Lapis and meet even more people. That together
with those new friends, I would create my own stories, stories that would amaze
even my teacher.
This dream was the
hope I needed to continue fighting.
“You know, I really
do like you.”
With a big smile on
her face, Inori looked my way.
“I was confused at
first. Why would Grandma Faust take on an apprentice?”
“She’s always been
pretty spontaneous.”
Inori shook her head
and grinned mischievously.
“Meg, you’re gonna make
a good witch one day.”
While it didn’t feel
like an answer to Inori’s confusion about my apprenticeship, it seemed she had
no desire to shed further light on the matter. The real answer would likely
keep me up at night.
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My teacher returned two days later.
“Hello, I’m back.”
Inori and I were met
with shock when we walked into the foyer upon hearing her voice for the first
time in what felt like ages.
“Look at you two!
You shouldn’t leave the kitchen with bread in your hands.”
“A healthy mind
requires a healthy body.”
“Oh, hush.”
“Teacher.”
“Yes?”
“It’s good to be
back.”
My teacher smiled
before turning to face Inori.
“I apologize for
thrusting this child upon you.”
“It’s fine. I
actually had a lot of fun. How was the inspection?”
“There’s a plant
that was spreading rapidly due to an oversaturation of magic. It was the reason
for the sudden change in the ecosystem. Luckily, there was still room for
correction. I amended the damaged flow of magic in the soil, so the problem
will resolve itself with time. Had we discovered this any later, the damage
would’ve been irreparable.”
“I’m glad you could
fix it. I guess we can rest assured, for now.”
“Yes. It was the
biggest job I’ve been tasked with in a long while. Meg, my shoulders are
killing me. Would you please rub them later?”
“You got it, Boss.”
“Before that,
Grandma Faust. There’s something I wanted to ask you about.”
“That’s rare, coming
from you. What is it?”
“Would you mind me
taking in your apprentice as an assistant in the future?”
Inori wrapped her
arms around my neck in a headlock-like pose as she said this. My teacher was
thrown off by the sudden request.
“I’ve taken quite
the liking to her. She knows her stuff about magic. You sure have raised a good
mage.”
“She still has a
ways to go; there’s still a lot she must learn.”
She followed this
with “But…when the time comes, I suppose that could be a good option for her.”
“Then it’s settled!”
Inori happily
snapped her fingers.
“You heard her, Meg!
So don’t go dying on me, okay? You’re gonna be my right-hand witch, so live
even if it kills ya.”
“That doesn’t make any sense.”
“Ah, ah, ah. No
smart talk. I just need an answer.”
The rigidity of her
stern gaze as she stared straight into my eyes suggested she wasn’t going to
entertain any ifs, ands, or buts. Her eyes twinkled with the spark of a child
about to embark on a grand adventure—an adventure I was evidently going to be a
part of, as the infectious twinkle soon spread to me.
“You got it. I’ll
stay alive. How else will I become a witch who walks alongside you and my
teacher at the top of the world?”
“That’s the spirit!
I’m glad positivity is your only personality trait!”
“It’s not my only one.”
“I was just
repeating what you said earlier.”
“Look at you two;
you’re like sisters.”
Watching the two of
us jest with each other put a smile on my teacher’s face.
“Great. Now that
Grandma Faust is back, how about we get back to eating breakfast?”
“That sounds nice.
Meg, please prepare some toast and tea for me.”
“Sure thing. Hey,
Teacher.”
“What is it?”
“What was the reason
you took me in as an apprentice anyway?”
This question caught
my teacher off guard, but shaking off the surprise, she responded:
“Who knows?”
That was all she had
to say about the topic, and it looked like my sleepless nights would continue
for the time being as I pondered the answer to this question.
The Wise Witch gave me
my dream. A dream, which awaited me at the end of this year after having
survived my curse, to live on in a world of countless
possibilities and experience the whole wide world outside Lapis. This dream
rekindled my desire to live—I needed to live if I was going to see it through.
“Meg! What are you
doing! Hurry up and put the kettle on!”
“Yeah, yeah! I’ll
get right to it!”
Which is why—for
now, at least—I need to focus on the task at hand, no matter how small, while I
live for the dream that awaits.
From a very young age, it wasn’t uncommon
for me to witness strange things.
“Hey! Teacher!”
“What is it, Meg?”
“Why is that person
all dark?”
There was a man
shrouded in a dark, black mist. He was strangely transparent, like he was going
to disappear at any minute.
Hearing me say this,
my teacher patted me on the head.
“So you can see
him?”
She said this with a
sad tone.
That younger version of
me soon learned that those wreathed in such mist were those who had passed.
The black mist also
came to those soon to die—most of the time with only a month left to live. My
teacher called the mist Death, like the grim reaper.
“I thought Death
wore a suit?”
“Why would it wear a
suit? What kind of shows have you been watching…?”
“It was actually a
movie.”
“That isn’t the
point!”
At the time, I was
consuming movies like a kid in a candy store, which gave me a false idea of
what Death would look like.
The
black mist didn’t always appear, but at the same time, there were also people
who were covered in a particularly thick mist.
Whether it be old
age, late-stage cancer, or a grave wound that couldn’t be patched up, a thick
haze appeared around those who could not escape their fate.
Ten years have passed
since I first saw the mist. Even now, I occasionally see Death.
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“Dr. Hendyyy! I’ve got this week’s order of
coolants and medicine-enhancing herbs for you.”
“Oh, thank you, Meg.
You can place the box right there.”
“You got it, Boss.”
I was making a
medicinal herb delivery to Dr. Hendy and the other doctors in town. Providing
herbal brews and other witch services was a part of my apprenticeship.
As I unloaded a
couple of marked boxes from my cart, I heard a young voice exclaim, “Ah!” from
behind me.
“It’s the friendly
neighborhood witch!”
“Ah! It’s the
friendly neighborhood Anna! Hello there.”
“Let’s go play!”
“Sorry, but I’m on
the clock.”
“Aw, not even for a
few minutes? Don’t act like some dumb grown-up.”
“Ha-ha-ha. Call me
what you will, but I’ll have you know, I’m one busy witch, little Anna.”
“You’re ugly.”
“Who’re you callin’
ugly, twerp?! You want a knuckle sandwich?!”
“Whoops! I made her
angry!”
I was teasingly chasing a giggling Anna around the doctor’s office
waiting room when we both heard a hearty chuckle come from the corner of the
room. The feminine voice had a gentle tone, one that was warm and calmed
whoever heard it.
“When did you two
become such close friends?”
It was Grandma
Flaire, an old woman who lived just outside town. She’d been sitting in one of
the chairs in the waiting room. Her house, where she lived alone, had the most
beautiful garden. She was a nice woman; I’d never seen her angry before. When I
was younger, she’d taught me how to grow flowers, but this was the first time
I’d seen her in a long time.
“Flaire! You look so
old. It’s been a while. It’s a shame we had to meet again in a stuffy old
doctor’s office.”
“Is it really that
stuffy in here…?”
Dr. Hendy sounded
sad from behind the reception desk.
“You sure have
grown, Meg. It’s good to see you doing well. And Carbuncle, too.”
With a “Squeak,” Carbuncle emerged from one of the boxes.
When did he get in
there?
“You little
trickster. Did you tag along again? You’re supposed to be watching the manor
with White-Owl.”
“Squeak…”
“Oh, please forgive
him. I know how fond he is of you.”
“He’s such a little
ball of energy. I wonder who he gets that from?”
“He’s just like
you.”
“Stay outta this,
kid.”
As we shared this
exchange, my eyes wandered to the paper bag Grandma Flaire was carrying. It
bore a prescription for a medicine with a familiar name.
“Hey, I made that
magical medicine.”
“That’s right. I
take it with the medicine for my joint pain. It really helps; you’re the only
reason I can walk at all nowadays.”
“I’m glad to hear it. You’re going to be eighty this year, right?
Please take care of yourself.”
“Heh-heh, hearing
that from a youngin’ like you gives me all the energy I need.”
“Are you going home
after this?”
“No, I am going to
take a walk through some woods outside of town. There is a sacred tree out
there, and a big one at that.”
I stood and helped
Grandma Flaire to her feet from her chair.
“I’ll be on my way,
Dr. Hendy. Thank you for everything. I’ll be seeing you, too, little Anna.”
“Have a nice day.”
“Bye-bye, Granny.”
“Thank you for your
help, too, Meg. I’ll be fine on my own.”
“You sure? Be
careful. You know what—do you mind if I come and visit soon? I want you to
teach me more about your flower garden.”
“Of course. Feel
free to visit whenever you please.”
With an “I’ll see
you then,” I waved to Grandma Flaire from the doctor’s office door.
That was when, just for
a flash, I saw it. A familiar black mist clinging to Grandma Flaire.
Goose bumps spread
across my entire body, and I audibly gulped. The sight made me feel nauseous,
and my body began to tremble. Even though it was cold that day, I could feel
sweat dripping down my forehead.
“What’s wrong, Meg?”
Anna could tell
something was bothering me. Seeing the concerned look on her face brought me
out of my shock, and then I noticed Dr. Hendy walking toward me.
“Are you all right,
Meg? You seem pale. If you’re not feeling well, you…”
“No, I’m fine. I never get sick.”
“Are you sure? It’s
cold season right now, so be careful.”
“Thanks. By the way,
is Grandma Flaire ill with something serious?”
“No, I don’t think
so. Why?”
“Oh, it’s nothing.”
Death had latched on
to Grandma Flaire. It was heaven’s way of saying her time would soon be up.
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Grandma Flaire was going to die—and soon. While
it wasn’t set in stone, the mist was never wrong before. All who were shrouded
in it perished. Even after I left Dr. Hendy’s office, it was all I could think
about.
“Meg… Meg! Meg
Raspberry!”
“Huh?”
Hearing my name brought
me back to reality. I was sitting at the kitchen table with a plate of
spaghetti in front of me, and my teacher was looking at me.
“Stop spacing out
and finish your meal.”
“Sorry.”
I watched as my
teacher sighed before focusing on her dinner.
“Teacher…”
“What is it?”
“Is there a way to
save someone who has Death clinging to them?”
My teacher’s fork
froze in midair as I said this.
“Did you see the
mist today?”
I didn’t say
anything, though my teacher could likely see right through
my silence. I was too afraid to say Grandma Flaire’s name out loud.
“You’ve seen it
before, and you know what happens to those followed by the black mist. There’s
nothing we can do to help them.”
Her words pierced
right through my heart. The Eternal Witch continued, as if to enlighten me.
“Fate exists, and
Death merely follows the rules of fate. You who can see the mist should
understand this more than others.”
“What about a seed
of life? Couldn’t I use one to stop it?”
“Meg.”
My teacher whispered
the next part.
“Fate is not
something that should be bent.”
There was a
gentleness to her expression and a weight behind her words as well.
“You’re the one who
always says a witch needs to live with the way of the world. Wouldn’t that mean
using a seed of life on myself would effectively be bending my own fate?”
“There are fates in
this world that can be tampered with and those that we must not.”
“Whose right is it
to decide that?!”
Without really
thinking, I slammed my fists on the table and stood up. The sudden noise
must’ve shocked my teacher’s nearby familiars, because they all jumped. I was
breathing heavily—my voice was quivering; I could barely control my emotions.
The tension was less than ideal for a plate of pasta.
“Meg, you need to
calm down.”
“I won’t! I refuse
to!”
Despite my lack of
composure, my teacher remained calm.
“A witch’s role is
to recognize the natural way of things in the world and live in harmony with
it. We may tamper with fate for those who wish to live on, but it isn’t right
to force someone who doesn’t wish it to live beyond their time. You would only
be changing their fate for yourself, which you mustn’t. It
isn’t wrong to save a life, but does the life you wish to save truly want
that?”
My teacher had a sad
look in her eyes.
“Do not avert your
gaze from the reality of things. It isn’t right to extend one’s life just
because you want to. Do not…make the same mistake as me.”
It was rare for my
teacher to say something so personal. She didn’t want me to make the same
mistake as her. I could tell my teacher carried something painful from her past
with her, something she probably had never told me about.
“When met with
someone whose death is upon them, it is our job to see that they can leave this
would peacefully, with no regrets.”
“Our job…”
“Meg. Your ability
to see Spirits and Death and the powerful magic in your eyes are unique to you.
These are things that mages can’t attain even after years and years of hard
work. You have a power they can only dream of having—and you have it for a reason,
Meg Raspberry. Your powers have a purpose.”
“A purpose?”
“Don’t you suppose
there is something you and only you can do for those soon to be visited by
Death? A way you can help them spend their limited, precious time left in this
world?”
“I think saving them
from Death is something I could do.”
“Meg…!”
“So what, we’re not
allowed to save people just because they aren’t necessarily asking for it? Then
why do doctors save people who tried to end their own lives?! Your point of
view on this is too one-sided!”
“That isn’t what I
mean! I’m simply telling you that you mustn’t misinterpret the reality of
things!”
“So?! What’s wrong
with saving someone we may have the power to save?! I just want to save someone
I see in need. That’s the reality of this conversation!”
My breathing was heavy and irregular.
“Who knows when that
dark mist will start hovering around me? Are you going to tell me to give up on
making my seed of life when that happens, too…?”
It was evident that
my teacher had no response to this remark. I picked up the half-eaten plate in
front of me and dumped it altogether into the sink.
“I can’t sit by and
let someone I might be able to save die, nor do I want to. What you call the way of the world isn’t something I want to take part in
if it means watching people die.”
“Meg!”
As I stormed out of
the room, my thudding stomps almost drowned out my teacher’s voice as she
called my name. Grandma Flaire was always there for us… A soft-spoken, gentle
woman, she loved her flowers, and I wanted her to live a peaceful life. So if
there was even the smallest chance that I could do something for her, I
certainly wasn’t going to give up on it.
I’m going to do
something. It isn’t like me…to hesitate like this. I’ve always acted before
thinking; why change now? Grandma Flaire may not have much time left, but I
want to do what I can with the time she still has. Or else I’ll spend what’s
left of my own life in regret.
“C’mon, boys! We’re
gonna take action!”
Making straight for
the front door, I shouted this, and my two trusty familiars—Carbuncle and
White-Owl—joined me as I reached for the doorknob.
“Meg.”
I heard my teacher
call out to me with a firm voice. Her expression was one of understanding, as
if she’d come to a new realization… She stared with sadness in her gaze.
“Whatever happens,
you must accept the outcome. The greater the effort you put forward, the
greater the pain will be…for you.”
“We can’t know that until I try…!”
I opened the door
and ran off into the dark night.
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“Oh, if it isn’t Meg. I never expected a visit at
this hour.”
Grandma Flaire
opened the door. She was visibly shocked by the sight of me smiling at her with
a suitcase in my hands.
“Heh, I got into a
fight with my teacher and, you know, kind of ran away from home.”
Though there was a
smile on my face, the cold was nothing to be smiling about. It wasn’t quite
winter yet, but autumn was coming close to its end, and the nights were very
cold. Grandma Flaire could see my teeth chattering, and she said, “Oh my,”
before ushering me in. “It’s freezing outside. Please come in.”
“Yeah, thank you.”
Running away probably
wasn’t my best display of good judgment, but there’s no point in lamenting over
it now that I’m here. And life is supposed to be a journey, right?!
“Whew, it’s cold out
there.”
The fireplace
crackled as I warmed my hands over it. Most modern homes used hydrothermal
heating systems, but older ones still used fireplaces. Grandma Flaire had lived
in this home for who knew how many years, so it made sense that she still
heated her home the old-fashioned way. I preferred this method, seeing as the
manor also relied on a fireplace for warmth.
My two familiars
were huddled up next to me, and the flickering of the flame could be seen in
the reflections of their big eyes. The way they stayed close to me always
served to remind me that they were my familiars.
“This is the first
time in years you’ve fought with Lady Faust like this, isn’t it? What
happened?”
“It’s so dumb, it
isn’t even worth talking about. My teacher got angry at me
for trying to cook one of the yummier-looking familiars, so I defended myself
using Buddhist karmic principles, only for my teacher to go off on how
religious differences can often spark war, but I retorted that all beings are
fundamentally the same—predestined to become stardust in the vast void. It’s
all so…pointless, you know? Everything’s just a chaotic, indifferent jumble.
But hey, this might be old news to you.”
Grandma Flaire
murmured her reply. “That sounds very difficult.” It was clear she had no idea
what I was talking about. At the same time, I could also tell she seemed happy.
“Are you smiling?”
“Oh, excuse me. I
just remembered how my husband and I used to get into arguments all of the
time.”
“You? Getting into
fights? Now, that’s hard to believe.”
“When you live
together with someone long enough, you’ll get into a fight or two eventually.
It’s the best way to learn about someone else, though, little by little.”
With a thin smile,
Grandma Flaire turned her gaze to a picture on the wall. It was her late
husband and their son, who had moved far away from Lapis. Grandma Flaire had
been living alone in this home for a long time.
What must it feel like
to live in such a big house all alone?
“Hey, Grandma
Flaire. Do you mind if I stay here with you for a little while? I don’t think I
can face my teacher yet.”
“That’s fine by me,
but won’t Lady Faust be worried?”
“That’s fine. She
has an All-Seeing Eye if she wants to check in on me. She already knows where I
am and probably even when I’ll go back. And I’ve been meaning to catch up with
you anyway.”
“In that case…feel
free to make yourself at home.”
She said this with a
warm smile, her eyes squinting as she did. Seeing her smile like this made it
worth the trip.
“Have you already
eaten? You must be hungry.”
I tried to politely
decline the offer but was cut off by a loud growling sound. I immediately
sprang up in shock—thinking a bear was trying to get into the house—but was
even more shocked when I realized it was my own stomach rumbling!
Thinking back on it,
I’d stormed out after throwing away my largely untouched dinner.
Hey, a girl’s gotta
eat.
“Heh-heh. Wait here,
I have some delicious stew on the stove.”
Grandma Flaire
turned on her stove and heated up a premade stew. It didn’t take long for its
alluring smell to fill the room, and shortly after, she placed a bowl of stew
on the table. Judging by its color, it seemed to use red wine as its base—and
that just amplified my appetite. Enthralled by the presentation, I took my seat
before taking a bite of the stew. It was piping hot—I let out little puffs of
breath to cool it as I ate—and had a rich taste.
“The cold brings it
all: fights, sadness, and difficulties. Almost like it chills the heart. What a
chilled heart needs is some nice warm food. It’s funny; a warm meal can mellow
you out, help strike up a conversation, and before you know it, even do away
with ill will.”
“Do away with ill
will, you say…”
Being together with
Grandma Flaire gave me that feeling. She was such a warm person that it made me
feel warm on the inside as well.
I wish she could always
be here, forever.
With this on my
mind, I enjoyed the stew she’d prepared for me.
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I sidled into Grandma Flaire’s bed together with
her. I’d told her I was all right taking the couch, but she insisted that
sleeping in the same bed would keep us nice and toasty.
Carbuncle even helped himself to some space on our sheets, which served to
crowd the bed even more.
I don’t want to hear
any fuss if we end up smooshing you.
White-Owl perched on
the windowsill, where he hooted like the owl he was. His hoots always let me
know the day was over.
“Meg? What are you
doing?”
“It gets cold at
night once you put the fire out, right? I’m going to use some magic to help
keep the current temperature throughout the night.”
“Wow, I didn’t know
you could do that.”
I dropped some
magical herbs into the fireplace before chanting a twelve-part incantation.
With that, the burning herbs quickly disintegrated into a haze, which
dissipated throughout the room. This would prevent the room from being affected
by the temperatures outdoors.
“It’s been so long
since I last stayed here with you.”
“Yes, I recall you
were still a small child the last time you did. You had fought with Lady Faust
that day, too.”
I’d run away from home before when I was a little
kid, much like I had today.
“Meg, it’s your
responsibility to take care of the forest. What are you doing wandering around
here?”
“Shut up, shut up,
shut uuup! Why am I! The only one! Who has to work! All the time?! Why don’t you watch the forest if you love it so much?!”
“Your behavior is
ludicrous! Do not avert your eyes from your own laziness! You have to earn your
meals around here!”
“Then I’ll fast like
a monk and maybe achieve enlightenment while I’m at it! You’re so mean! I hope
you get reincarnated as something bad!”
“Come now, Meg! Where are you going?! Meg!”
I’d left the manor
and wandered through Lapis. I didn’t have anywhere to go, but it would feel
like I’d lost if I went home. I was looking up at the sky listlessly, when…
“Oh my. Are you all
right, little one?”
…Grandma Flaire
found me. She took me in and gave me some stew. From that day on, I would go to
her house, where she would teach me about flowers and gardening. Despite this
being so long ago, I could still remember the time we spent together like it
was yesterday. This was likely because Grandma Flaire was still the same person
she used to be.
“Your bed smells like flowers, just like you.”
“Is that so? I was
taking care of my flowers today, so maybe some of their fragrance rubbed off on
me.”
The scent was
calming in a nostalgic sort of way. I took a deep breath before turning onto my
back and facing her ceiling. It was a ceiling I knew well, though it was old
and beginning to wear. This was likely because this house, which was meant for
a family, was simply too large for a single elderly woman to maintain.
“Your house is
getting a bit old, isn’t it? It’s been…how many years since your son left to
live on his own?”
“I can’t even
remember. It’s been so many years since he left.”
“Have you seen him
lately?”
“He used to come and
see me at the end of every year, but he hasn’t been able to lately since he’s
become so busy.”
“I see…”
The loud ticking of
her wall clock struck my ears. I didn’t know what to do; was it better for me
to tell her that she might die soon? That it may be a good idea for her to
visit her son again soon? I’d come here with the intent to save her from that
death, but nothing was set in stone. Even if I taught her about the seed of
life, there was a greater chance of Death taking her
before we could ever create one. With there being no real plan B, the last
thing I wanted was for my friend to leave this life with regret.
I couldn’t say it,
though, not when I saw her smiling face. It made me realize how scary it was to
tell someone about their death. Once a person knew, there was no going back to
the bliss of ignorance.
“You’re going to die,
Meg. It’ll happen in a year.”
Hearing that had
changed my fate forever. I could only wonder how much courage my teacher had
needed to muster up to tell me.
“Is something the
matter, Meg?”
Grandma Flaire was
looking at me with an affectionate expression.
“It looks like you
have something on your mind.”
“Oh, you know, it’s
just, uh…witch things…”
Unable to make up my
mind about it yet, I tried to shrug off her concern for me, but she responded
with “I see. I don’t know much about magic, but I’m always here if you need
someone to listen.” Grandma Flaire then smiled before continuing. “It always warms
my heart to see you smiling, Meg.”
“Grandma Flaire…”
What should I do? What
is it that I can do? What can I do for my friend? How much longer does she
have…?
With all the questions
on my mind, I couldn’t calm down. Was it right to live your final days knowing
you may die? Or was it better to live them happily? I couldn’t figure out which
was right.
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“They’re growing well this
year.”
We were in Grandma
Flaire’s garden. It was elevated, with a brick border, and had a variety of
different plants sprouting in it. Though it was cold, there were many flowers
that blossomed at this time of year. Blooming pansies, violas, and Christmas
cactuses lined one part of the garden, with the herbs being planted in a
different spot. It was quite a feat for this variety of plants to coexist in
the same garden without impeding one another, a testament to Grandma Flaire’s
meticulous effort in pruning them and keeping the dirt healthy.
“If you see
something you like, feel free to take it home with you. I harvest many seeds
every year.”
“Hmm, perhaps a new
face could bring life to my empire…”
Three days passed. I
found time to go to the library and study magic here and there, but there
wasn’t much information on Death, let alone a method to save my friend. The
time we spent together was relatively mundane, but there was a warm comfort to
it. Something about it felt like it would last forever.
“Oh my, look at the
time. Would you like to join me for a walk, Meg?”
“It is a nice time
for a walk.”
It was two in the
afternoon. The only people who could go for a walk at this time were university
students set to graduate with a job already lined up, the unemployed, and old
people. Which did I fall under? I was a witch, which definitely wasn’t unemployed.
“It looks like you
go on walks every day. Don’t you ever get tired of them?”
“I like to observe
the growth of the plants and how the town changes every day; it has a strange
way of keeping me happy and healthy. I’m sure the only reason I can walk at all
at this age is thanks to this habit.”
“You might be onto
something there.”
I learned quickly that Grandma Flaire liked to walk to new places every
day. Today, we were headed somewhere different from the day before. Judging by
the direction, it looked like we were going to the park north of town.
It was a bright and
sunny day, and the marketplace was bustling with busy mothers buying food for
their families. Carbuncle ran around us at my feet, with White-Owl occasionally
picking him up for the pair to glide around for fun. I walked slowly next to
Grandma Flaire, matching her footsteps with my own.
With every step she
took, it felt to me like she was walking closer to her impending death. She
would walk, slowly but surely, until she couldn’t anymore. I shook my head to
stop myself from thinking such thoughts.
“Maybe we should
take a little break.”
Grandma Flaire moved
toward a bench near the entrance of the park as she said this, and I decided it
would be best to try and keep any intrusive thoughts out of my mind. I sat down
next to her, and she took something out of her bag that was wrapped in paper
and smelled really nice.
“What is that
delicious smell?”
“They’re biscuits. I
woke up early to make them while you were asleep.”
“Talk about the
royal treatment! You make me feel like a princess…”
They were herb
biscuits. I took a bite, and the crunchy sweetness filled my palate and then
was followed by a hint of rosemary. I didn’t know how long it’d been since I
had Grandma Flaire’s homemade cookies. I was almost trembling with delight as I
savored the flavor, and then Grandma Flaire produced a steaming cup of warm
tea.
“You can’t have
biscuits without tea, now, can you?”
“You must be a
goddess, because this is heaven…”
The fragrant tea soothed my body and soul.
I feel at peace. It
almost makes everything—Grandma Flaire’s situation, my curse, and my fight with
my teacher—seem like it never even happened.
I knew this was just
my mind running away from the problem, but it really did feel like that after
the past three days of being so stressed about everything.
I was so preoccupied
with trying to find an answer that it was likely starting to take a toll on my
mental health.
“So, Grandma Flaire,
where are we headed—?”
Turning to look at
her while I spoke, I stopped mid-sentence in utter shock.
I could see the
darkness.
No, this isn’t the
black mist… It is Death itself.
The thickness of the
mist was unlike anything I’d ever seen before, and it was enveloping Grandma
Flaire.
“Grandma Flaire!”
The mist dissipated
with my shout, allowing me to see Grandma Flaire’s friendly face once more. She
seemed like her usual self, so I sighed with relief.
“Oh, I must’ve dozed
off. I often do that on nice warm days like this. Is there something wrong,
Meg? You don’t look so well.”
“I’m perfectly fine!
The world could end tomorrow, and I’d be crawling around on the ground alive
with the cockroaches. What about you, though, Grandma Flaire? How’s your health
been?”
“That’s a bit of a
sudden question, but I suppose I’ve been getting more tired recently.
Especially on nice days like this. It is almost as if the sun’s warmth lulls me
to sleep. It feels so nice, doesn’t it?”
“Yeah…”
Her sleepiness was
trying to invite her to an eternal slumber, or so it felt.
Seeing the thick black smog kicked the rose-colored glasses right off my face
and brought me back to reality. It was Grandma Flaire who stood up and said,
“Let’s get a move on, shall we?” while I worried over what I’d just seen.
“I want to show you
a very special place to me.”
“Okay… I look
forward to it.”
Grandma Flaire led me
to the woods at the far end of the park, where the town’s largest tree stood.
“This is it.”
“So this is your
special spot.”
“That’s right. This
tree is a god that protects our town.”
Grandma Flaire
looked up at the tall tree with a smile on her face. I had come to this tree a
few times before. Every year when it began to get warmer outside, countless
flowers bloomed around this tree. This was because of the magic that flowed
from its roots into the ground; the tree shared its magic with the surrounding
plants. Thanks to this, the park had some of the prettiest flower gardens in
all of Lapis during that time of year.
To call the tree a
god that protects the town wasn’t entirely inaccurate.
“I’ve visited this
place often ever since I was a little girl. I played with my friends here,
spent afternoons with my family under it, and now, I’ve been able to bring you
here, too. This tree has continuously watched over me.”
Grandma Flaire
walked up to the tree and placed her hand on its trunk; she spoke about the
tree as if it was an old friend.
“So you’ve always
been together.”
“That’s right, ever
since I was young.”
I stood next to
Grandma Flaire and placed my hand on the tree trunk.
“Oh…”
“Is there something
wrong?”
The tree’s flow of
magic was a bit messy. It was also absorbing much more magic from the earth
than normal. At this rate, it wouldn’t take long for the tree to be negatively
impacted. It would either overflow with magic and begin to wither or would be
cut down before it brought down the rest of the ecosystem with it. Perhaps
thanks to how often I came into contact with plants, I could already tell that
there was no saving this tree.
It was almost like I
could tell the tree’s fate.
“Fate exists, and Death
merely follows the rules of fate……… That isn’t what I mean! I’m simply telling
you that you mustn’t misinterpret the reality of things!”
Oh, I get it now.
Everything my
teacher said made sense to me, all at once.
What was happening
to the tree was also happening to Grandma Flaire—there was no saving them.
There were fates that could and could not be changed, and Grandma Flaire…was
the latter.
It was the way the
world worked—God’s way. All life came to an end.
This was what it
meant to be shrouded in the black mist—to be visited by Death.
It was now clear to
me why I’d come here. I knew what I, someone with less than a year left to
live, needed to do after learning about Grandma Flaire’s death.
“Grandma Flaire.”
“Yes?”
“What if, say, the
world was to end tomorrow? What would you want to do before you die?”
“That’s a big
question. But yes, I suppose I’d like to spend my final day with my family.”
I looked up into the
sky. Faced with someone whose death was nearing them, it was our job to see to
it that their final moments with us were spent in a way they wouldn’t regret.
It was our duty.
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The next morning came.
I woke up before the
sun came out and carefully got out of bed so as to not wake up Grandma Flaire.
Waking up this early was part of my daily routine anyway. I got dressed and
went outside, where I was embraced by the frigid early morning air. White puffs
of breath escaped my mouth, and with every breath I took, I could feel the
chilly air enter my lungs.
“Hoot.”
“Good morning to
you, too.”
Perched on the
mailbox outside was White-Owl. He’d been waiting for me with his big round
eyes. I gave him a nod. We would leave Carbuncle behind this time, as he was
sleeping in bed with Grandma Flaire.
“Let’s go.”
“Hoot.”
I extended my arm
for White-Owl, who flew over and took perch, and then gently rubbed his head,
causing him to shut his eyes with delight.
I then began my
twelve-part incantation.
“My loyal kin—heed my
call—dance far and wide, in the vast sky’s hall—release your inner power—my
wish stretches beyond what eyes can pin—grant me a way to a distant land—as a
messenger that flies with wings so grand—slice through the heavens—the clouds around you will bend—carry the wind—along with
my life—”
I swung my arm wide,
and White-Owl took flight. I followed behind, running forward and planting one
foot on the wall in front of the house. Without losing any momentum, I then
leaped up into the sky.
“—and ascend!”
I was mid-jump when something big caught me and whisked me up and away. The
earth below grew distant, and wind blew my hair in every direction. The air was
cold against my cheeks and fingers at this height, but I soon found feathery
warmth on the back of the giant owl who carefully carried me as we flew up
higher and higher.
Witches had a
special relationship with their familiars. It was possible for the creatures to
become the catalysts for their master’s magic. The spell I’d cast on White-Owl
made him grow almost ten times his original size.
“Okay! Off to the
capital!”
“Hoot!”
I knew exactly where
we needed to go. I’d looked it up the night before. Grandma Flaire had a letter
with the address on it. I was sure the person I needed to find would be there.
White-Owl soared through the sky, cutting through the clouds, headed straight
for London.
It was still early
enough in the morning for the roads to be empty. Everything was quiet, and the
air was brisk. I stood before a lone brick building. It was a large house with
a red roof and beautiful decorations.
I knocked on the window, and after a brief wait, a young girl emerged
from behind the curtain on the inside. She seemed to be twelve or thirteen, as
far as I could tell.
Our eyes met, and I
smiled and waved at her. Her eyes widened with surprise in return.
“Whoa… That’s
amazing!”
It made sense that
she would be surprised to see me, seeing as this was the second floor and I was
riding on top of an owl that was taller than their house.
“Hello, young lady.”
“Who are you?”
“I’m a witch. A
friend of your grandmother’s. Is your dad at home?”
“Yeah, but I think
he’s still sleeping. Are you here to see him?”
“I am. Do you think
you could go get him for me?”
“Okay. Dad! There’s
a witch here to see you!”
The young girl ran
inside, and before long, a sleepy-looking husband and wife came back with her.
It was Grandma Flaire’s son, Ed, and his wife. He looked at me from the open
window, braving the cold air blowing in, before speaking up.
“Oh, I know you…
You’re Lady Faust’s apprentice…”
“Meg Raspberry. I
know it’s been a while since we’ve seen each other, but I’m going to need you
to take the day off from work today.”
“Huh?”
I gave a soft smile
to Ed’s confused daughter.
“I said, take off
from work.”
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It didn’t take long for Carbuncle to realize his
master was away.
“Squeak?”
He called out for her. White-Owl wasn’t there, either.
“Squeak, squeak…”
“Oh my. Is something
wrong, little one?”
The noise he made as
he searched for his master woke up Grandma Flaire, too. She gave the lonely
familiar a gentle hug to calm him down.
“That’s odd.
Wherever could she be?”
The two searched the
house. They checked the bathroom; I wasn’t in the tub, the toilet, nor the
sink.
Their search was
interrupted by a loud thud from outside. The two
looked at each other before making their way to the foyer and opening the front
door. The cold air rushed in, wrapping around them both.
“Oh, it sure is cold
today.”
“Squeak…”
The two scanned the
front yard for Meg; puffs of white filled the air as they turned their heads.
It wouldn’t take long for them, however, to notice the flapping noise coming
from somewhere. It was a bit strange; the flapping was much heavier than any bird
she’d heard before.
“Grandma Flaaaaire!”
“Meg…?”
The pair looked up,
and their breath caught. It was White-Owl, with me and three other passengers
on board.
“Guess who’s here to
see you!”
I motioned with my
hand, and Grandma Flaire’s granddaughter, Lily, poked her happy little head out
of White-Owl’s feathers. “Hello, Grandmother!”
From under the
group, Grandma Flaire and Carbuncle stared wide-eyed.
“C’mon, you guys! Ed
and the missus!”
“Ah, ha-ha… Hey,
Mum.”
“I-it is good to see you again, Flaire.”
Seeing her son’s
family waving from atop a giant owl, Grandma Flaire called back cheerfully,
“Welcome home.”
“You really surprised
us, showing up out of nowhere this morning. You made it sound like my mother
was unwell.”
The sun was up over
the park by then. Ed and I sat on the same bench I’d sat on the other day. I
watched his wife and daughter play, but I could feel his eyes like darts on my
skin as he said this.
“You’re the one who
never comes home anymore. I was just giving you a chance to.”
“That’s easy for you
to say. Ugh… I had a really important meeting planned for today.”
“What’s more
important, seeing your mother for the first time in years or going to some
meeting?”
“Those are two very
different things!”
Ed and I shared some
prickly back-and-forth, only to be quelled by his mother. “Now, now.” She had
hot tea ready in a thermos. “You know Meg meant no harm by it. And she’s right;
you haven’t been able to take time off in years. You should enjoy the opportunity.”
“Listen, I…”
Ed’s expression up
until that point made it clear he was upset over the situation, but as soon as
he took a sip of tea, he said, “I don’t know how long it’s been since I’ve come
to this spot.”
“Feeling a bit
nostalgic?”
“I used to play here
all the time when I was a kid, with my dad before he passed away. You know that
one giant tree in the woods? We used to go and see it together. We’d play all
morning, then Mum would give us biscuits and lunch.”
“That was so much
fun.”
Grandma Flaire
smiled like she was watching the sight her son described
unfold before her. She’d called this place her favorite spot. It was clear that
it was full of memories for her.
“Dad! Come over
here!”
Lily waved her hand
for her dad, who, with a “Here we go,” stood up.
“I’ve been
summoned.”
“Go have some fun.”
Ed walked toward his
daughter and wife, leaving me and Grandma Flaire behind watching him. The two of
us shared a small chuckle.
“Lily sure has
gotten big.”
“When was the last
time you got to see her?”
“Back when she was
three or four. To be honest, I half expected her to have forgotten about me.”
“Looks like she’s
got a good memory on her. This one’s got a bright future, eh?”
We were watching the
family of three play joyfully together on the green grass when Grandma Flaire
turned to me and quietly said, “Thank you, Meg. You could tell that I missed
them, couldn’t you?”
“I remember every
night you let me stay with you and every meal and cookie you shared with me. I
just hope this wasn’t all a bother.”
“Don’t worry about
that. This has made me so happy.”
“I’m glad to hear
it.”
Grandma Flaire had a
nice big smile on her face. Seeing her this happy took some of the weight off
my heavy heart.
“Meg, I just know
that you’ll be the world’s best witch one day.”
“You really think
so?”
“I’m certain of it.
You have my word.”
“Well, your word
means the world to me.”
I smiled, and
Grandma Flaire continued to look at me with her friendly gaze.
“Well, that came
from nowhere, didn’t it?”
“I’ve lived a long
life, and I’ve met more than my fair share of witches. But it was you who gave
me the most, Meg. I can tell you have the ability to fill the holes in the
hearts of those close to you… That’s the kind of witch you are.”
“That’s a bit of a
stretch.”
“It really isn’t. It
was you and you alone who let me spend such a wonderful day like this with my
beloved family. To be together with them, and with you, is more than I could
ever ask for.”
Her eyes grew teary,
and with a smile, she looked out at the park—at the world.
“To think I could
see something so beautiful this late in my life…”
“What are ya talkin’
about? This is barely scratching the surface. Once I’m a real witch, I’ll be
able to show you much, much more.”
“Will you?”
“For sure. Right
now, one of the Seven Sages wants me to become her assistant. Once I graduate
from my teacher’s tutelage, I’ll see the world. I’ll get all the training I need
there and be able to use even more incredible magic.”
“Wow, that does
sound nice…”
“Her name is Inori,
and she’s a witch from the East. She knows everything there is to know about
plants. Actually, when she first came to visit us at the manor…I don’t know if
it was because she was busy with the conference or what, but her feet reeked, and—”
That’s when it
happened—a clink.
What was that?
Strangely enough, I
felt it on my waist. I took out the bottle, and lo and behold; it was a tear of
joy. But whose?
“Is this…?”
I looked over at
Grandma Flaire. She had her eyes closed as she quietly
basked in the warm sun. She looked so peaceful, almost like she was sleeping.
“Grandma Flaire? Did
you fall sleep?”
She didn’t respond.
Her eyes remained closed, as peacefully as could be.
“Granny?”
Then it hit me.
My breathing became
unsteady, and I couldn’t speak. My trembling increased, little by little. I
couldn’t think straight, and then—
“She’s asleep and at
peace.”
It was the Eternal
Witch. She was standing in front of me with a sincerely affectionate, sad look
on her face as she said this.
“To be at such peace
when she fell into her final sleep meant that she was truly happy.”
“Teacher…”
“To change the end,
Meg, isn’t something anyone can do. You, however, learned of hers, and you
acted. For her sake and her sake alone. Thanks to you, Mrs. Flaire was able to
spend her final moments with her precious family. Though it isn’t possible to
change the outcome, you can change its manifestation…just like you did today.”
My teacher then
gently embraced me.
“You did well, Meg…”
My teacher likely
knew this would be the outcome from the very beginning. That I couldn’t save
her, and that I’d be with her in her final moments. Which was why she told me
that the more I tried to fight fate, the more I would be the one who ended up
getting hurt.
I could only imagine
that my teacher had gone through a similar experience herself. That she didn’t
want me to suffer the same pain she did.
“The weight of the day many people will never get the chance to see—you
carry that weight on your shoulders. This is why you must live on. For those
who’ve died, and those who are still here. This is your duty as someone who
knows the dead.”
“Yes…”
“We should tell the
family.”
“I’ll go.”
I looked my teacher
straight in the eyes. I’m sure my face was all scrunched up, as I tried to
control my emotions. Though I wouldn’t be surprised if some snot managed to
escape. Nevertheless, I managed to hold back my tears.
“It’s something I
should do.”
I’d yet to find a
real purpose in my life. By seeing someone important to me leave this world,
though, I felt like I’d finally realized it.
The sunlight was
warm as it shone down on us, and the air was filled with a child’s laughter.
With a blue sky and a soft breeze, it was one of the best days in what was
normally a cold month—and as good a day as there could be for a nice old lady
to pass away.
Her name was Flaire.
She loved gardening and was like a grandmother to me. She was always nice to
everyone and took me in generously whenever I needed her.
I’ll live a full life,
for both of us. I’ll start by deciding tonight’s dinner: a nice warm pot of
beef stew. Tomorrow, I think I’ll make some rosemary cookies. We can enjoy them
together because your memory will always live on inside me.
For as long as I live,
we’ll be together.
It wasn’t long before Lapis was well into
the winter. It was that time of year when your breath turns white and you
struggle to get out of your warm bed in the morning.
In Lapis, we had a
special event that took place this time of year. This was opening a portal that
led to other worlds. By connecting our world with others, we could welcome
otherworldly guests.
Long ago in Japan,
there used to be a system known as sakoku—a policy to
isolate the country from the rest of the world. During that time, the only part
of the country to have any interaction with the outside world was a single
island in its southern archipelago. What Lapis did was similar; we opened up
our world to another in only this spot.
Setting aside the
festival itself, this was the time of year when Lapis shone most. Magic flowed
throughout the town, and people from other worlds mingled with the citizens of
our own. The event was only possible because this town was under the jurisdiction
of one of the Seven Sages, and the event was known as the “Celebration of
Worlds.”
With my teacher
obviously being the Sage who oversaw the festival, it was also one of the
busiest times of year for her.
“Um…”
I made a sound of
confusion, to which my teacher responded with “Pipe down, Meg. What are you
moaning and groaning about on your computer? If you have
time to grumble, get to answering some e-mails.”
It was all hands on
deck at the Faust manor, where every witch and familiar had a task assigned to
them. And believe me, there were no shortages of tasks. The familiars gathered
the materials and resources we needed for the festival, and my teacher handled
all the paperwork. I, on the other hand, was on computer duty, answering the
never-ending chain of e-mails while also helping my teacher with magic formula
preparation.
There were many
rules set in place for interacting with the other worlds, and the e-mails were
mostly questions about these among a laundry list of others.
The issue was, I was
in no place to be handling these tasks.
“Teacher, you need
to see this.”
I shifted my
computer screen toward her, and she curiously approached to watch. On the
screen was an article about a young woman. She had lush blue hair, red eyes,
and an intelligent-looking face. It was this, and the fleeting sense of
melancholy that lingered in her expression, that had the world so captivated.
“Is that the Sage
Sophie?”
“Yes.”
Also known by her
witch name, the Witch of Blessings, Sophie was one of the Seven Sages. She was
a genius if there ever was one, having taken one of the seats at the table of
the Seven Sages at the young age of seventeen.
Evidently, she was
in South America for a festival the month before, where a grand parade took
place.
“What’s the issue
with her?”
“Isn’t it obvious?
She’s the same age as me! And we’re both witches! And yet she’s all over the
net, where they’re calling her things like princess!
Mind tellin’ me why I’m not one of the Seven Sages
yet?”
“Because you lack
knowledge and ability. You’re also less virtuous than
Sophie—and, let’s face it, a bit more homely than she is.”
“Enough! You’ve made
your point!”
Reality is a cruel
mistress.
Sophie was
essentially the perfect witch I wanted to be, and there she was, on my computer
screen.
I was an apprentice
witch stuck in the countryside, and she was one of the Seven Sages, who acted
on the world stage.
Realistically, we
both probably started learning magic around the same time, and yet we both
ended up in entirely different places in our lives.
My teacher sighed
wearily as she watched me gnash my teeth at the picture.
“I was wondering
what was keeping you from getting your work done. So you’re jealous of Sophie,
are you? Listen, Meg. No two people are the same. Everyone has something they
excel at, as well as things that are not their specialty. Comparing yourself to
others does nothing for you. What matters is accomplishing what you can and
should. Doing so will take you where you need to go, eventually.”
“Eventually, eh…?”
“Speaking of which,
have you managed to accumulate more tears of joy?”
“I have eleven…”
The extra tears were
from random deeds of kindness, like helping a small child find his mother or
helping an elderly person find something they lost.
Unlike Sophie, I had to run around the countryside like some
salesman to earn my quota in tears.
“Jealousy is the
last thing you have time for right now. Your highest priority should be
survival. Or else you have no future either way.”
“I know…”
I had a tab open with a video of Sophie using her magic. It looked like
a video made with CG, with the way beams of light shot up, bird illusions flew
about, and the stars in the night sky twinkled. Flames turned from red to
green, and the lights in the room turned every which color—all the effects
controlled by a single witch.
If I could do that, I
bet I could get all the tears I need.
All the thoughts
that surged through my mind were anything but
constructive.
“If you understand,
then go get my things ready. We only have a week left.”
“Righto.”
Hearing my
unenthusiastic response, my teacher simply shrugged and left me to my desk
work. A significant amount of time passed before I realized I’d been scrolling
through video after video. They’d taken all my attention, making me forget
about the tasks at hand.
She wanted me to get
her things, right?
I closed my laptop
and stood up, and suddenly an ominous snapping sound rang out.
All familiar eyes
were on me.
“Huh? Was that me?”
I searched my body,
but there was nothing wrong. That’s when I heard the horrible shrill of a woman
screaming for her life. The awful shriek sent the familiars running off in
every direction in fear.
With caution, I
steeled my nerves and approached the area where the shriek had come from. It
was a desk. I gulped as I walked toward it. Familiars had gathered, watching
from behind the door to the next room, each waiting for whatever was about to
unfold.
The source of the
voice was lying on the ground…
“Oh, it’s just you.”
“What’s that supposed to mean, you insensitive piece of…?”
My teacher was lying
on the ground, surrounded by boxes and cases. It looked like she had tried to
carry her things on her own.
“You’re way too old
to be doing that. Can you walk?”
“I don’t think I
can. I may have thrown my back out… Ow…”
I lent her a
shoulder to help her get up, and she painfully put a hand to her lower back. It
didn’t look like she’d be able to walk. For now, I took her to bed, careful not
to stimulate the wounded area.
In that moment, it
had yet to occur to me that the Celebration of Worlds had just lost its host.
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“Ow, ow, ow, ouch! Be careful with my back!”
“Toughen up,
buttercup.”
The familiars
watched from the corner while I placed an herbal patch on the spot where it
hurt on my teacher’s back as she lay in bed. Though it was a special, magically
enhanced patch, it would take some time for her back to completely heal.
“The town doctor
should be here soon, so just try to get some rest.”
Normally, I would
poke fun at my teacher in such a vulnerable state, but this time it was me at
fault for slacking off on the job and making her carry the boxes in the first
place.
It was times like
these when I had to wonder why she didn’t use magic to move the boxes, though.
She was one of the Seven Sages, after all. Moving things and cleaning up rooms
was rudimentary magic.
I knew she never
would, though. While it was true that using magic took a toll on the body in a
different way, she was the type who wanted to use her hands to do manual labor
such as chores and shopping.
This philosophy went beyond magic. In modern times, electronic goods
supplemented people in the same way magic did. The right combination of tools
was all one needed to make their life much easier. Easy wasn’t always the
answer; skimping out on chores was a quick way to fall out of shape, age
faster, and dull the mind. This was why my teacher taught me that it was
important to do such chores with my own two hands.
It was an outdated
way of thinking based on the witches of old. I didn’t hate the idea, though.
And because I understood this aspect of my teacher and appreciated it, I
should’ve done the job before she needed to.
“This puts us in a
bit of a bind. What are we going to do about the portal? It needs to open next
week.”
“Uh-oh…”
She was right. The
biggest event of the year, the Celebration of Worlds, was just around the
corner, and it wouldn’t be much of a Celebration of Worlds without an open
portal. That wasn’t all; magic was accumulating around Lapis for the event, and
it needed to be used somehow. Connecting our world to others was important for
this reason as well.
That said, opening
the portal wasn’t something I could ever do. Though I helped my teacher with
the event every year, the feat wasn’t something a mere apprentice could ever
dream of pulling off.
“We’re gonna have to
cancel it, I guess?”
“Then what will we
do with the unused magic?”
“Maybe we could use
it for a different event?”
“Many people wait
all year for this event; you know that, Meg.”
“Yeah, hmm.”
I crossed my arms
and groaned in thought, when my teacher looked up and said, “Well…we may need
to call in a substitute.”
“And who’s that?”
“You’ll find out
soon enough. For now, make sure you finish up all your
assigned tasks by the day of the event. We wouldn’t want it being canceled for
an unrelated reason.”
“Okay…”
Though I didn’t like
being brushed off like this, I went back to my post and picked up where I’d
left off.
Is it really going to
be okay? I’ll have to worry about it later. For now, I need to get this work
done.
“Yeah, sometimes
people die, and things just don’t work out.”
“I’m not dead yet.”
The next morning, I
woke up to an unexpected frigidness—or more like the frigidness woke me. I’d
nodded off while finishing some paperwork, but the office was so cold that I
could almost see my breath. Then I noticed the weight. My body felt heavy; it
was a horde of familiars and Carbuncle huddled up next to me to keep me warm.
If I didn’t end up getting a cold from sleeping in the study, it would be
thanks to these little guys.
I looked over to the
window, where White-Owl was sitting. Our eyes locked.
“Mornin’.”
“Hoot.”
“Sure is chilly
today.”
I shook off my
familiar-fur coat and picked up a bottle of magical herbs. Shivering, I brought
the bottle into the next room, where I would use the herbs as fuel for a fire.
The halls of the manor were as icy as its study in the early morning. The floor
creaked with each step I took on its cold surface, and I could feel my body
temperature lowering from my feet.
I powered through
the trek into the living room, passed the girl sitting in the chair, and headed
straight for the fireplace. There, I used magic to ignite a combination of
firewood and crumpled-up newspapers.
“Whew, it’s freezing
in here.”
Something occurred to me as I said this.
Wait, huh?
“Was there a girl
just now…?”
“Hi.”
“Waaagh!”
I lost my footing
from the shock, falling to the ground as the girl stood up from her chair.
“What are you
doing?”
“No! What are you doing here?!”
In the next moment,
I realized the girl looked familiar.
“Wait…”
Lush blue hair and
pearl-white skin. A perfect, out-of-a-princess-movie face. Somewhat jarring red
eyes.
It was the Witch of
Blessings, Sophie—the witch I’d seen on television so many times and always
wished I could be.
“T-Teeeacheeerrr!”
I opened the door
into my teacher’s room and was greeted with “You’re loud this morning” by my
teacher, who had turned to look over from her bed.
“Meg, please come
and rub my back.”
“Y-you got it.”
Was it sad? I
couldn’t really say no to my teacher, even at times like this.
“Wait! Before that!”
I smacked the bed.
“Th-th-there’s a
ghost! In our living room! It looks like Sophie!”
“She’s already here?
That was sooner than I expected.”
“Come again?”
As I questioned my
teacher, I felt a presence behind me. Cautiously, I turned around…and there she
was. The ghost of Sophie.
“Th-there it is
again!”
Too afraid to think
straight, I grabbed on to my teacher right on her waist
where it hurt the most, and she let out what sounded like it could be her dying
wail. “Graaaagh!”
“I’m here, Faust.”
She wasn’t a ghost.
The girl from the video with seventy-something million plays I’d watched the
day prior was standing here, in our old country manor.
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“She’ll be standing in for you?”
I set a cup of tea
down on my teacher’s desk for Sophie, and my teacher quietly replied, “Yes,”
and nodded before taking a sip of the tea. “It’s a busy time of year. There are
lots of requests being made regarding the festival. It’s a trade. In exchange for
letting her stay with us for a while, she will open the portal in my stead. My
back should be better by the end of the festival. It worked out for her since
London is close to Lapis.”
So that was why
she’d contacted Sophie, one of the Seven Sages. Needless to say, this wasn’t
something that could usually be done on a whim.
“Sometimes I forget
you’re one of the Seven Sages.”
“What’s that
supposed to mean…? Listen, Meg. It doesn’t look like I’ll be up and about
anytime soon, so I’ll need you to assist Sophie.”
“You want me to do
what?”
I couldn’t believe
my ears.
“Yes. You know
everything about the town and the festival. You’ll be her assistant this year,
as you usually are for me.”
“Uhhh…”
The girl genius
witch needed my help? It was a good opportunity, but one that came with immense
pressure. Were Sophie to be in charge of opening Lapis’s portal, it would draw
attention from around the world. The festival would be busier than normal, which would only increase the likelihood of a mishap.
If I somehow screwed something up, it would rub dirt in both my teacher’s and
Sophie’s faces.
I was pretty
terrified on the inside, which my teacher saw right through, prompting a grin
on her face.
“Sophie is a genius.
Learn everything you can from her.”
“O-okay.”
My teacher had a way
of slamming me with the most troublesome tasks imaginable. I breathed a small
sigh and turned to find Sophie looking at me. She had teardrop-shaped eyes,
flawless pale skin, and silky blue hair. It was like looking at fresh snow. Sophie
cut off my moment of being captivated by her looks by muttering, “I’d like to
see it. The spot where I’m going to open the portal.”
“Oh, sure. You want
to see the spot where you’re gonna work, eh? I’ll take you there. My name is
Meg Raspberry, by the way.”
“Nice to meet you,
Spberry.”
“It’s Raspberry…”
We were walking down
the road along the river that took us to Lapis. There were clouds in the sky—it
looked like it might snow—and a significant part of the river was frozen over.
As I shivered in the frigid cold, it occurred to me that I was walking next to
a celebrity.
The Seven Sages were
famous, but Sophie was on a level of her own in terms of fame. Though the other
six Sages were closer to scholars than celebs, Sophie was constantly on
television and had many fans; she stood out the most.
The reason for her
fame was her history and the type of work she did. A young prodigy, she
excelled academically in the same way she did with magic, entering one of the
world’s most prestigious universities to study physics at a young age. After
graduating, she went on to become a performer who traveled the world instead of going down the research route. She used powerful
light magic to create firework-like shows of magical explosions and flashes,
often during magic parades, wherever she went.
Her unique head of
blue hair and rare eyes were an oddity that was generally considered very
beautiful, and it didn’t take long for her to gain popularity, to the point
where not a day went by when I didn’t see her on television or web news.
She was the most
famous person on the planet at the moment—a young witch prodigy named Sophie
Hayter. I’d only ever seen her on a screen up until now, but there she was,
walking right next to me.
“Wow, sure is a cold
one today, isn’t it? It doesn’t look like it’s bothering you much, though.
Aren’t you cold, Sophie?”
“Not particularly.”
As I asked her this,
I thought about how her snow-like appearance matched perfectly with the
weather, but I kept this thought to myself.
She and I were the
same age, but there was something about how she held herself that surpassed her
years—like a sort of presence. She had this aura to her, just like my teacher
and Inori had to them, but there was something different about the vibe she gave
off. I usually didn’t have a difficult time getting along with anyone, even if
it was our first meeting, but something about her felt unapproachable. Like
there was a wall between us. Maybe it was an aura unique to geniuses?
“What?”
Uh-oh. I’d been staring too much, and now she was looking directly back at
me. I froze up and let out an awkward “Ha-ha-ha” as a nervous habit.
“Sorry, I was just
thinking about how pretty you are. I love your blue hair.”
“I see.”
And then there was
silence—awkward silence.
“It must be tough for you this time of year, with all the parades going
on. You know, I actually saw a video of your last one. Wow, it sure was
awesome. It’s crazy to think we’re both the same age. I guess geniuses are just
built different, eh? Ha-ha-ha-ha.”
“Yeah.”
Nothing I said got a
reaction out of her.
“Hey, Spberry.”
“It’s Raspberry.”
“Do you have your
witch name yet?”
“My witch name? I’m
still a rookie.”
“The Rookie Witch,
Spberry.”
“That’s not my witch
name or my real name,” I jokingly retorted.
But without the
slightest hint of a smile, Sophie tonelessly responded, “Oh.” If that was how
she was going to react, it would’ve been better if she didn’t ask at all. This
sentiment must’ve been written on my face, because as soon as she turned and
saw my expression, she continued. “Seeing as you’re the witch Faust’s
apprentice, I simply thought it wouldn’t be out of the realm of possibility for
you to have one.”
“Do you think
they’re all that necessary?”
“There are many
witches who don’t have their names yet, but having one is proof that people
value your ability.”
This wasn’t untrue.
Having a witch name was a high honor, but they were usually only given to
people on par with the caliber of the Seven Sages, who had incredible
accomplishments under their belts—not something I was even close to having yet.
As I pondered over
it, a motorbike traveling the opposite direction came up on us. We got out of
the way, but instead of passing us, the bike slowed to a stop.
“Hello, Miss Meg.
Funny running into you here like this.”
It was the son of
the town’s baker, Onnet.
“Oh, it’s you. You helping your parents? Well, aren’t you a good son?”
“Heh, yeah.”
Onnet bashfully
rubbed his nose but then noticed Sophie next to me.
“Who’s your friend?
“It’s our guest.
Well, my teacher’s.”
“Lady Faust has a
guest?”
Onnet’s expression
lit up. With a quivering arm, he pointed straight at Sophie.
That’s rude.
“She has blue hair
and red eyes… She doesn’t happen to be…Sophie Hayter…?”
“You bet she is. My
teacher hurt her back, so we need her help opening the portal this year.”
“Whoa, you’re the
real thing!”
Onnet looked at her
and then back at me; his eyes twinkled with envy and respect. Sophie, on the
other hand, seemed somewhat uncomfortable with the exchange. She probably
wasn’t a fan of having people recognize her.
“Could I, uh, shake
your hand?”
Sophie hesitated at
first but slowly extended her hand for a shake. He grabbed her hand, and his
face lit up like a Christmas tree.
“Geez, I just shook
Sophie’s hand! The Sophie! I’m never gonna wash this hand again.”
“You’re a baker, so
I hope you wash it for your customers’ sake. Aren’t you supposed to be on the
job?”
“Oh crap! I have a
delivery to make! Well, I’ll see you later, Miss Sophie! I’m gonna make you
some delicious bread, and then—”
“All right, all
right! Just hurry up and get back to work already!”
“On it!”
We watched as Onnet drove his motorbike away, becoming smaller and
smaller as he went on.
“He’s like a bull in
a china shop, he is. Sorry, us country folk get pretty excited when we meet
famous people.”
“It’s fine.”
As she said this,
Sophie was staring at the hand she’d used to shake Onnet’s. There was a
somewhat sad look in her eyes.
“You okay? Miss
Sophie? I don’t think you have to worry about his hand. He probably washes it
after using the loo ’cause he’s a baker and everything.”
“I’m not concerned
about that. It’s fine… Let’s go.”
“Oh, okay.”
I watched as Sophie
quickly continued down the path.
It wouldn’t be later
until I learned the truth behind her sad expression.
As soon as we reached
the town, Sophie suddenly stopped walking.
“Something wrong?”
“I just need a
moment.”
She then began
running her hand through her hair like a comb. I watched as in an instant, her
hair turned from blue to brown. The same went for her red eyes, which lost
their hue and changed to a much duller color.
I was astonished; it
was a technique I’d never seen before.
“Because of that boy
from before.”
“You mean Onnet? I
guess if people realized you were in town, it could draw a crowd. We’re all
country bumpkins around here… But isn’t it a bit of a shame? To have to dye
your pretty blue hair.”
“The effect is only
temporary. It doesn’t even last long.”
After she said this,
she pinched a lock of her hair.
“There’s no escaping
this hair and eye color of mine.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
She didn’t answer
this question. Instead, she opted to leave me standing there confused over the
remark, which sounded like something an emo teenager would say.
When we made our way
to the market, we were met by an endless stream of people who called out to me.
“Hey, it’s Lady Faust’s
apprentice. You out on an errand?”
“Yup.”
“If it isn’t the
disciple! Are you here with your friend?”
“Heh-heh. Sure am!”
“It’s the witch!
Hey, let’s play!”
“Sorry, but I have
something I need to do. Next time, okay?”
“It’s the apprentice
witch girl! Nanny-nanny boo-boo, you’re uuuugggllllyyy!”
“Listen here, you
little brats! I’ll gather all the human and cow poo in this town, boil it in a
big pot for three days, and throw you in it!! What do ya think of that, huh?!”
I continued to exchange
salutations with everyone we met as we made our way to the town square, and
just as Sophie intended, not a single person paid any attention to her.
“Sorry about all the
chatter.”
“Is it like this for
you whenever you come to town?”
“Yeah, I guess. It’s
a small town, so you can’t take a few steps without running into someone you
know.”
“Is that so…?”
Sophie said this,
then turned her attention to the marketplace.
“Uh… Something catch
your interest? You seem lost in thought.”
“It’s nothing. I was
just thinking about the name they were using.”
“Did you want to
know one of their names?”
“No. Your name. Not a single person called you Spberry.”
“Huh? Well, now that
you mention it…”
I never really
thought about it, but people around here never called me Meg Raspberry. It was
always Lady Faust’s apprentice.
“I guess my teacher is one of the Seven Sages, after all. But it has its
upsides, too. Thanks to that, I know pretty much everyone around here.”
“Is that right?”
Sophie gave me a
look that could only be described as entirely disinterested.
“I understand now
why you’ve yet to acquire a witch name.”
“Huh?”
“It’s because no one
recognizes you as a witch.”
Sophie muttered this
before continuing to walk toward the town square. I, however, stood in that
spot, alone.
“What’s her deal…?”
She’s so abrasive. It’s
like she’s judging me. I wonder what she doesn’t like about me. I can’t tell
what she’s thinking or read her face at all.
As I pondered this,
we eventually made it to the town square.
“This is the largest
open space in the entire town and where we’ll be opening the portal.”
The town square was
smack-dab in the center of Lapis and was a popular spot for events and lounging
about. There were often flea markets and live shows held during the weekends,
and it was where many elderly citizens gathered to socialize, young people danced,
and…well, a lot of people used this space. Our job was to connect this world
with the other worlds by constructing a giant portal here.
Sophie then walked
forward and began using her hand to draw an arch in the air. As her hand moved
through the air, light followed it, which made me audibly gasp.
“Whoa! What are you
doing?”
“I’m creating a hypothetical construction of the portal.”
“What? Already?”
We hadn’t even been
there for a minute yet. I still needed to tell her about various intricacies
needed to make the portal, such as the type of magic in the dirt. I could only
imagine what was going on in that head of hers; it astonished me.
Sophie and I were
cut from fundamentally different cloth. This was what it meant to be a genius.
To be born with natural talent.
After she finished
drawing her magic circle in the air, she activated it. An illusion of the
portal then appeared. It was like a real-life hologram, showing a portal large
enough for three or four people to pass comfortably through at a time.
“Is this about the
right size?”
“It is… Uh, is this
the same magic you use during parades?”
“Yes, it is
illusionary magic.”
During the parades
Sophie helped throw, she manifested and controlled multiple phenomenal magic
spells at the same time, or so I’d read on a magic-related message board. This
meant she needed to construct, activate, and control multiple magical formulas at
the same time. It was like holding an orchestra where you were both the
conductor and playing every instrument all at once—not something a normal
person could do.
It was the reason
her parades always moved people to tears, and I thought to myself…
She truly is one of a
kind. Normally, I’d feel depressed seeing someone my age doing so much better
than me, but I can’t afford to let this opportunity pass by. I need to learn
from her, if I can. I’d have to be an idiot to just sit here and feel bad for
myself.
“Can I ask you a
question?”
“What?”
“How did you learn
to do all this?”
“It’s a simple
principle. First, you must understand physics and chemistry.
Once you have a thorough understanding of these both, use them for magic. It
isn’t difficult to formulate spells as long as you have a basic understanding
of the elements at hand.”
“Yeah, that sounds
impossible.”
It was like we were
in two different dimensions. What was I supposed to learn from a genius?
Our conversation was
cut short by a loud, sudden sound.
Gurrrrgggle, rumble,
rummmble, guuurrrgle.
Listen to that, oof.
Someone must be having a really bad day with their digestive system, I thought, then noticed
that Sophie had her hand on her stomach.
“I’m hungry.”
“That was your stomach?”
It then occurred to
me that we hadn’t eaten anything all morning. I was also pretty hungry.
“I know, I’ll take
you to one of my favorite places.”
“Oh?”
We walked a short
distance to a nearby bakery that was just next to the town square. This bakery
had a small café inside it, allowing customers to eat the bread they purchased
in the store. I proceeded to sit and watch Sophie stuff her small mouth with a
sandwich. She looked like a hamster with cheeks full of food. Watching Sophie
like this made her look younger than she already was. Younger than me, at
least, and definitely younger than the witch the world was enthralled with.
“Ish tayshdtea.”
“I have no idea what
you just said.”
“This is very
tasty.”
“Right? This bakery
is run by Onnet’s parents. The kid on the bike we met earlier.”
Sophie scanned the
bakery while she enjoyed a cup of black tea. It was a
weekday morning, so we had the café to ourselves. We were the only customers in
the store. The background music was a soft jazz track, and there was a large
window from which we could watch the town’s main street.
We watched a
busy-looking businessman rushing down the sidewalk, a mum pushing a baby in a
stroller, and an old woman walking with a cane. They were all citizens of this
town, and this was their everyday life.
“This is a nice
town. It’s so peaceful here, and everyone is nice.”
“That’s what makes
small towns great.”
What felt like a
pretty mundane response left Sophie with a somewhat sad, empty look. She gave
off the same sense of loneliness that cold winter days brought with them.
“Hey, Spberry.”
“Raspberry.”
“Why did you decide
to learn magic?”
“Huh?”
I was caught off
guard by the sudden question.
“You’re learning
magic under Faust. Why?”
“Why? Uh, I don’t
know. It just kind of happened.”
“What do you mean?”
“I’m an orphan. My
parents died before I was old enough to remember them. Child protection
services was going to put me in an orphanage, but my teacher came along and
took me in before that happened. She’s been my mum ever since, and learning
magic was just a part of living with her. I’ve been doing it since before I
could walk.”
“You’re an orphan…”
“I read online that
you studied magic from a very young age, too.”
“Yes, out of
necessity…”
“You needed to study
magic?”
What could that
mean? There was a lot unknown about Sophie’s birth. She
was a genius unlike anyone the world had ever known, and she’d appeared out of
nowhere. There wasn’t anything online about her past from before she was a
mage. This mysterious part of her may have been another reason for her
popularity.
“Is there something
you’d like to use magic for, Spberry?”
“Money, money,
money,” I said without hesitation, but continued. “Oh, but…”
“But?”
“Before that, I need
to stay alive.”
“Stay alive?”
“Yeah. I need to
live a long life if I want to do anything. I don’t want to forget about all the
people who’ve been important in my life.”
At this rate, I only
had about ten months left to live. I knew, though, that I would do anything to
keep myself from dying. There were things I wanted to accomplish and people I
still wanted to get to know better. I realized there were a lot of reasons I
needed to continue living.
“That’s quaint,
Spberry.”
“Raspberry.”
“That is a bit too
much for using magic, though.”
“What do you mean?”
Sophie turned to me
and looked me right in the eyes.
“You don’t need
magic to do any of that.”
“Huh?”
“Making money and
living a long life are both things that can be done entirely without the use of
magic. You are studying magic without a clear reason to do so. This is the
reason no one recognizes you as a witch, despite learning under Faust.”
“So what’s your goal
in learning magic?”
Sophie’s eyes seemed
to darken before she answered.
“My goal…is to
eliminate magic from this world.”
Her expression was gloomier than anything I’d seen from her yet.
“Magic has taken
everything away from me, so I want to remove its existence. That is why I’ve
studied it.”
I couldn’t believe
what I was hearing. The Witch of Blessings, the person who had moved so many
people in the entire world to tears with her magic, wanted to get rid of it all
together? I wanted it to be a joke, but I could tell by her tone that she was sincere.
“You’re in the same
situation as me, so I will let you in on a secret about magic, Spberry. You
need to throw away everything if you hope to truly acquire the ability to cast
magic.”
“Everything…?”
“Everything. Your
family, home, friends, dreams. You throw it all away just to achieve your
goal—that is how you acquire magic quickly.”
“Slow down, Sophie.
You’re laying it on thick.”
“Yooouuu haaavvvee
tooo giiivvve uuup eeeveryyythiii…”
“What are you doing
now?”
“I’m slowing down
for you.”
“That’s not what I
meant.”
In that moment, I
felt a presence behind us. Startled, I turned around to find Onnet acting a bit
fidgety.
“Oh! Onnet. Hey, we
came for some bread.”
I noticed that there
he was again, pointing that old finger of his with an excited tremble, at
Sophie.
I’d better tell him not
to point at people next time. I’d like to see the look on his parents’ faces.
I looked over at the
cash register, and there was his mum. She didn’t seem to notice her son. Oh
well.
“Is that
brown-haired girl…Sophie Hayter…?”
“Yeah. I thought we
established that already?”
“Yeah, but her hair
is all different… I can’t believe you’re here eating bread
at my family’s bakery… You look pretty as a brunette, too…”
“Stop, you’re gonna
creep her out.”
I breathed a sigh of
exasperation at his behavior. Thanks to him, the conversation we were having
had come to an abrupt end. Sophie continued to drink tea, like the exchange
never even happened.
I couldn’t stop
thinking about it, though…the brief moment of darkness she showed me.
It felt almost like
I’d caught a glimpse of Sophie’s true self.
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“Eliminate magic, eh…?”
Lying on my bed, I
stared at the ceiling as I mumbled to myself. Carbuncle was hunkered down next
to me, looking at my face. I started petting him, and he closed his eyes in
delight.
Sophie said that
magic took everything away from her. Despite traveling the world and giving
people hope everywhere she went, she said she’d lost something. I didn’t know
what she truly meant by that, but I felt like I could maybe understand why. Had
magic never existed, my life would look very different than it did now. I
certainly wouldn’t be cursed, for example, and maybe I would be a regular
student at a normal school. Life would be more peaceful and less of a struggle
for me—it would be normal.
At the same time, I
thought that without magic, there was a lot I never would’ve attained. Knowing
all the people in town, or Inori or Sophie, for that matter. I wouldn’t have
Carbuncle rubbing his head against me or White-Owl watching patiently from the
windowsill, and I may have never been adopted by my teacher.
One thing was
certain in that case. Meg Raspberry, the witch, would never exist.
There were two sides to everything in life. This was something my
teacher had taught me before.
It was true—the
existence of magic had harmed me in many ways. But it had also given me so
much.
“Argh, I have no
idea what to think. Let’s go get some tea.”
“Squeak.”
Carbuncle hopped
onto my shoulder, and we went to the living room to put some water in the pot.
Then my teacher showed up going, “Owww, ouch, ouch…”
“Hey, Teacher.
You’re standing already?”
“Yes, barely… It’s
thanks to your medicine patch.”
“I’m glad I could
help. Fancy some tea?”
“I would, thank
you.”
I poured two cups of
black tea, and we let out puffs of white-hot breath as we drank them together.
There was nothing better than warm tea on a cold winter day, something my
teacher always said.
“Where is Sophie?”
“She’s asleep in the
guest room. She passed out as soon as we got home.”
“She must be awfully
knackered.”
“Was Sophie always
like that, Teacher?”
“What do you mean?”
“She looks so
lonely, like she’s living in her own world or something. I’m guessing it has to
do with how she hates magic and all that, though.”
When I said this, my
teacher said, “Perhaps…” and stared off into the distance, then continued. “She
was like that when we first met, too. Always staying away from people and
keeping to herself.”
“Sophie said she
wants to eliminate magic and that I have too much to
learn it properly.”
“Is that right…? I suppose you may seem that way from her perspective.”
“What do you mean?”
“Do you know how old
Sophie was when she left her family, Meg?”
“I thought it was
when she became a Sage, at seventeen.”
“It was when she was
five.”
“Five?!”
“She was too smart
for her own good. Smarter than anyone. And nobody wanted to accept her for who
she was.”
Sophie was born in northern Europe with powerful
magic inside her, which was what turned her hair blue and her eyes red. It was
said, though, that because of her hair, Sophie’s parents thought she was the
devil’s child. Nevertheless, her birth parents tried to take care of her, or so
it was said.
It wouldn’t take
long for them to discover, however, that it wasn’t just her hair and eyes that
differed from regular children.
“Mum… Dad…”
Sophie spoke her
first words when she was one year old. When most one-year-old babies were
barely talking at all, she could have a full conversation. By the time she was
two, she could read and do math as well.
That wasn’t all,
though.
“Who’s that boy
standing there?”
Sophie started
saying things like this by the time she was three. She would point to a spot
where there was nobody and claim to see someone. Her parents thought she was
playing a joke on them at first.
“Sophie. What did
you do with the plates I left here?”
“The boy from before
took them to the sink.”
“Not that again…”
In the next instant, the sound of a plate shattering on the floor rang
out through the house. The parents went to see what it was, and there was a
broken plate in the sink. The same plate Sophie and her mum were talking about
before.
Strange occurrences
like this started to happen more frequently, and Sophie’s parents began to find
her unsettling. It wasn’t just her parents; everyone in Sophie’s life began to
distance themselves from her.
Sophie was alone. It
was around this time when she began to take an interest in magic and harnessed
it with what knowledge she’d gathered on her own. It was likely that she just
wanted to impress her parents, but in the north, where magic wasn’t as accepted
as it was in the rest of the world, she was labeled a demon and hated for it.
She was all alone,
seeing things no one else could see and using power no one understood.
Eventually, the Council
of Magic found their way to Sophie, took her in, and had her undergo a special
curriculum to learn about magic. Something her parents were overjoyed about.
My teacher just so
happened to be working at the facility as a temporary teacher when this
happened.
“When I first saw Sophie, it struck me how sad
she looked. She had to accept the fact that she was abandoned at such a young
age because of magic. Magic changed her life. It was what she was best at but
also what made the people she loved most discard her.”
“I don’t know what
to say…”
“From the
perspective of someone who feels truly alone, you may look very privileged.
Despite coming from a similar place, you are surrounded by
people. What Sophie needed was people who understood magic and accepted her
when she was younger.”
“So that’s why she
hates magic.”
I’d misunderstood
everything about her. I’d assumed she was from a wealthy family that helped her
with her magic studies from a very young age, but it was the opposite. Though
she did receive an advanced curriculum for her magic from a very young age, she
must have felt conflicted by it because magic was what drove those she loved
away from her.
“My goal is to
eliminate magic from this world.”
That was what Sophie
told me. My best guess was that she believed eliminating magic would allow her
to live with her family once more. This was surely the reason she’d decided to
lean into magic and to become one of the world’s greatest witches. Sophie had
nothing left but her magic, after all. Her only option was to build on what she
had.
In that same vein,
it must’ve been difficult for her to accept that I could study magic without
any real purpose and have a place to call home.
She told me that
having nothing was the key to learning magic fast. Though there may have been
some logic to that, was it really the case?
“I still have one
question. Why does Sophie use her magic for performances and shows despite
hating it so much? It feels like her use of magic draws more attention to it
than anything else.”
Hearing this, my
teacher answered with a sad expression, “She likely wants someone to notice
her,” before continuing. “She may try to isolate herself, but I know somewhere
on the inside, she still desires other people in her life. That is why she
chose to use her magic in a way that made the most people happy. Maybe she wants her parents to accept her for who she is, too. She
is trying to use magic to take back what it took away from her.”
“With magic…”
Sophie was a genius
with drive, but she also had a hard time vocalizing her ideas. She must’ve put
everything into learning magic, like her life depended on it—like she was
desperate.
No… She’s still
desperate.
“Listen to me, Meg.
You are nothing compared to Sophie. An idiot who grew up in the best
environment imaginable for learning magic. You’re loud and crude, with your
skills in the kitchen being your only saving grace.”
“I think you’re
taking this a little bit too far…”
“But you have
something she doesn’t.”
“And that is…?”
“You both grew up in
similar situations, but you never allowed yourself to harbor hatred for it. You
have light in your heart. A warm light—warmth that can melt Sophie’s frozen
heart.”
My teacher said this
and smiled a smile that made me sigh. It was another unmanageable task.
It’s not easy opening
someone up, you know.
That said, I wasn’t
the type to let Sophie leave Lapis feeling like this. She was such an
incredible witch, which wasn’t just my opinion, either; the entire world adored
her, and I wasn’t going to let her feel alone.
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The next day, Sophie and I began the preparations
together. There were seven layers to the magic formula needed for Sophie to
open the portal, each requiring materials that needed to be gathered from
throughout the town.
Though this was
something we did every year, it was impossible to use the same formula. This
was because the magic that flowed through the town and its
surrounding environment was ever-changing. Building even just one new building,
for example, completely changed the formula. This was how meticulous a process
it was to open the portal to other worlds.
“Here you go, Meg! I
brought you some snacks!”
“Oh! Thanks, Fine!”
My best friend came
bearing tea and bread she’d purchased at the local supermarket.
“I heard about Lady
Faust. That she hurt her back. Are you going to be okay on your own?”
“Heh-heh, get this.
We have a special super-powerful friend here to help.”
“A friend?”
“Spberry. Where did
you put the bronze?”
With a nicely timed
question, Sophie drew Fine’s attention, making her eyes go wide with surprise.
“A-are you Sophie?
Like, one of the Seven Sages?”
“Indeed I am.”
Fine let out a
whimper of “Oh…,” and I put my hand on her shoulder.
“I can feel
butterflies in my stomach.”
“Here, I’ll smoosh
them for you.”
“Please stop that.”
A few more days of this
passed. With the first and second formulas completed, it was crunch time for
the portal.
After spending a few
days with Sophie, I realized two things about her. First, that her knowledge
when it came to both magic and academics was the real deal. And second, that
there was someone who knew even more than she did, and that was the Eternal Witch,
Faust.
Sophie’s position as
a Sage was not misguided; she had the technical skills and mind for it. But
even so, there were many areas where it felt like my
teacher was a much better mage. It was a good reminder of how incredible the
person I learned under truly was.
Though we were both
filled with energy at the beginning of the portal’s construction, by the time
we made it to the seventh formula, the process was starting to take its toll on
us. Even Sophie, who always had the same expression on her face, couldn’t hide
her fatigue.
“We will be
constructing the seventh formula today.”
“Uh-huh.”
Sophie used her
pointer finger to draw out a magic circle in the air in front of her,
simulating the effect of its magical reaction. Thinking back on it, I saw Inori
do something similar. They both managed to whip up very complex formulas in a
matter of seconds.
If Sophie was using
the same methodology as Inori, there must’ve been a rhyme and reason to it.
“How do you draw out
formulas with your hand like that?”
“It takes two steps.
First, you bring your magic to your fingertip to give it the same effect as
chanting. Then you release that magic to create a flow that makes up the
formula. Executing these two steps in as little time as possible also serves to
shorten the casting process.”
“Yeah, that sounds
pretty impossible.”
I tried it a few
times, but nothing happened. I wasn’t even sure what it was supposed to feel
like accumulating my magic into my fingertip.
“This is tough.”
“Practice makes
perfect.”
“Right.”
I decided to
practice more when I got home. With that in mind, I noticed the formula Sophie
was in the process of constructing, and something felt off about it.
This question seemed
to confuse Sophie, who cocked her head to the side and asked:
“What makes you
think that?”
“I just thought it
looked a bit different from how we usually do it. I mean, this part is very
different, and look over here. Here, it’s supposed to stabilize this world’s
connection with the others, right? I don’t think you’re supposed to mix these
two types of formulas with each other; they clash.”
Hearing my point
made Sophie go quiet for a few moments. Perhaps due to always helping my
teacher with these formulas every year, a part of me was confident in my
understanding of the formulas that made connecting multiple worlds possible.
Which was why even though I didn’t completely understand the physics behind it,
I could tell something was off.
“What made you want
to change the formula?”
“I wanted to make
the portal bigger.”
“Bigger? What was
wrong with its normal size?”
“I researched the
data from previous years, and it was clear to me that the number of visitors
coming through the portal every year is rising. While using the same formula to
make the portal this year would be stable, it wouldn’t be large enough to allow
everyone through.”
“I see. You have a
point there.”
During the
Celebration of Worlds, a wide variety of citizens from many other worlds came
here. She must’ve thought it would be more convenient to make a larger portal.
It might have been her own way of trying to make this festival even better.
The problem was that
the larger the portal, the less firm the magic would be as it took hold, making
it difficult to control the amount of power. This would require adding yet
another formula to ensure the portal’s stability, which was apt to create another
scenario where two formulas clashed. It would be like using a water
formula to control a fire spell; it may result in certain parts of the formula
disappearing entirely.
“It will work this
way. Don’t worry.”
“Are you sure?”
“I’ve used much
larger formulas than this before. I’m capable of creating the portal at the
size we need it.”
I doubted her. At
the very least, my teacher had never created a portal this large before. She
always placed more emphasis on safety, after all.
“You may be right
about the portal being too small in terms of the scale of the event, but one
thing is for sure: It’s stable. We can’t afford for the portal we create to be
unstable, so if we’re going to change it, I think it would be best to ask my
teacher first.”
Sophie shook her
head upon hearing this.
“It will be all
right. I’d rather not depend on Faust. This formula will work. I’m sure of it.
I guarantee it. I’ll bet my life on it.”
“You should value
your life more.”
It almost looked
like Sophie was hesitating about something. I didn’t know what kind of person
she was, or anything much about her at all, but I knew she wasn’t an idiot.
Sure, she believed in her own ability, but there was more to it than just that.
It felt like she
didn’t want to ask someone for help.
“But…I guess it’s
fine…”
It was better to ask
my teacher for help, but I also didn’t want to get on Sophie’s bad side by
pestering her too much about it. She was a world-renowned witch, so I figured
it would be all right. She was certainly more well-versed both academically and
magically than I was.
So I decided to shut
away the strange feelings I had.
With that, on the night
before the festival, we finished the seventh and final formula that went into
creating the portal. All that was left was waiting for the
ceremony to start at nine o’clock the next day.
At this point, it
was already major news that Sophie would oversee that year’s festival, and she
was well received by the entire town for it. She didn’t need to dye her hair to
hide her identity anymore.
“Heh, here, Sophie.
I bought you a croquette.”
“I’ll eat it.”
We both ate
croquettes as we walked through the town under the setting sun. The road was
dyed a crimson orange, which was the same color it turned every night, but it
felt different that day. The decorations for the festival were all up, and
there was a celebratory mood already spreading throughout the town.
I turned to find
Sophie looking like a squirrel as she munched on her croquette.
“Shere ahre a loht
of peehple ouht tohnig.”
“Please swallow your
food before you speak.”
“There are a lot of
people out tonight.”
“Yeah, it’s the
night before the festival.”
This event, which
happened once every year, not only helped develop Lapis but also provided much
grace for the other worlds. It was the biggest event that happened all year in
Lapis and drew in many travelers from around the world.
“So what do you
think of the town the night before the big day?”
“I don’t hate it.”
“That’s nice to
hear.”
There was something
warm and kind about the way Sophie watched as people went by. She looked
completely different than she had on the first day, when she mentioned wanting
to remove magic from the world.
“You like people,
don’t you?”
“What makes you say
that?”
“I just thought you hated them.”
“I never said that.”
“But you want to get
rid of magic, right?”
“I hate magic. But
it is the only thing that makes me feel needed.”
“Then wouldn’t it be
scary to lose that? You would lose your place.”
Sophie turned and
looked me straight in the eyes after I said this.
“Did Faust tell
you?”
“Yeah, kind of.”
“She’s a
blabbermouth, then.”
“So you aren’t
denying it… I bet you actually like magic. I love it. I like being a part of
this festival, getting to meet you, and when people around town talk to me. I
think it’s all thanks to magic, and I think the same goes for you, too. That
you owe a lot of what you have to magic.”
“I don’t know.”
Sophie looked up at
the sky. It had shades of both the day and night sky in it, and the moon was
visible.
“You don’t have to
fit in to the place you were born, you know. If you ever feel lonely, you’re
always welcome to come here. We can open a circus and have people buy tickets
to come see you. It’ll be the biggest show on earth—and I’ll take a fifty
percent cut.”
“Spberry.”
“Yes?”
“Don’t make me hurt
you.”
Sophie smiled as she
said this—she was happy on the inside.
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It was time to open the portal. We assembled at
the large town square in the middle of Lapis. Sophie and I stood within a fenced-off area, a circle with a radius of about twenty
meters. Sophie handled the main formula, and I would support her in opening and
stabilizing the portal. This was something my teacher always did on her own,
but I was going to help this time.
Many people gathered
outside the fenced-off area to watch Sophie. There were way more people this
year than there usually were. It occurred to me that this was the world Sophie
Hayter lived in.
“Okay, Miss
Raspberry. We anticipate a bang-up job this year, as you always do.”
I shook hands with
Mayor Carter. He was a large-framed bearded man I knew well.
“You got it! We’re
gonna open a portal so grand, it’ll turn into a problem with all the noise and
trash left behind by the festival. You’re going to have to work double time to
figure it out after everything’s said and done.”
“Okay, let’s not
make it that grand.”
After the mayor
finished shaking my hand, he looked a bit more nervous and did the same for
Sophie. With the same resolute expression she always had, she shook his hand.
“S-Sophie Highter.
I’ve heard all about you.”
“No.”
Sophie shook her
head, and the mayor ended up losing face a bit when he let a dumb-sounding
“Erm” out.
“Mayor! Her name is
Sophie Hayter, not whatever you said! It’s a big honor
she’s here; you should at least get her name right.”
“Oof, my mistake,
Meg.”
“Don’t apologize to
me! Also, you need to call me Miss Raspberry in public!”
“Oh, I, uh…”
The mayor was a
mess. Despite his large frame, he looked so small next to Sophie on the stage.
Perhaps he was out of his element having to hold this ceremony without my
teacher. Whatever the case may have been, it was hard to
watch our countryside mayor make a fool of himself in such a public way.
“I think that’s
enough, Mr. Mayor! How about you stand over there so we can finish up this
portal now, okay?”
“Y-yes!”
We watched as he
scrambled off the stage, and that was that. My eyes met Sophie’s, and it was
time.
“Are you ready,
Spberry?”
“You bet your bottom
dollar I am!”
“What century is
that response from?”
While Sophie poked
fun at me, she also activated the first magic formula. Despite the sun being
up, the immediate vicinity grew dark—a sign the magic was taking effect.
Time and space in
the center of the town square began to warp. Sophie then activated both
formulas two and three, which created the portal in a single flash, connecting
this world with the others.
Though she was
moving quickly through the steps, it wasn’t too difficult to keep up. This was
because my teacher always activated all seven at once. I usually didn’t play a
part in the ceremony like I was this time, though. I needed to support Sophie,
who was using this spell for the first time in her life, using the knowledge
and experience I had from watching my teacher all these years. I should have
been able to emulate my teacher, if not just by a smidgen.
I would set off the
fourth and fifth formulas, which stabilized the portal and helped it take hold
in our world. All that was left was using the sixth formula to formulate the
physical portal, then the seventh to add a barrier for safety.
I watched as Sophie
activated the sixth formula, which constructed the portal, and something
suddenly caught my eye. It was the seventh formula Sophie had ready—there was a
kink in its form.
“…?”
As I said this, the
seventh formula began to fall apart. A bright line shone out for a brief
instant before the seventh formula disappeared, and the barrier vanished into
thin air. This triggered a big shock wave, which caused Sophie and me both to
fall where we stood.
It all happened in
an instant.
“Ow…”
I sat up, and what I
saw shocked me.
Evidently, the crowd
had no idea that this was a problem, and so they were cheering for the portal
that opened up.
It was only Sophie
and I who knew what happened.
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The portal to the other worlds. On the other end
of the portal were thousands upon thousands of other worlds. There were worlds
that sought to cultivate prosperity with our own, and conversely, worlds that
only brought chaos.
Intermingling with
other worlds helped to advance our own and was a catalyst for this world’s
cultural evolution. This made it possible to achieve many advancements in
agriculture, manufacturing, and architecture. There were, of course, also cases
of our world sharing techniques and technologies with other worlds as well.
The role the portal
played was to bring about the greatest good for citizens of all worlds who
passed through it. It wasn’t all roses, though. Throughout the long history of
this tradition, there were isolated cases where the portal triggered a
disaster. This included the spread of new germs, such as black blood disease
and monera fever—illnesses that were said to have been brought to this world
through the portal. These diseases resulted in the deaths
of thousands, and it took nearly fifty years to find cures.
Magical beasts
finding their way through the portal also caused the deaths of hundreds before
eventually being eradicated. There was also a case where the mage ended up
getting eaten alive by what passed through, too.
The portal, while a
beacon of prosperity, also harbored the potential for tremendous danger. This
was what the barrier was for—to keep any dangers from finding their way through
the portal into our world.
It was arguably the
most important part of the spell, and it had failed, with the portal up and
running in full. This meant there was a possibility that everyone at the town
square could be in grave danger.
This is bad, this is
bad, this is bad, this is bad…
There was an alarm
going off in my mind. My entire body was covered in a cold sweat, and my heart
was pumping so hard that it made me feel dizzy.
I needed to figure
out exactly what had happened and act fast. If we screwed this up, this day
could go down in history as a bloody massacre.
We need to move…!
“Sophie!”
I yelled out her
name, and she snapped back to reality and looked at me.
“Create a new
barrier! I will buy us the time we need!”
While Sophie drew up
the massive spell formula for the barrier from scratch, I needed to act fast to
throw up a temporary one. Drawing it out on the ground would take way too
long—I needed to make the barrier appear as soon as possible.
I found myself
recalling the conversation Sophie and I had the day before.
“How
do you draw out formulas with your hand like that?”
“…It takes two steps.
First, you bring your magic to your fingertip to give it the same effect as
chanting. Then you release that magic to create a flow that makes up the
formula. Executing these two steps in as little time as possible also serves to
shorten the casting process.”
I collected my magical
energy into my finger and imagined the flow of the magic circle in my mind.
With the magic circle inside me, I then used my fingertip as an exit for it to
take effect. That was what I pictured, at least.
Was it going to
work? I had no way of knowing and was about to find out.
With my magic in my
finger, I pointed to draw through the air, and I could feel something strange.
It was a feeling I felt for the first time in my entire life, like I was
pressing my finger against an invisible acrylic board.
This is it… I can do
this…!
I began spelling out
the first character, and a line made of light illuminated behind my finger. I
wrote out a simplified version of the spell and activated it. I could then see
the barrier being formed before my very eyes.
It worked…!
I didn’t have time
to get excited over pulling off a technique for the first time. It was easy to
throw up a simple barrier, but they only lasted around ten seconds at most. I
needed to get the next one going as soon as I finished the first.
One barrier, two
barriers, three barriers, four.
One after another, I
produced the barrier spells. I needed to avoid focusing too much on how I was
doing it in the first place and somehow ignore the immense pressure under which
I felt like I could faint at any given moment.
There was so much I
had to process in my mind that my nose started bleeding. I
ignored it, though, and kept throwing up more barriers as the previous ones
dissipated.
I knew if I failed
here, I would regret it for the rest of my life.
Faster, faster! I need
to run through the formula faster.
I could feel myself
making the barriers even faster. At the same time, I could feel the intense
toll it was taking on my body. I’d never used so much magic in such quick
succession before.
“Faster… Faster…”
My mind was
beginning to go blank. Slowly, my vision grew dark starting from the outer
edges, and my thoughts grew clouded.
How long have I been
casting for? How many barriers did I manage to make…?
I soon woke up to
someone grabbing my hand.
“Spberry. You did
good.”
“Sophie…”
“Everything is all
right now.”
Hearing her say
this, I noticed that the barrier had been cast around the portal. Not only was
it up, it was also fortified. The formula used for its magic circle had been
redesigned and improved.
“How long have I
been out…?”
“For about two or
three minutes.”
“That’s all?”
Sophie managed to
not only re-create but improve the barrier formula in a matter of minutes? She
may have messed up, but wow, did she know how to make a comeback. They didn’t
call her a genius for nothing.
“Wow, you Sages sure
are something else, eh?”
“Your nose is
bleeding, Spberry.”
“Oh, you’re right.”
“One more thing.”
“Hmm?”
Sophie didn’t look
at me when she said this. I could tell she was blushing as she did, though.
I got up, and we
bowed for the audience, who gave us a grand round of applause. Sophie, who was
used to putting on a show, waved for the spectators. She really was a
celebrity. It made her feel so far away, even though she was right next to me.
With that, the
Celebration of Worlds began.
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“What?! You made a mistake creating the magic
formula?”
“Yeah, ha-ha.
Sorry.”
I scratched my head,
and Mayor Carter looked terrified as he uttered, “Meg…”
After we finished
the opening ceremony, we went to the town hall to tell the mayor what had
happened. Sophie and I stood opposite his desk as we told him the news.
“Will there be any
side effects from this?”
“No, everything
should be fine.”
Sophie quietly
nodded as she said this.
“I’ve heard of major
accidents happening related to portals in the past…”
“Past incidents were
always the result of a delayed response, with the problem being left
undiscovered for days at a time. There won’t be any issues with a three-minute
opening at most.”
“Well, that’s a
relief…”
Something dawned on
me as I listened to the explanation.
“Wait… You don’t
mean to say I panicked for no reason, do you?”
“That is what this
would mean. We wouldn’t hold such a dangerous event publicly every year, would
we?”
“Well, yeah, but why
didn’t you say something sooner?! So you mean to say you
let a beautiful damsel show her bloody face in front of the entire town for
nothing?! I even stuffed a tissue up my nose…”
“Yeah, that was
really funny. I think the townsfolk enjoyed it, too.”
“It’s all right,
Meg. It was a good show, and that’s what counts.”
“You’re not helping,
Mayor!”
Bickering about it
only made me even more tired. I let out a sigh and almost lost my footing, but
I managed to put my hand on the desk to catch myself. This worried the mayor,
who was watching.
“Are you all right?
You don’t seem well.”
“Yeah… I haven’t
felt so hot ever since the portal ceremony. I feel drained.”
“That is what
happens when you use spells rapid-fire like that. It takes getting used to,
forming magic formulas inside yourself.”
“Is that right? I’ll
be sure to eat some liver later, then.”
“Why liver?”
“I figured it would
help get my blood flowing better.”
“The hematopoietic
mechanism responsible for the proliferation of your blood vessels exhibits no
discernible relationship with magic energy restoration.”
“We speak English
here…”
As Sophie and I
poked fun at each other, the mayor interjected with “But… The last thing I
expected with the presence of one of the Seven Sages was a magical error. I
suppose mistakes happen, though.”
“I…”
“Oh, it was my
fault. I’m sorry.”
Sophie gave me a
surprised look as I said this. I gave her a wink to tell her I would handle it
with the mayor.
“Well, things worked
out this time, so all is well. But you ought to be
careful. You wouldn’t want to tarnish your teacher’s name as well.”
“Yeah, you’re
right.”
“I’ll let Lady Faust
know about this.”
“Okay…”
Am I gonna be okay? My
teacher might make me work for three days and nights without sleep. Or maybe
something even worse, like making me climb a mountain during the winter with no
clothes as some form of ascetic training?
“Ah-ha-ha… Perhaps
death is the only true release. All things eventually perish, and any pain or
embarrassment is less than a mosquito bite in the grand scheme of the universe.
That’s right, life is a test. As my wise, ascended teacher once showed me. The
purpose of life is to find your twin flame…”
“Are you all right,
Meg?”
“Just feeling a bit
worried is all.”
I could only imagine
the horrors that awaited me as Sophie and I excused ourselves from the mayor’s
office. With my shoulders slumped, I meandered out of the town hall, and Sophie
followed a few paces behind.
“Spberry.”
“Yes?”
“Why did you lie?”
“Lie? About what?”
“About making the
mistake…”
“I mean, it was my
fault for not looking into it enough beforehand and realizing the formula was
changed. More importantly, though, there are much fewer repercussions for some
apprentice like me to mess up than there are one of the Seven Sages, right?”
It was a mistake
that could have led to Sophie, a Sage, causing a big accident at a small-town
event. If word got out about it, it would be a scandal of epic proportions. It
could even lead to her losing her seat as one of the Seven Sages.
“I’m used to it anyway. I’m always messing up.”
“But…”
“It’s easier this
way. A Sage covered for a witch in training to stop a big accident. And…”
“And…?”
“I know you were
only trying to make the festival better for the town anyway. I didn’t want
Lapis to be a town you remembered for something negative.”
“Spberry…”
“Now let’s get back.
The festivities have already started.”
I grabbed Sophie’s
hand, and she squeezed mine back. She did so with a hint of hesitation—in a way
two lovers who weren’t sure of how strong they should hold each other’s hands
did.
“Wow, you purty
girls have some real soft hands on ya.”
“Let go of me.”
“But I won’t do
that.”
I continued to hold
her hand and drag her out of the building. Once we were out, I could see the
surprise on her face. She gazed at the town, which was lively with people
celebrating and enjoying the festival. There were colorful flags all around and
pop-up shops lining the street—it was like Lapis had transformed overnight.
“You helped make
this possible, Miss Sophie. You brought all these people happiness, but I’m
sure you’re used to doing that by now.”
“Yes, but…it’s my
first time actually being able to take it in like this. Usually, I have to move
on to my next job once I’m finished with my part of the show.”
Sophie looked happy
as she gazed at the town.
“Let’s go check out
the food stalls, Miss Sophie. You in the mood for anything in particular?
“It’s Sophie.”
“Huh?”
“I’d prefer you just call me Sophie.”
Sophie gave me a
genuine smile as she said this. So genuine that I nearly choked.
She was the witch
who captivated the world, and I got to see her real smile.
“You’re even more
beautiful when you smile…”
“You have a bad
habit of sounding like a creepy old guy, Spberry.”
“Who you’s callin’ a
guy, lady?”
Sophie grabbed my
hand this time. It caught me off guard at first, but it made me happy from the
bottom of my heart.
“Let’s go, Sophie!”
I called out to her, my voice becoming a part of the festivities that rang out
in the bright blue sky that day.
“Oh, uh, yes?”
“Your spell failed.”
“Mm…”
Later that night, my
teacher was waiting for me in the study when I got home.
“I heard you flubbed
your part of the barrier’s construction.”
“Yes… I’m really
sorry. My only request is that if you’re going to kill me over it, please feed
my body to my two familiars.”
My pair of familiars
shuddered at the thought, but my teacher quickly dispelled their concerns by
following with “Calm yourself. I have no intent of reprimanding you over it.
You did it to protect Sophie, yes?”
My teacher looked
straight into my eyes as she said this, and I could tell she knew everything.
There was no way to pull the wool over the Eternal Witch’s All-Seeing Eye.
“While that may be
the case, any more flops will certainly tarnish your name as a witch. I suppose
it isn’t a problem if you are okay with nobody taking you seriously.”
“Tsk, tsk, tsk,
Teacher. You’re a hundred million years too young if you don’t think I’ll
spring back from this.”
“You’re in no place
to be making jokes with only ten months left to live. Seeing as your dignity is
on the line, I’ve decided to give you another job to handle.”
“A job?”
“You are to be in
the parade.”
“The parade being
held for the Celebration of Worlds. When the mayor heard Sophie would be coming
to Lapis, he requested that she hold a parade during her stay. You will act as
her assistant once more to help her with the parade.”
It made a lot of
sense. Why not throw a parade when the world’s best parade thrower was in town?
I couldn’t blame the mayor for wanting my teacher to make it happen.
That said, I was a
bit anxious about taking on the role.
“I mean, I’m all for
un-tarnishing my name and all, but…do you think it will fly with the mayor? I
doubt he’ll trust a witch who screwed up as much as I did.”
“We’ll tell him that
I am the one who wants you to assist me.” Sophie was standing in the doorway.
“That I won’t hold a parade unless it’s Spberry helping me.”
“Sophie…”
“There you have it.
Sophie is one of the Seven Sages with duties outside the parade, as am I. It is
better for us to have assistance from where we can get it. I’ll let the mayor
know that I’ll take care of whatever happens if things go awry. Also, my back
is feeling much better thanks to your herbal patch.”
“You’d do all that
for me?”
“Your name being
tarnished tarnishes mine as well.”
“You adults and your
silly names.” Something then crossed my mind. “But wait, don’t we hold a
fireworks show every year for the festival? If we hold a parade, won’t it put a
damper on the fireworks show?”
“Unfortunately,
there won’t be a fireworks show this year.”
“Why’s that?”
“The town’s amazing
fireworks maker passed away this year from an illness.”
“What…?”
I’d never met the fireworks maker before, but his creations were
something I looked forward to every year. Hearing that he’d passed away was
quite shocking.
“That is why it
falls on you and Sophie to lift the town’s spirits for the festival.”
“Are you okay with
this, Sophie?”
“I’m the one who
caused trouble in the first place, and I don’t like owing anyone favors. I
won’t let things end this way. I will get my revenge.”
“What was that last
part?”
“Then it’s settled.
I will be leaving this to you.”
My teacher looked at
me with her usual grin, which gave me the confidence to answer with a bold
“You’ve got it!”
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Lapis was always lively in the days leading up to
the Celebration of Worlds. The entire town was filled with guests from other
worlds. Beastfolk, elves, dwarves, and any other mythical creature imaginable.
These guests who came from beyond the portal were referred to as our
otherworldly neighbors.
There weren’t many
opportunities for different worlds to connect, as the number of locations that
could magically support an open portal were limited in both this world and
others, making the Celebration of Worlds a special event. This was why so many
guests came from such a wide variety of worlds. This was also what made Lapis’s
Celebration of Worlds so famous.
Travelers who saw
otherworldly neighbors walk the streets of Lapis were often captivated by the
sight; some even took out their phones to snap photos. The citizens of Lapis,
however, were more accustomed to the annual visit, with many of them
approaching the guests for conversation.
Most of the drifters who found their way to our world were good people.
At the very least, the barrier kept anyone who harbored ill will from passing
through.
I walked down the
main street, taking in the lively air of peace that could be felt throughout
Lapis. Next to me was a brown-haired girl with a hat and glasses. It was
Sophie, in disguise.
“Okay, Sophie. I
want you to teach me everything you know about parade throwing.”
“I will, in exchange
for a sample of all the morsels available at the stands today.”
“Riiight.” I didn’t
have the money for that. I would have to send the mayor an invoice for it
later. “But wow, just look at all the people.”
“Is it rare for it
to be this crowded?”
“You betcha. This is
a small town, after all. Don’t get me wrong, it gets crowded around this time
every year, but there’s way more people here than usual. And they’re here to
see you and the parade we’re going to hold. It’s fun just thinking about showing
all these people our parade.”
“You seem happy,
Spberry.”
“It’s not every day
you get to throw a parade. I’m also excited to see how many tears of joy this
rakes in for me.”
This was it. Holding
an event that moved people to tears meant more tears in my pocket. It was my
big chance, maybe even my only one, and it definitely helped that I had Sophie,
one of the Seven Sages, in my camp.
Sophie frowned at my
remark.
“What are you going
to do with tears of joy?”
“Huh?”
Thinking back on it,
I’d never had the chance to talk about my curse with Sophie—to explain that if
nothing was done, I would die in ten months. After telling a handful of friends
about this, I thought it would be easier to talk about by now.
I couldn’t find the
right words to break it to her.
“Spberry.”
“Yes!”
“The food on that
stand looks delicious.”
“Huh? Oh, the skewer
place…?”
The tension released
from my shoulders when Sophie decided to abruptly change the subject. We were
about to pass a stand that was serving food from another country.
Sophie, drawn by the
smell, began slowly veering toward the shop front. She was like an animal.
“I want to eat
here.”
“You’re free to buy
a skewer, if you’d like.”
“I don’t have any
cash.”
“But you’re a Sage?”
“I put everything on
my card.”
“You’re so bougie…”
I trailed behind
Sophie, staring at her back. I wondered what she would think if she learned
that her new friend was going to die soon.
I couldn’t bring
myself to say it yet, and as we continued to explore the different stands set
up all around the main street, the subject of our conversation drifted to
something entirely different.
We were supposed to
be there to get a lay of the street for the parade, but Sophie was having too
much fun. She had almost more food than she could carry, which she stuffed into
her expressionless face—looking like an apathetic hamster. She was definitely
enjoying herself, to say the least.
“Do you not get the
chance to come to these events often?”
“Om nom nom. Ah do buh nom nom.”
“Please swallow your
food before you try to speak.”
“I do, but never at
a leisurely pace like we are today.”
“That’s a surprise, considering you attend some of the world’s largest
festivals.”
“If people find out
I’m there, it draws a crowd. Plus, it would be boring to come to one of these
alone.”
Oh, she’s usually the
main attraction at events like this. People would definitely want to approach
her if they saw her walking around on the street alone, which must make it
difficult to go out by herself.
“I guess that makes
me, the first person you’ve gone to a festival with, your first friend.”
“The concept of a
friend feels vague to me. And you’re my assistant.”
“You’re cruisin’ for
a bruisin’.”
Lapis looked like a
different town during the Celebration of Worlds. A few steps down the main road
and you would pass by a kobold, a dwarf sharing stories over some ale, and an
elf getting hit on—and not being totally turned off by it. There were young
people, likely from far away, who dressed up for the event, and there were
decorations all over town. It almost felt like a second Halloween. The only
difference was that they weren’t wearing costumes.
We were wading our
way through the crowded street when Sophie suddenly turned to me and said, “I’m
starting to get tired,” then sighed.
“Do you want to go
rest somewhere? I’d like to sit and eat the food we’ve bought.”
“Yes, let’s do
that.”
“I think there was a
hotel near here.”
“Why a hotel?”
“You know what I’m
talkin’ ’bout, baby.”
“Creep.”
After she said this,
Sophie grabbed my hand and pulled me into an alleyway. My
heart started racing. She isn’t really going to take me to a
hotel, is she?
“Who’s trying to
bring who to a hotel again…?”
“Quiet.”
I was confused, but
after passing through a few streets, we emerged into an open space. It was
behind a building but had a nice bench in the sun where we could park
ourselves. I’d never been to this spot before.
“I stumbled upon
this place the other day.”
“Wow, I didn’t even
know there was a place like this here.”
There was hardly
anybody around, save for a woman sitting alone on the bench. It was a big
bench, and she would probably let us use it if we asked.
“Is this seat open?”
“Yes. Please, go
ahead.”
She was a beautiful,
mature-looking woman with a cardigan draped across her shoulders. Her hair was
blond and tied up; it shone beautifully in the sun.
At some point during
my momentary infatuation with the woman’s looks, Sophie had already sat on the
bench. I took the only open spot left, which ended up being between Sophie and
the woman. On top of that, Sophie started chowing down on the food we bought
from the stands before I could even catch my breath.
“Sophie, please try
to eat your food more slowly.”
“Nom nom. Munch,
munch.”
Despite her dainty
looks, Sophie had quite the stomach on her. I must’ve looked like an animal
tamer unable to gain control over her beast, because the woman sitting next to
us chuckled under her breath.
“You two are funny.”
“Oh, sorry. I hope
we’re not bothering you.”
“No, it’s fine. It was too quiet here anyway.”
“What are you doing
here, sitting on a bench all by yourself?”
“I’m waiting for
someone.”
“Oh? A friend?”
“Yes… A friend I
made here one year ago.”
The woman introduced
herself as Marie, and she told us about how she came here to meet a man she’d
met at the last Celebration of Worlds.
Marie shared with us what happened on the night
of the Celebration of Worlds when she escaped the crowd after a sudden onset of
nausea.
“I don’t feel well.
Maybe it’s the crowd.”
She looked around
for a place to sit but wasn’t able to find any free benches or chairs due to
the number of people there for the event. When she almost fell over, a man
appeared and helped her find her footing.
“Are you all right?”
he’d asked.
The man wore a heavy
mountain jacket with a hood. Because it was nighttime, it was too dark to make
out his face, but she found something comforting about his large frame.
“Thank you. I’m just
feeling a little dizzy.”
“There’s a bench
over there. Maybe you should have a seat.”
Though his unique
outfit initially made Marie feel a bit uncomfortable, it was clear the man
harbored no bad intentions. Soon enough, she found herself trusting him. He
seemed like a good person.
The man led Marie to
a bench—the very one where we sat today. He gently lowered her onto the bench
before going to buy a mineral water somewhere nearby. Afterward, he stayed by
her side as she recuperated. Marie’s dizziness soon faded, and she realized it
had probably been due to her low blood pressure.
As she recovered, the man tried to keep her spirits up by sharing tales
of a distant land. He was a stranger, a person from a world with unfamiliar
customs. Yet it didn’t take long for Marie to find herself captivated by his
stories and unique personality.
“You’re a really
nice person. What country are you from?”
“I’m—”
Just as he was about
to speak, some fireworks burst in the sky. It was a beautiful show of fiery
lights, illuminating the sky for all to see and capturing both Marie’s and the
man’s attention.
“Sure is beautiful…”
“I’m glad I got to
see it again.”
“Again?”
“I come here every
year for the fireworks.”
The two continued
watching the fireworks show together before the man eventually stood and told
Marie that he needed to go.
“I really enjoyed
speaking with you and ended up staying here for a bit too long.”
“Will I ever see you
again?”
“Maybe, if our paths
cross.”
Without being able
to properly thank the man, she watched as he disappeared into the crowd.
“Wow, how romantic. So you’re here to meet him
again.”
“Yes. I thought he
might come back to this spot.”
“You haven’t seen
him since?”
“Not once. He seemed
like a traveler, so my best guess is that he’s out exploring the world. That
said, I always come here with the hope that he might show up again. He did say
he loved this town’s fireworks, after all. I figured the Celebration of Worlds
would be my best chance to meet him again.”
“Is that right? But wait, I heard the fireworks maker passed away this
year…”
“What…?”
Marie’s eyes widened
for a moment, only to revert to her usual expression. She looked down and
murmured, “Oh… I thought maybe I could meet him again during the fireworks
show, but… Well, I guess our paths just weren’t meant to cross.”
Marie’s shoulders
slumped. She stood and softly said, “I need to go now. I appreciate you
listening to my story. Your company helped cheer me up.”
“Are you sure you
want to give up now, Marie? You love that man, don’t you?”
“I don’t know. I
just think about that day we spent together. He was someone I met randomly,
though. I always figured I’d probably never see him again.”
“But what if he’s the one? It’s not every day you fall head over heels for
someone, after all. I’d keep trying if I were you. Right, Sophie?”
I looked over to
Sophie, who was more focused on devouring her last skewer than the conversation
at hand. She’d gone through pretty much all the food she’d bought.
“What the—?! You ate
my food, too!”
“Munch, munch. Crunch,
crunch.”
“Don’t think you can
chew your way out of this one! I’ll open up that little mouth and clean it out
with a kiss if I have to! Pucker up!”
I was grabbing on to
Sophie’s collar and shaking her at this point but was interrupted by Marie’s
giggles.
“Heh-heh… Sorry, you
two are just so funny.”
“Here’s an idea,
Marie. How about we meet up here tomorrow? I’ll bring the man you’re looking
for if I find him. And you can give up after that if you want.”
“Sure, I suppose,” Marie said with a nod. Her smile was faint, with a
hint of loneliness to it.
“I hope I didn’t say
something I shouldn’t have…,” I muttered as Sophie and I watched Marie walk
away.
Sophie nodded.
“The man she’s
looking for may not even be in town. I think letting her give up would’ve been
kinder.”
“But you heard her;
he made it sound like he comes every year.”
“If he only came
here for the fireworks, there’s a good chance he checks the schedule to see if
there will be any before coming. It’s written on the city’s event page that
they won’t be holding the show this year.”
“Yeah, but still…”
Something told me it
was a bit too early to give up. I wasn’t going to give a spiel about fate and
destiny, but something about a person waiting an entire year just for a chance
to meet someone seemed special to me.
The two of us
returned to the parade route, this time heading toward where the parade would
exit the town. We thought about what sort of spectacles we’d create in
different parts of the town, and I let Sophie know which spots would have the
best vantage points and what sort of architecture to bear in mind.
It was crowded
throughout the entire stretch of town we were going to use, and as we moved
away from its center, more creatures joined in on the mix, such as gargantuan
titans and what looked like humans but were actually cyclops. The Celebration
of Worlds could be felt all over the city.
“It’s important to
know about the venue for big shows.”
“Really?”
“You need to think
about how the magic will look to the audience and what you can do to make it
easier to take in. To be a pro is to always have your
audience in mind. I need to be able to select from multiple patterns to answer
what best matches the crowd on the day of the parade.”
“Uh-huh.”
“Spberry… Are you
listening?”
“Sure, sure.”
My empty responses
must’ve ticked off Sophie, because she karate-chopped my rib cage, which made
me yelp in pain.
“What are you so
distracted by?”
“Oh, you know. Maybe
if I keep my eyes peeled, I can find Marie’s love interest.”
“Even if he’s here,
he might not be wearing the same jacket she told us about. There are countless
big men in mountain jackets out here today.”
“That’s true.”
“You should stop
trying to do something so pointless.”
“We won’t know if
it’s pointless until we try, though.” As I talked back to Sophie, she abruptly
stopped in her tracks. “What’s up?”
“That…”
Sophie pointed to
the crowd, and standing a head above everyone else was a large man in an orange
mountain jacket, carrying a big backpack. He had his hood on and was walking
through the busy street.
Wait, is that actually
him?
Maybe?
You know, I think it
is.
It definitely is.
If that ain’t him, then
he ain’t here!
A meeting of multiple
tiny Meg Raspberrys convened in my mind, reaching a unanimous decision. Despite
my certainty, I had no concrete proof. It just seemed too
coincidental for someone who perfectly matched the description to appear like
this.
This is fate.
“Follow that man,
Sophie!”
As soon as I spoke,
we sprang into action, trailing the man. Unfortunately, the dense crowd had
other plans, making it nearly impossible for us to push through. At this rate,
we were going to lose him.
“How about this?!”
I scrambled up a
stone wall bordering the street and perched on top. The passersby all turned to
stare as I extended my arm, pointing directly at the man in the bulky orange
jacket.
“You, sir, in the
big orange jacket! Stop right there!”
Startled by my
booming voice, the man looked over, then began to run away.
“Hey! Where do you
think you’re going? Come back here!”
I took off along the
stone wall, giving chase. My sense of balance was excellent, and I had always
been more physically fit than magically skilled. I was determined not to let
him escape.
Noticing my
balancing act on top of the wall, the man cut through the crowd and emerged
into an empty alleyway. I was going to need to cross the road if I was going to
catch him now.
“Not so fast,
backpack boy!”
I focused my magic
into my finger and wrote a formula onto my feet that allowed me to ignore
gravity. I used Sophie’s method to cast my magic circle. Using a formula in my
mind, I actualized it with my hands. This was something I’d figured out how to
do during the Portal Ceremony.
My body became
weightless. With a leap of faith, I soared over the crowd, floating through the
air. I maintained my momentum until I reached the opposite end of the street,
where I canceled my spell and landed firmly on the ground.
“Wait up!”
Watching the poor man flee for his life, I broke into a full-body
sprint, fixated on his back. I gracefully leaped over a toppled trashcan in the
alleyway and dodged a waltzing tabby cat. I was completely in the zone.
The only problem was
that this alleyway led to another main road. If he reached it before me, I
might lose him for good. As I racked my brain for a solution, I realized we
were nearing a wall.
A wall? When did they
build that?
Unaware of my
confusion, the man ran down the alley, the one with a dead end.
Just as I suspected,
the man was trapped with no escape route. Breathing heavily, I wiped some drool
from my mouth as I closed in.
“Huff…
Huff… Geh-heh-heh… I have you now.”
His back was against
the wall. I slowly advanced toward him, only to be snapped out of my hunter’s
trance by a voice behind me. “Spberry.”
“Sophie! Where were
you?”
“I went around and
set up an illusionary wall.”
“Oh.”
“It would’ve been
easier to catch him if you weren’t chasing him like that.”
“Oh.”
This revelation
solved the mystery of the random wall; it was Sophie’s creation. But when and
how did she manage to get ahead of us?
You Seven Sages are
built different, aren’cha?
The man, clearly
shaken and looking out of place with his imposing figure, stared at us.
“Wh-who are you
two?”
“You’s got nothing
to worry about, see? Just come here with us for a bit, see?”
“I-I’d really rather
not…”
“Lookie here, Sophie. We’s got ourselves a wise guy. Let’s see how
tough he is without the hood!”
Reaching out, I
removed the man’s hood and revealed his identity—leaving both me and Sophie
utterly speechless.
“Don’t look at me!”
“You…”
His face was covered
in fluffy fur, with a long snout and sharp eyes.
He was a wolfman.
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“I was hiding my face because I didn’t want
anyone to find out…”
Once things had
calmed down, we brought the wolfman to the side of the road, where he quietly
confided in us. The reason he hid his face and identity was because he didn’t
want anyone to know he was from another world.
“Why would you want
to hide your face? There are all sorts of people from all over the worlds here
today. I mean, we passed a kobold, an elf, and a lizardman just while we were
chasing you.”
“I’ve been coming to
this town ever since I was little, but one time, some of the townsfolk thought
I was a real wolf. I do this so I don’t scare them.”
“So that’s why you
ran away from us?”
“Well, no… I ran
away from you out of fear, due to the bloodthirsty look in your eyes.”
“Was I really that
scary…?”
I turned to Sophie,
who quietly confirmed with a nod.
“You had the eyes of
a predator staring down its prey. The eyes of a killer.”
“That’s odd. I’d
intended to show a smile of love and mercy.”
“Maybe you should
hold those emotions back. It was quite horrifying.”
“You really should keep some comments to yourself…”
“So why were you two
trying to get my attention?”
Oh
yeah. I’d almost forgotten the reason we’d chased
him down in the first place.
“We actually have a
friend who’s been looking for you.”
“For me…?”
“That being said, we
had no way of knowing it was you without talking to you. Do you remember
helping a young woman during last year’s Celebration of Worlds?”
“Ah…”
The wolfman reacted
to that. I turned to Sophie; it looked like we had our guy.
“Does that sound
familiar to you?”
“I helped out a girl
who was feeling sick last year. We had a chat and watched the fireworks
together.”
“The person you
helped is looking for you.”
“Why’s that…?”
“Well, that should
be obvious. Because she wants to see you again. She’s never forgotten about
you.”
“Really? That girl…”
The wolfman brightened for a moment, but then he shook his head as if to shake
himself back to reality and quietly murmured, “I can’t. I can’t meet her. I
know she’ll be disappointed to find out the person she’s been wanting to see all
this time is some hideous wolf.”
“Why would she…”
…think
that? I couldn’t bring myself to finish my
sentence. It was true—a small portion of the population found people from other
worlds scary.
“It’s for the best.”
“But is it best for
you?”
“What…?”
“It sounds to me
like you haven’t forgotten about her, either. Just now, you looked pretty
excited for a split second.”
The wolfman’s expression darkened.
“I mean, I thought
she seemed like a wonderful, mature, gentle person. I’d like to meet up and
chat with her again, if I could.”
“Then why not now
that you can? Why give up?”
“It’s better this
way.”
“No it isn’t!”
I ended up yelling
at the man, which surprised both him and Sophie. I continued, though, poking
his chest with my finger.
“Why is everyone so
willing to give up?! ‘Oh, it might not work’—you won’t know until you try! You
were the one who approached her last year! And she liked the time she spent
with you! And now you have a chance to meet her again! So why toss it away ’cause
you’re anxious?!”
“That’s easy to say,
but…”
“Fine! How about
this? I’ll tell her we found you, but you’re a wolfman. If she…Marie says yes,
will you agree to meet up with her?”
“Marie?”
“That’s her name.”
“So her name was
Marie…”
The wolfman’s gloomy
expression brightened once more with a warm smile. It was clear he had feelings
for Marie, even if he denied it.
“Did you know they
aren’t having the fireworks show this year?”
“Yes, I heard the
townspeople speaking about it. I heard the fireworks maker passed away.”
“That’s right. Marie
told us you came here for the fireworks. Is she right?”
“Yes, she is.”
“So despite there
being no fireworks, you’re still here. I’d wager it’s because you’d like to see
Marie again, isn’t it?”
The wolfman fidgeted as I said this, indicating my guess was likely
correct.
“You don’t have to
reply to my offer right now, but take some time to think about it, Mr.
Wolfman.”
“It’s Wuf.”
“Huh?”
“Wuf Shin. That’s my
name.”
“Wuf Shin. Got it.
That’s a strange name.”
“It’s not strange in
my world.”
“Spberry has a
strange name even for our world.”
“You’re the only one
who calls me that!”
After a brief rest,
we collected our thoughts and continued.
“So are we all good,
Wuf Shin? Remember, you don’t need to accept my offer yet.”
“Yeah, that sounds
fine,” Wuf said with a bright youthful expression. He gave off an entirely
different feel from the tired old dog he looked like before.
“By the way. How old
are you?”
“Me? I’m
twenty-five.”
“Twenty-five…”
Doesn’t that make him
well over one hundred in dog years? I wonder how wolfman years are different.
We decided to meet up
there again before going our separate ways with Wuf.
“You sure we
shouldn’t ask him for his contact information?” Sophie asked as we watched him
go.
“I mean, I doubt
someone from another world has a phone or computer.”
“That’s not the
case, according to recent reports. There are people who become pen pals with
those in other worlds via e-mail.”
“Really? Wow…”
So
modern technology is becoming interdimensional technology? I guess if it’s the
same service provider and internet, then maybe…? How’s that supposed to work…?
“Either way, we have
a time and place where we’re gonna meet up, so it should be okay. If he doesn’t
show, then he doesn’t show.”
At the end of the
day, this was his decision to make and not ours. Wuf and Marie barely knew each
other, and a year was a long time for love at first sight to last. I couldn’t
imagine having long-lasting feelings for someone I’d briefly met during a trip.
But the chance to
meet again presented itself, and it was clear they at least had some feelings
for each other.
They were worlds
apart, in a literal sense, and this went for their races and standings within
their own worlds as well. They would each have to overcome these differences of
their own accord to come together in the middle.
My role in this was
to be a witch-turned-cupid, nothing more, nothing less.
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I met up with Marie where we planned, and she
greeted me by happily jumping up and saying, “There you are! Where’s your
friend?”
“She, uh, got a bit
hung up on something…”
On the way to the
meet-up spot, someone saw through Sophie’s disguise, and she ended up getting
swarmed by fans of the world-famous celebrity. It soon devolved into an
impromptu autograph signing event with a police presence watching over the
crowd.
“I have two pieces
of news for you.”
“Is it about him?”
“Yes. Now, I don’t
want you to be surprised when I tell you this, but…”
I told Marie everything. That Wuf was a wolfman from another world and
that he was hesitant to meet Marie again. Marie took it all in and responded
with a hushed “That’s a relief. I’m just happy to hear he remembered me.”
“Aren’t you
surprised he’s a wolfman?”
“Well, yes and no.
Honestly, a part of me thought this might be the case. It was the Celebration
of Worlds, and he was hiding his face, after all. I figured he could be from
another world.”
“Is that right…?”
Marie wasn’t
attracted to him for his looks or due to the romance of their meet-cute, but
his personality. Setting aside whether her feelings would turn into something
serious, I was relieved to hear this about her.
“So he’s not a human
man, but are you still willing to meet him?”
“Yes, I am.” Marie
said this, then continued. “Actually, it wouldn’t be my first run-in with a
wolfman.”
“Oh?”
“It happened a long
time ago, when I was a child. I met a young wolfboy who was lost. I walked
along with him while we searched for his parents. Thinking back on it, we saw
the fireworks together that year, too…”
“What happened to
that boy?”
“Somebody thought he
was a real wolf, like the animal, and that he was trying to attack me. It
caused a big scene, and though I was able to convince everyone I was fine, we
were separated in the commotion. That’s why when I heard he was a wolfman, it
felt like fate, even if he is a different person.”
“That is a pretty
big coincidence.”
Then it hit me—I
remembered what Wuf had told me: that he hid his identity because someone
thought he was a wolf when he was a kid. Maybe, just maybe…Wuf was the same
wolfboy Marie was talking about.
While I tried to decide whether to tell Marie this, I noticed that she
was quietly looking up at the sky.
“Tomorrow is the
last day of the Celebration of Worlds. It’s a shame there will be no fireworks
this year.”
“Do you want to see them
again, too?”
“Yes… The fireworks
are special to me, because they remind me of when I met him. It would’ve been
nice to watch them together with him, just one more time.”
“I think I can make
that happen.”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean there will
be some fireworks in the sky tomorrow. You can count on it.”
The Celebration of
Worlds was going to end the next day. It was the day Sophie and I would hold
the parade as well.
I couldn’t help but
think this was what it would have been like to hold a school festival, if I had
gone to school. I felt a little sad that it was going to end, like I was about
to wake up from a dream.
After I’d left Marie
and headed back home, Sophie showed up while I practiced for the next day in
the front yard and commented, “You sure seem fired up.”
“Oh, you’re back
already?”
“After a few hours
of handshakes and signing things, it feels like my hand is going to fall off.”
“Ha-ha-ha, I bet.
Welp, all’s well that ends well.”
“Spberry. You left
me there to die. You deserve to be punished.”
“Aw, c’mon. I’m
sorry.”
Sophie and I joked
back and forth, and it was clear she wasn’t really mad at me. She ended up
taking a seat on a stump near where I was practicing.
“What are you
doing?” she inquired.
“I’m practicing drawing magic circles with my finger. I almost have the
hang of it, but I don’t want to slip up during the parade, so I figured I’d
practice a little.”
“I can cover you if
something goes wrong.”
“I know, but I need
to learn to do it by myself anyway.”
It was quiet
outside, and there wasn’t a cloud in the darkening sky. Seeing as it was warm
during the day, it wasn’t likely to rain the next day.
“Spberry, I want to
ask you something,” Sophie said out of nowhere. “What drives you?”
“What do you mean?”
“You’re always so
busy helping other people.”
“You think so?”
“Modern people are
less preoccupied with the business of others. It’s rather strange, really. I
mean you, as a person.”
“You don’t need to
go that far with it.”
“Do you do it for
the tears of joy, Spberry?”
“Huh?”
With Sophie being as
clever as she was, it was clear to her that this remark caught me off guard.
“You know… I…”
It took me a moment
to find the right words. I didn’t want to lie about it, after all.
“Honestly, the tears
are important, but that’s not all there is to it.” Sophie looked straight into
my eyes and listened earnestly to my response. “I just want people near me to
be as happy as can be. When people trust me enough to share about themselves
and their past, it makes me happy, and I guess I just want to return the favor.
If I do something that somehow makes someone else happy…it makes me feel like
my life has meaning to it. I hope that doesn’t sound too overexaggerated.”
“It doesn’t. There’s
something else I really want to know, too. Why are you collecting tears of joy
in the first place?”
“Can that…wait till tomorrow?”
“I need to know.
It’s eating away at me. I haven’t had a full night’s sleep because of it. It
could ruin the parade tomorrow, which would tarnish my name. I’d be dropped as
one of the Seven Sages, and it’d be all your fault.”
“I didn’t realize
you had the mental fortitude of a wet paper towel…”
I could tell Sophie
was serious—she was practically threatening me. It didn’t look like I could
wiggle my way out of this one. Not that I was hiding it in the first place. In
fact, I had intended to tell her either way, but I hadn’t found the right time yet.
I wanted to wait until after everything was over…after the parade the next day.
Sophie, however, was
dead set on this. I could see it in her eyes, and I knew now was the time.
“The thing is, I
only have one year left to live. Well, ten months, to be precise.”
I decided to tell
her, and her wide eyes made her shock apparent. It was the most expression I’d
ever seen on her usually emotionless face.
“On my seventeenth
birthday, my teacher told me I have exactly one year left to live and that the
only way I could survive was by using the tears.”
“You’re going to use
a seed of life to extend your life…?”
“You Seven Sages
really know your stuff, eh?”
I cracked a joke,
but her expression remained the same. Her gaze quavered with compassion and
sadness; I could tell she felt conflicted.
“You told me before
that you like magic.”
“Yeah, I do.”
“I hated magic
because of what it took from me. The same could be said for you, though. If
magic didn’t exist, you probably wouldn’t be cursed right now.”
“Do you still like
magic?”
“Yup, I love it. I’m
almost grateful for it.”
“What do you mean?”
I smiled and nodded.
“Remember when you
asked me why I study magic? Well, I thought about my answer to that.”
“Okay.”
“To me, magic is
what brings people together.”
“It brings people
together?”
“There are a ton of
people I know only because of my magic. Including people I’ve saved, in a way.
Sure, maybe the tears of joy were what sent me on this journey, but that’s not
all. I love helping people with my magic.”
“If I remove magic
from this world, it could save you, Spberry. Are you still against me doing
that?”
“Yeah. I mean, I
don’t want to die, of course. But could you imagine how boring the world would
be without magic? The same goes for you, I’m sure. We’ve both lived our lives
for magic. I don’t want to lose mine, and I don’t want you to lose yours,
either.”
“Spberry…”
“There are people
out there who are saved by magic and people who can only remain connected
through it. It’s the reason I met you and the reason we can help Wuf and
Marie.”
I never really
thought about why I started magic; I kind of just went with the flow. But ever
since I was told I only had one year to live, things changed. This was because
there were things only I could do in this world, things magic allowed me to do.
I had the ability to
help people in meaningful ways with my magic, and many people knew me because
of this. Helping people with my magic gave my life meaning.
“What drives me is the people I love, and magic is my greatest ally
when it comes to making their lives better.”
“That’s wrong!”
Sophie shook her
head furiously like a child throwing a tantrum. Her face was scrunched up with
anger, an expression I’d never seen her make before. It was like she’d been
holding these emotions in the entire time, and they came exploding out of her.
Perhaps her past was reminding her of what she lost.
“Magic is not an
ally. It’s trying to steal from me again. First my family, then my place, and
now my friend…”
Sophie’s legs
buckled under her, and she fell to the ground, but I caught her. It felt like I
captured much more than just her slender frame.
“I’m glad you
consider me a friend.”
“A friend, an
assistant, a servant, a slave, a dog. It doesn’t matter what you are—I don’t
want you to go.”
“I think friend is a good word.”
Sophie was ruthless
even when she was sad. But her words made me happy, and she felt precious to
me. I started patting her on the head and saying, “There, there. Everything
will be all right. I won’t die. I want to go to the Celebration of Worlds with
you next year, too.”
“I doubt I’ll have
space in my schedule to come again next year.”
“Is that what you’re
worried about?” Sophie had her idiosyncrasies, but that’s what I liked about
her. “Let me make you a promise. That I’ll live, no matter what.”
“Really…?”
“Really. It’s a
promise. I can’t let myself die yet.”
It was another
reason to live. The last thing I wanted to do before I died was break a
promise.
I looked up to the
sky as the twilight gave way to a starry night.
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The sun went down,
and as soon as the beautiful full moon took its seat high in the night sky,
Sophie stepped in front of the portal.
The outfit she wore
for parades resembled military attire. I’d seen it online before, but when she
wore it, she was like a completely different person—the Witch of Blessings,
Sophie. The outfit made her more proper.
The portal would
close at the end of the parade. The closure of the portal brought an end to
what felt like a long dream.
A large crowd
surrounded Sophie, granting her the necessary space as they watched in
anticipation. I was among them, a spectator just as captivated.
Everyone was there,
people from other worlds and our own. With all eyes fixed on Sophie, she lifted
her hand and, in a manner akin to a fairy, began to spin, her movements
resembling a dance. Orbs of light then started to gather around her. These were
light Spirits, and I wasn’t the only one who could see them. I could hear gasps
of awe, the crowd utterly bewitched by the illusionary spectacle.
Spirits were
normally invisible to the untrained eye, but Sophie made them visible to all.
Borrowing power from the Spirits was a way to enhance and refine magic that
created large-scale phenomena. This wasn’t easy to do, though, and required
immense amounts of magic. It was my first time even seeing Spirits in this way.
The light Spirits
were poised to assist Sophie in orchestrating the parade. Once gathered, and as
the crowd’s anticipation reached its peak, they soared upward into the sky.
Trails of light painted the sky with magnificent illusionary images. They
spread in every direction, then the stream transformed,
evaporating into tiny light particles that gently descended, morphing once
again, this time into fluttering butterflies.
Butterflies of every
color fluttered throughout the sky, filling it with bright and beautiful
colors. This wasn’t the end of the show, though. The town square where we stood
was suddenly illuminated by the full moon. I quickly noticed that the light
came from the ground where we stood; it was glowing faintly. It seemed like
Sophie was using magic to capture the moon’s light and shine it back from the
ground.
It was almost like
we were standing on top of the moon’s reflection in a shallow pond.
“Ooooh,” the crowd
said collectively, and Sophie snapped her fingers, triggering a light to shine
over the dimly lit city of Lapis. I now understood why we’d asked Mayor Carter
to have lights turned off throughout the city. The magical light was some of the
prettiest I’d ever seen.
Sophie continued the
show with a display of magical fire spreading from her feet and radiating out
toward the crowd. The illusionary flames weren’t hot to touch, and they spread
through the crowd only to disappear like a wave.
So much was
happening all at once, both above and below the crowd, that it was almost hard
to take it all in. The sheer level of skill behind the magic was astounding,
lending an almost dreamlike quality to the entire experience.
Sophie captured the
entire crowd with her magic. We all watched as the whole town was painted by a
single witch. The crowd’s awe could be heard throughout the chain of impossibly
grand magic spells.
Sophie was such a
talented mage that it was difficult to tell when she was even casting her
spells. This was the power of a Sage. I found myself enthralled by the fluid
motions she used to work her magic. Luckily, I was able to
snap out of my stupor by lightly smacking my cheeks, because my part was coming
up next.
I emerged from the
crowd and stood next to Sophie, where I whistled. Carbuncle emerged from a
different spot in the crowd, joining us at my feet. I touched my thumb gently
to his forehead and quietly chanted a twelve-verse incantation.
The moment I
finished, Carbuncle grew to an enormous size, turning into the largest creature
anyone at the parade had ever seen.
I hopped onto his
back and called out, “Come on out, everyone!”
My call was met with
the appearance of hundreds upon hundreds of tiny woodland creatures from every
nook and cranny in the city—they were my teacher’s familiars. My little friends
lined up in a perfect formation in front of me. It was time for the parade to
begin.
“Onward, Carbuncle.
Let’s make rounds through the town.”
“Squeak.”
With me on his back,
Carbuncle began to slowly march down the main road, followed by our woodland
friends. The cute spectacle elicited a collective “Awww” from the crowd, and I
knew the show was a hit.
As we progressed
through the city, tiny magical spells I’d prepared beforehand went off. This
included the falling of colorful snow in some places and individual bricks on
the sides of buildings lighting up sporadically. The more the parade went on,
the more Lapis was painted with illusions.
Much like Sophie’s
magic, Carbuncle’s beautiful fur absorbed the moonlight, allowing him to shed a
soft green light and making him into a spectacle himself.
As we moved forward,
I could tell Sophie was still working her magic over the town square, as not a
second went by when the sky wasn’t displaying some sort of magical effect.
After visiting each corner of town, my parade of animals and magical
effects worked its way back toward the town square, where we would hold our
finale. The entire town of Lapis was filled to the brim with colorful magic at
this point.
Everything
progressed perfectly, and I eventually spotted a familiar face from atop
Carbuncle’s back. That face was heading to a spot where I’d promised I’d be.
“I’ll leave the rest
to you, partner.”
“S-squeak?”
I’d be leaving
Carbuncle in the lurch, but I knew he had this. All he needed to do was keep
walking with the rest of the familiars, and the parade was good to go.
I had something else
I needed to take care of.
I hopped off of
giant Carbuncle and ran up to the person in question.
“Wuf, you came.”
Wuf noticed me and
removed his hood while he said, “Hey there, young witch.” Maybe it was due to
the full moon, but something about him seemed tougher than the first time we’d
met.
“I was just heading
to our meeting place, because I didn’t want to break our promise. But is it
really all right for you to be here right now? Don’t you have a parade to run?”
“It’ll be fiiine.
This won’t take long. I just have something to tell you.”
“Oh?”
“A message from
Marie. She’s waiting for you at the place where you two watched the fireworks.”
Wuf’s eyes almost
looked startled when he heard me say this.
“But I…”
“She said she
doesn’t care if you’re a wolfman or whatever. She just wanted to watch
fireworks with you again this year.”
“But I thought there
were no fireworks this year?”
I shook my head as he said this.
“Oh, there’ll be
fireworks all right.”
“Are you sure…?”
“I promise.”
Wuf looked up at the
sky. “Okay, then. Seeing those fireworks up high in the sky used to give me
hope and courage. Just looking at them alone gives me this kind of vigor to
live. Even though I’ve been through a lot, they always bring me back, which is
why I come here every year.”
“Oh yeah?”
“Back when the
townsfolk mistook me for an animal, I was spending the day with a little girl.
I never forgot the fireworks we saw together. You know, Marie kind of reminded
me of that little girl. It was the reason I noticed she wasn’t feeling well the
day I met her. This town’s fireworks show is something special. It brought me
and Marie together. But I didn’t have courage that night. I was afraid of her
seeing what I really am, so I ran away…”
“Do you think you’ll
have the courage to show her tonight?”
“I don’t know. I was
hoping there would be fireworks. I was hoping they could help give me the
strength to accept my own feelings.”
“I think you’ll find
that strength you need.”
As I said this, I
looked down at my wristwatch and noticed it was time to go.
“Wuf, I only ask
that you make this a night that neither of you will regret. And if possible,
I’d like for you two to watch the end of the parade together. I think you’ll
enjoy the fireworks you see tonight more than ever before.”
“Young witch…”
“I have to go now.
Just promise me this. You’ll make a choice you’ll never regret.”
“Okay.”
Wuf nodded, and I smiled back at him.
Then off I went, to
finish the parade.
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I needed to get back to the town square, but the
closer I got, the thicker the crowd became, until I couldn’t progress further.
It seemed that after Carbuncle’s procession, the onlookers all headed toward
the town square to see the finale.
I was at a bit of a
loss, when I noticed the highest point in Lapis—its clock tower.
“That’s where I need
to go…”
The clock tower
marked the town’s square. Going there would bring me where I needed to go, but
the problem was, how was I gonna get there? At this rate, I was going to miss
the finale. I could tell Sophie’s magic was in its final phase.
This was when I
noticed, however, that Sophie’s magic wasn’t all that was in the sky that
night. I squinted, and lo and behold, there was White-Owl. He was flying inside
the magic so as not to block the view, that wise little rascal.
“Hey! White-Owl!
Over here!”
I waved my hand
frantically at him, but he didn’t notice at all.
“Okay, how about
this?!”
I climbed up a
nearby stone wall and whistled as loudly as I could, then noticed him veering
toward me.
By the time he
reached me, I’d already chanted a twelve-verse spell. Carefully timing my jump,
I leaped from the stone wall, which made passersby gasp, but they had nothing
to fear, for in the next instant, I was scooped up by a giant owl. They watched
as I rode him high into the sky, and the gasps quickly turned to cheers and
applause.
“How was that?
Pretty cool, eh?”
White-Owl hooted apathetically in response to my question. Evidently,
this wasn’t enough for him, the cheeky owl.
“Let’s get a move
on! First, we’ll go get Sophie!”
I pointed in the
direction I wanted to go, and White-Owl cleared the distance to Sophie in a
matter of seconds.
Sophie looked
gobsmacked by the sudden appearance of a giant owl. White-Owl swooped down and
picked her up, then brought her straight up into the air, and she let out a
gruff “Oof!” that I wouldn’t tease her for. The audience watched, oohing at the spectacle—it felt great to hear.
“How do you like
them apples, Sophie? Can I put on a show, or can I put on a show?”
Sophie looked up at
me with the enthusiasm of a dead fish.
“Spberry… Remind me
to end your life later…”
Apparently, she
didn’t like being picked up against her will by a giant bird.
White-Owl brought us
both to the clock tower. It was the best spot in town to see all of Lapis.
“There’s a railing,
but you can easily slip right through one of these gaps, so be careful not to
fall.”
“I will.”
The crowd watched us
from far below. The open space where Sophie once stood had already filled up as
well. Everyone was ready for the grand finale.
“It’s pretty up
here,” Sophie murmured softly as she looked up at the moon in the sky, and I
could see her face clearly in its light.
“People aren’t
usually allowed to come up here save for the maintenance man who takes care of
the clock. I guess it’s another bonus to being a witch, eh?”
“There’s lots of
people out there tonight.”
“They came to see us. I bet just as many…no, more people come to see
the parades you always conduct.”
Sophie looked out at
the crowd with a distant gaze.
“When I hold these
parades, it always reminds me of how happy it makes people. It’s funny, but
seeing the crowd like this makes me happy, too. It’s times like these when I
find myself appreciating the magic I’m supposed to hate so much.”
“Do you really hate
magic as much as you say you do, Sophie?”
“What makes you say
that?”
“If you really hated
it, you wouldn’t have put so much effort into mastering it,” I said, then
hopped onto White-Owl’s back, leaving her on the clock tower. “I, for one, love
your magic, Sophie. You should really be more confident in yourself.”
“You’re one to
talk.”
Sophie’s shoulders
slumped; she seemed almost stunned by my remark. I always enjoyed our banter.
“All right, I’ll
leave you to do your thing.”
I gave White-Owl a
signal, and he flapped his wings, ascending into the sky.
The parade was about
to get physical. I constructed white orbs of magic, which I released into the
sky, each orb harboring multicolored magic. I dropped a big batch of them, and
from atop the clock tower, Sophie let loose a magical arrow that struck true.
And then the real
magic happened—a flower of light blossomed in the festive night sky. It let fly
multiple beams of bright, beautiful light that flashed across the heavens. The
vivid burst of light triggered the surrounding orbs I’d dropped, setting off a
chain reaction that quickly filled the air.
I was almost
captivated by the incredible result of my own show, but I didn’t have time to
get distracted—I needed to get the next batch ready. Without a second to spare,
I made more orbs, sent Sophie our signal, she fired her
arrow, and the sky lit up once more.
We did this without
rest, keeping the sky illuminated with brilliant blooms. White-Owl flew through
the air, and I made magical orbs as quickly as I could.
One hundred, two
hundred…at some point, I lost count. I could feel myself getting a sort of
runner’s high from how lively it was. It was certainly far more than I’d ever
made during practice, but for some reason, I didn’t feel tired at all, and I
could also feel that I was pushing myself further than I’d ever gone.
The end, however,
always comes abruptly.
I didn’t know how
many fireworks we sent up, but out of nowhere, my consciousness began to
falter. My vision blurred, and I was seeing double. I had used too much magic.
It all happened much
quicker than I ever could’ve imagined. I didn’t have time to try and fight it
or even push through it. I fell to one knee, which sank deep into White-Owl’s
feathers.
Sophie has been using
magic all night and still has a spring in her step, but I can barely hold on. I
just hope Wuf and Marie saw our fireworks…
Just when I felt my
vision going black and I was about to pass out, I could feel someone prop me
up.
It was my teacher.
“I must admit, you did
well, Meg.”
“Teacher? Why are
you here…?”
“I wouldn’t be able
to call myself a teacher if I wasn’t at least aware of my pupil’s condition.”
So you saw this coming.
Nothing ever gets by you, huh?
“Are you going to
take over…?
“Of course not.
Tonight is your night.”
After my teacher
said this, she held up her hand as if to give a signal,
and I noticed Sophie answer with a nod. Despite being barely conscious, I could
tell there was a strange magical reaction surging throughout Sophie’s entire
body.
“She’ll take care of
the rest for you.”
I felt like Sophie
heard my teacher say this.
Because then it
happened.
The magic Sophie
harbored burst out of her, filling the sky in its entirety all at once. And it
just kept coming—each burst bigger and louder than before.
“Whoa…”
“You should watch
this, Meg. This is Sophie’s true power. You were able to release five thousand
of your own fireworks. Sophie will take care of the remaining twenty-five
thousand.”
“Ha-ha… You Seven
Sages don’t disappoint…”
The field of
blossoming fireworks reminded me of the shows from past years.
“It’s strange,
Teacher… I was able to create way more fireworks…than when we…practiced. I had
way…more power…than I normally do…”
Something about what
I said made my teacher pleased, because she smiled before speaking.
“Magic is strongest
when it carries the feelings from your heart,” she said before taking her eyes
off me and looking down. “See for yourself.” She propped me up to look down,
and in an instant, I knew exactly what she meant.
There stood Wuf and
Marie, watching the fireworks together—watching us. Wuf had his hood down,
which told me he was able to come out of his shell and show his true self to
Marie.
And Marie accepted
him for it.
“I’m glad they could
meet up… You know, Teacher…magic exists to make people happy, doesn’t it?”
“Of course. That’s
why we witches are here.”
As she said this, I
realized something else.
Sophie, who usually wore a stony expression, was looking our way with a
big smile on her face.
And I reciprocated
her infectious smile by smiling back.
And this was how the
Celebration of Worlds came to an end.
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“The town and I owe you so much!”
Mayor Carter came to
visit the manor the day after the festival, and as soon as the door opened, he
bowed his head and said, “This has been one of Lapis’s most successful
festivals ever, and it was all thanks to you, Sophie! With all the extra media
coverage, I’m willing to bet we’ll have a big festival next year, too!”
“That’s nice.”
“I agree. I was
worried about how things would turn out this year when I was injured, but I’m
really glad you pulled through for us.”
“Lady Faust is
right…”
Mayor Carter said
this before turning his gaze to me.
“So, uh, what
exactly is wrong with Meg?”
While the three
chatted, I was lying on the living room sofa. My body was all jiggly and wobbly
like it was made of slime, and I was completely limp. I had barely any life in
me.
My teacher and
Sophie calmly looked over at me as they sipped their tea.
“That is what
happens when a witch uses more magic than she can handle. She made the same
mistake during the portal ceremony, too. Sometimes, it’s hard to believe she’s
my pupil.”
“Spberry is a bit
slow. That’s why she repeats the same mistakes.”
“Waaah! I can’t
mooove!”
“Ah-ha-ha… It looks
like she’s having a bit of trouble.”
When this happened
during the portal ceremony, I got away with a nosebleed and some dizziness, but
this time was completely different. Evidently, depending
on what magic you used, the symptoms of overexerting yourself changed. Talk
about a pain.
While I lay on the
sofa lifeless and limp, Sophie came over and started poking my forehead.
“Stop that…”
“This is fun,” she
said before pinching and stretching my cheeks.
“Staaahp!”
“There’s nothing
more entertaining than teasing someone who can’t fight back.”
“Stop, please! Miss!
Waaah! Teacher, help me!”
“Hopefully this will
be a lesson in mana management.”
My teacher left me
with this and turned her attention back to the mayor.
“So, Mayor. May I
ask what brings you here today?”
“Huh? Oh, well, I
just wanted to thank you personally for yesterday…”
“I know it’s not
only that. They call me the Eternal Witch for a reason, you know.”
“Ah… All right, all
right. I’ve brought some guests with me who wish to see you.”
Guests? The sudden
conversation caught both my and Sophie’s attention.
Mayor Carter then
called over to the front door, “You may come in now.”
It was quiet for a
moment, but then two figures appeared at the front door.
“Wuf… What are you
doing here…?”
I spoke without
thinking, but his presence caught me completely off guard. After all, the
portal was already closed, and people not of this world should’ve returned to
their own homes by now.
“We’re sorry for
barging in like this.”
I was completely
confused, but the mayor came forward, taking out a piece of paper from his
jacket pocket. It wasn’t just any paper, but one made of animal hide…parchment
made of sheep, to be specific.
“I’d like to inform
you that these two submitted an application to our Special Affairs Division…”
“So it’s a contract? That’s rare, in this day in age.”
A contract.
Sophie and I both heard
my teacher say it, and we began to speculate.
At the end of the
Celebration of Worlds, anyone who wasn’t of this world was sent back to their
own. If they didn’t return via the portal, their body would slowly disappear
over the next few days, and they would cease to exist.
People not of this
world weren’t supposed to exist here—they were irregular. This was why when the
portal that tethered them here disappeared, the laws of this world…would soon
begin to reject their existence.
A person whose
existence wasn’t accepted by the world was fated to disappear. It happened
slowly, their presence growing unclear, until they simply ceased to be there at
all. The person would live on, though, as a ghostly form of themself. There
wouldn’t be a way for them to interact with anything tangible, and they would
eventually starve to death or, if that wouldn’t kill them, wander the world as
a ghost for eternity.
There was no way to
interact with a world that was not your own. This was why the visitors only
came once a year for the Celebration of Worlds and would return home when it
finished.
There were, however,
a select few who wished to stay in this world, and for
them, there was the contract. These interlopers needed to wear shackles that
monitored them so they didn’t do anything wrong in this world. Those shackles,
however, also allowed for this world’s laws to recognize their existence and
gave them the power to remain here.
“I’ve learned that
these two fell in love during this year’s festival and have applied to live
together in our world. I thought I would bring them here to introduce you.”
Well, look at that.
Those two wanna live here, eh?
My teacher, as if
she could read my mind, turned to me.
“I trust you have
something to do with this, Meg.”
“Oh, yeah…”
Hearing this, the
mayor responded, “Well, that should make this easy, then. If Miss Raspberry is
involved with their relationship, then there’s no need for me to explain it.”
“Whatever the case
may be, it does not change what we shall do. The contract is simple, so long as
both parties agree to it,” my teacher said, Wuf and Marie watching quietly as
she stood before them. “However, a man and woman brought together by fleeting
emotions are liable to come back, begging me to end their contract… I’ve seen
it before. I cannot bind you two so flippantly. Whatever happens, you will be
in this world for a minimum of one year. This is a serious commitment, and it
is one I trust you are both willing to make?”
My teacher said this
as if to prod the couple’s feelings. Her gaze was stern—she would see through
any lie or deception. If either of them spoke without thinking, my teacher
would know.
“Faust.”
It was Sophie who
broke the mounting tension.
“These two will be
fine. You have my word.”
“It’s awfully rare
for you to say such a thing.”
With Sophie’s
unexpected remark, the tension in my teacher’s expression eased.
“But if Sophie insists, then I have no reason to doubt her judgment.”
“Well then, Lady
Faust. I take it this means…”
My teacher nodded at
the mayor’s words.
“Yes. I will bind
them via the contract.”
The smiles on both
Marie’s and Wuf’s faces looked genuinely happy when they heard this. They
looked at each other and exchanged those smiles. My teacher observed them and
then took out a pair of reading glasses before scanning the parchment.
“Now, who will be
their witness?”
“T-Teacher… If you
would allow me…”
I barely managed to
say this but was rejected by my teacher. “Don’t be foolish. Look at yourself;
you’re a wobbly blob. To form the contract requires a certain amount of mana,
I’ll have you know. In your current state, you would probably flub it up.”
“Nooo…”
“It’s fine. I’ll do
it.” Sophie gently took the parchment out of my teacher’s hands. “I want you to
let me do it.”
“Oh? That’s fine by
me, but are you sure?”
“I am.”
“Well then, go
ahead.”
I watched with awe
as Sophie filled out the parchment, then used a knife to cut her finger and
stamped the page with her own blood.
“I have one
request.”
Sophie turned to Wuf
and Marie with a stern look on her face.
“I want you to
promise me you’ll both be happy.”
“Yes… We can promise
that.”
Hearing this, Sophie
gave them a big smile, then held her hand over the parchment and chanted her
spell.
“Upon my name I ask
thee to act, bind these two souls by contract.”
When she said this, a ring that fit perfectly appeared on the ring
fingers of both Wuf’s and Marie’s hands.
“What’s this…?”
asked Marie in confusion.
Sophie nodded to
her.
“It is proof of the
contract. It is proof that you swore to the world that you would be together,
and it has accepted your promise.”
“Proof…”
“You need to take
care of your rings. So long as you keep them on, you can always be together.”
The couple looked at
each other’s rings. Even though they’d thought they would never see each other
again, the world had accepted that they could live together.
For Wuf and Marie,
this must’ve felt like a lifelong dream coming true.
The large tears that
ran down each of their faces spoke more to this than anything.
“Finally… We can be
together.”
“I’ll never let you
go. Never.”
The two shared the
heartfelt, tearful moment together.
And they shared two
tears with me, which fell into my bottle.
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“I’ll be off, then.”
Soon after Wuf,
Marie, and the mayor left, Sophie decided to leave for London. She had another
parade there waiting for her.
My body had finally
recovered, and I accompanied my teacher to the door where we saw her off.
“You really helped
out this time. Thank you.”
“Come by anytime you
want to hang out. I’ll make sure to have some delicious treats on hand.”
Just as she was
about to go, something occurred to me, and I called out to her, “Sophie.
There’s something I want to ask you before you go.”
“What?”
“Why did you decide
to be Wuf and Marie’s witness?”
My question seemed
to catch her by surprise, as she looked back at me.
“What do you mean?”
“You just don’t seem
like the type to get involved with that kind of thing.”
“Well… It’s your
fault, really.”
“My fault?”
“I figured if I took
a page from your magic-loving book, maybe I could learn to love it, too. That’s
why I used my magic to help them.”
The expression on
Sophie’s face as she said this made her seem like a different person from when
I met her. She was trying to change, taking baby steps to face her past.
“So how’d it feel?
Do you like magic now?”
“Nope. Actually, it
was kind of a pain. I still hate magic, but…” She smiled. “I don’t think I want
to remove it from the world anymore.” Sophie’s eyes were locked with mine.
“Just as you said magic was a way for you to connect with people, I’ve connected
to my friend with magic.”
“Sophie…”
“Spberry. I want you
to promise me one thing. You’re not allowed to die until I say it’s okay. If
you die before that, I’ll kill you. Even if I have to chase you into the
afterlife.”
“That makes no
sense…”
You know, Inori said
something similar. Maybe all Sages think alike?
“That’s what I
intend to do anyway.”
We watched Sophie go
until we could no longer see her, then my teacher remarked, “And there she
goes. Perhaps what Sophie needed most was not an adult who understood her, or a
teacher, but a friend her own age.”
“Is that why you
asked for her to be your replacement?”
“That, my child,
shall remain a mystery.”
My teacher had a way
of shrugging off the big questions.
Would it hurt to
entertain your apprentice once in a while?
I was giving her a
mean stare from behind when she changed the topic once more. “About that wolfman.
It seems he’s pursuing a career in fireworks.”
“He’s going to be a
fireworks maker?”
“Yes, he told me it
was what he did in his own world, too. It seems that with our town’s fireworks
maker gone, he wants to take up the mantle.”
“Wait, do you
think…?”
“That he became a
fireworks maker because of the fireworks here? That’s precisely the reason.”
I removed the bottle
from my belt. There were two more tears in my collection. They were Wuf’s and
Marie’s.
“It’s funny how
things come full circle, isn’t it?”
“Oh, is that all you
collected during the celebration?”
“Huh?”
“You were talking as
if you were going to acquire all one thousand during the festivities.”
“Oh crap! Darn it!
This is nothing!”
I’d completely
forgotten about my scheme to use Sophie to collect one thousand tears during
the festival. I slumped over in dismay but soon felt a sympathetic tap on my
shoulder.
“Thanks to you, the town will have fireworks again next year. I must
admit, you did quite well.”
With a smile, she
continued. “Not bad. Not bad at all.”
With the festival over,
everything was back to normal in the town of Lapis—save for a few small
details.
A young girl who
hated magic had begun to accept it.
Two souls long
separated managed to reunite and were now determined to live together.
And I had a new,
precious friend.
I closed my eyes
tightly, and I could see a clear new vision. It was of next year’s festival,
and I was there.
I went back to my
everyday life with an even stronger desire to live on.
The Eternal Witch, Lady Faust, reigned at
the pinnacle of magic as one of the Seven Sages, but for the past few days, an
eerie cackle had echoed throughout her manor.
“Eh-heh… Hee-hee-hee…
Ha-ha…”
This laugh was
sinister, emanating from the darkest shadows, and with each passing day, it
grew louder. It was akin to the darkness of the dead of night.
“Ooo-hee-hee-hee,
ha-ha!!”
“Argh! Will you stop
doing that, Meg?!”
I was grinning to
myself in my room when my teacher burst in. She was absolutely livid.
“What’s the matter?
Why would you barge in on me all mad during my alone time?”
“Because you’re
laughing all night like a complete lunatic!”
“You’re upset with
my laugh…? What’s wrong with the beautiful laugh of a young seventeen-year-old
maiden such as myself?”
“You sound like a
forty-year-old man chortling to yourself in here. And it’s not just me; the
familiars have had enough of your antics as well.”
“The animals?”
My teacher then
produced a letter and handed it to me. I opened it and found a note written in
tiny, scribbled handwriting that said, Please do something
about Meg’s annoying laugh.
“Whoa, this is actually impressive. I didn’t know the familiars could
write… Right, White-Owl?”
White-Owl flinched
when I said this.
“There aren’t many
of them who can read, after all. But I remember you teaching yourself how to
read. By the way, Teacher. Did you know they put birds on skewers and roast
them in the East? They eat the wings, the skin, and even the rump.”
The more I said with
my monotone voice, the more White-Owl began to tremble. I half expected him to
start having a little seizure, when my teacher quietly stepped in. “Enough.
There is no reason to take this out on your familiar. And he’s right. Your laughing
is very disturbing.”
“That’s just how I
laugh, though…”
My teacher then
shifted her eyes to my tear bottle on my desk.
“Well, would you
look at that? Your collection is growing. Is this what has you laughing so
often?”
“Pretty much, yeah.”
There were thirty
tear shards inside my bottle. My teacher picked it up and gave it a gentle
shake.
“Twenty-two of these
appear to be tears of joy, and eight from other emotions, it looks like.”
“Do those eight end
up being useless to me?”
“We’ll have to see…
All the tears you’ve collected thus far are pure, so there may be a way to substitute
them in.”
“Oh, that’s a
relief. It’s impossible enough to get a thousand tears when you have no idea
what kind of tears you’re gonna get.”
“Shards of emotion
are just that powerful.”
“You know, I’ve been
wondering what these shards of emotion are in the first place. Inori had no
idea, and I can’t find a book that has much about them, either. I don’t really
know where else to look.”
There was nothing on
the tears needing to be of joy and what the concept of
purity meant. I didn’t know what my teacher was looking at when she inspected
my tears.
The only thing I
knew was that shards of emotion were no longer used in modern magic, which was
why they were so mysterious.
When I asked about
them, my teacher’s expression appeared somewhat lonely.
“Mages no longer
know about shards of emotion. It’s been long forgotten in the pages of
time—what mages should aim for…and what’s important.”
“What do you mean by
that?”
“That, my child, you
will have to figure out on your own. For now, you should focus on collecting as
many tears as you can.”
As my teacher said
this, she examined the bottle with an upset look on her face. She then shook
the bottle, as if inspecting it for something in particular.
“How did you get
these tears anyway?”
“Huh? You know,
helping people, hearing them out… Lots of things. It was tough collecting just
those thirty alone, you know.”
“I must say, you’ve
been able to gather quite a few in a short time.”
“Yeah, you get used
to it after a while.” I nodded smugly. “I’ve got a nose for this sort of thing
now. Such as noticing a mum with a bratty kid, or an elderly woman having
trouble walking. I try to find people who look like they will need help soon. I
also got one by simply being nice to a salesman who was feeling stressed out
from work. It’s getting pretty easy.”
“You sure seem
confident in yourself.”
“What can I say?
This is what getting good looks like. I mean, I even
helped Sophie pull off one of the biggest jobs ever.”
Ever since the
Celebration of Worlds and its parade, I’d improved my
magic control. Although I overexerted myself during the portal ceremony and
parade, through practice, I was beginning to better manage my mana.
With my knowledge of
magic gradually growing, using different magic spells was no longer so imposing
an endeavor. This was what gave me confidence.
“Meg, you aren’t
allowed to use magic until I say so.”
“Huh?”
I was left
dumbfounded by my teacher’s sudden decree, but she seemed unfazed by my
reaction. I weakly opened my mouth to question her.
“Wh-why, though?”
My voice was shaking
while I said this.
“Because at this
rate, it will ruin you.”
“Why’s that…?”
“Place your hand on
your heart and think. You need to find this answer for yourself. Me simply
telling you holds no significance.”
With that, my
teacher left the room—leaving me alone.
“What the heck?” No
one was there to answer. “I don’t… What?”
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“What am I supposed to do now?”
With a thump, I placed my forehead on the table where I sat. My
companion Carbuncle gave me a cute “Squeak” of encouragement
before jumping onto the back of my head. My friend Fine sat at the other side
of the table with a cup of black tea and a surprised look on her face.
I was at her house,
ranting about my troubles.
“Here I thought she
was impressed with the number of tears I’d collected, then she hits me with a
rule that I can’t use magic anymore. I don’t know what to
think! I swear, I’m gonna smack that old woman when I get home.”
“Let’s be civil…
Surely she’s doing this for you, right? I doubt Lady Faust is the type to be
strict just to take you down a notch.”
“Well, yeah… That’s
true.”
Fine was right;
everything my teacher did had meaning. Whenever she had me do something, there
was also a rhyme and reason to it.
Like it would teach
me a lesson or help me realize something.
That was why this
time, I just needed to figure out what that something was.
I knew the
importance of being able to think on my own—it was something my teacher had
taught me.
“Maybe she doesn’t
want you using your magic for evil.”
“There’s no way.
She’d kill me if I did that anyway. I’ve been using magic for years.”
“Maybe someone in
town filed a complaint about you?”
“I don’t think so. I
mean, all I’m doing is making people cry tears of joy. If someone files a
complaint for that, I’m countersuing.”
“Hmm, this is hard…”
Fine breathed a
small sigh before cocking her head at a new thought.
“How hard is it to
get someone to cry tears of joy anyway?”
“It was tough until
I figured out the trick to it. Little girls and overworked businessmen are
pretty easy to get to cry if you know how to work ’em.”
“You sound more like
a con artist than a tear artist.”
Fine, shocked by my
words, smiled awkwardly as she drank her tea before murmuring, “It’s a shame,
though. To hear you talking about people’s tears like that. I never pegged you
as the type to talk about people like this.”
“Why’s that?”
“Don’t you think tears of joy are something a person only sheds when
they are at their happiest? I liked it better when you treated each and every
tear with more significance.”
Each and every tear is
significant.
This struck a chord.
“I mean, I don’t
think I treat these tears any different.”
“That’s good, if you
say so.”
In a way, she was
right. With every tear I collected, I was growing more apathetic. The feeling
when I got my first tear compared to the more recent ones was not quite the
same. But that didn’t mean I considered the newer ones any less important. The
only reason there was a problem at all was because the animals told on me when
I was gazing at my bottle of tears every night with glee.
At the same time, I
recognized that maybe my glee wasn’t for the tears themselves but how validated
I felt as I acquired more and more. Maybe I was happier with the sheer number
of tears I was pulling in than anything else…
“You need to hold
each and every tear dear to yourself.”
Fine followed with
this soft statement, as if she could see right through my introspection.
“I need one thousand
in a year, though? It’s a massive challenge even without my life being on the
line. Don’cha think it’s kind of impossible to put that much focus on the tears
themselves?”
“Yeah, you’re
probably right, but Lady Faust said you were going to ruin yourself at this
rate, right? Maybe the value of your tears comes from the value you place in
them?”
“I think they’re
different. It’s not like the tears I’ve collected have changed at all.”
While I rejected her
guess, I wasn’t confident in myself as I said it.
Seeing this, Fine
smiled gently.
“What’re you smilin’
about? Can’t ya see I’m depressed here?”
“Sorry, it’s just funny that despite how upset you are with Lady
Faust’s decision, you still obey her. You’re a lot more diligent than you let
on. It’s a bit fun to watch.”
“Listen ’ere, toots.
Ya wanna watch something fun, go to a movie theater.”
As I joked with
Fine, she noticed the time on her watch and stood up, saying, “Oh no. I’m
sorry, I just remembered I have an appointment after this.”
“What’s so important
that you’re gonna leave your best friend high and dry? It better not be a date
with some guy.”
“Oh, uh… Kinda?”
“Wait, seriously?”
“I’ll tell you about
it later.”
I left Fine’s house,
though it was more like she kicked me out. With the sudden news taking a
heavier toll on me than I predicted, I wandered aimlessly through town.
Fine has a boyfriend? I
didn’t know she was seeing anybody. I’ve never dated anyone before, either. My
friend’s becoming an adult…
“I don’t know what I
expected. Fine is a student, and I am some old lady’s assistant…”
As I walked along
with my shoulders slumped, my two familiars found their way to me.
“All I have is you
two.”
I squatted down to
pet them, and they both closed their eyes in happiness.
“The last thing I
want to become, though, is some crazy cat lady, or familiar lady in my case.”
As soon as I said
this, I watched as my two familiars quickly shifted to try and distance
themselves. White-Owl managed to fly away, but Carbuncle wasn’t so fortunate. I
picked him up by the scruff of his neck and brought his face close to mine, but
he did everything he could to keep our eyes from meeting.
“I’m in the mood for
meat for dinner tonight.”
I could feel through Carbuncle’s scruff that a shudder ran down his
spine.
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As I meandered down the street with nowhere in
mind to go, I left Lapis’s residential area and entered downtown. Here,
markets, restaurants, apparel stores, and other places to shop lined the
streets. Even though it was the middle of a weekday, it was relatively busy,
with a mix of housewives, elderly citizens, and businesspeople in suits.
“Hey, this was the
spot where I got my last tear.”
I thought back to a
few days earlier, when I’d visited the town square.
The man was young and dressed in a suit. He was
hired by his company soon after graduating from college but had to work late
into the night every night because of how tough the work was. I came across him
just after his first major negotiation—one he had painstakingly managed to
organize—had unfortunately fallen through. He was sitting on a bench, a picture
of dejection, seemingly unable to muster the strength to return to his company.
Seeing him sitting in the cold, I handed him a cup of coffee, heard him out,
and then made him some incense to try and cheer him up.
Reflecting back on
it, something I said to him made him shed a tear of joy at some point during
the exchange.
“No one’s been kind to
me in so long.”
I’m pretty sure it was
something like that.
“He said something like that, right?” I asked
Carbuncle, and he shook his head. His attitude suggested it wasn’t that he
didn’t remember but that he didn’t know. He probably
wasn’t listening when the man and I spoke.
“Hmm, well, for him
to cry, I must’ve said something really touching. Maybe for a guy new to his
company, having a young seventeen-year-old girl hear him out when he was at his
lowest was enough to cheer him up.”
Carbuncle shook his
head at this remark as well.
Well, what do you know?
Setting that aside,
all I did was hear the man out. Nothing more, nothing less. I could hardly
remember what he looked like, which made me feel sort of bad.
I needed to bring in
more tears. I didn’t have time to pay attention to things like details or
faces. Building relationships with people took time and energy, two things I
was running short on.
“There’s a big
difference between spending a bunch of time only to get one tear and banging
’em out one after another—a difference that could mean life or death for me. I
don’t have time to be concerned more with the journey than the reward, right?”
“Squeak?”
I’d already wasted
too much of what little time I had. Despite a need to find a way to make up for
lost time, my teacher wasn’t going to let me use magic.
“Ugh… Maybe I should just use magic.”
Only a few days had
passed since the end of the Celebration of Worlds. The reason I was able to
accumulate so many tears so quickly was partially due to luck but mainly thanks
to my talent as a mage. I was beginning to think that maybe I could get the tears
I needed without my teacher. At the same time, a part of me knew this wasn’t
the case.
“Hello there, Meg.”
I snapped out of my
deep thoughts and looked up to find an old man I’d never met before standing
before me. Actually, he did seem kind of familiar… Who was he again?
I returned his hello
and continued walking. Not far from there, however, an old woman did the same
and said, “Hello, Meg. Thank you for the other day.” I didn’t know who she was,
either.
“Ah, ha-ha, don’t
mention it.”
Once more, I hurried
along to get away.
“Oh, if it isn’t Meg.”
“Hello, Miss Witch.”
“Meg, thanks for the
other day.”
“Ah! Meg!”
“Meeeg, waaait!”
“It’s always good to
see you doing well, Meg.”
What’s going on? It
feels like I’m running into somebody I barely know every other block.
It wasn’t rare for
people to greet me on my trips to the city, but it was starting to get weird
today. This was already double the number of people who usually greeted me, an
amount I’d never experienced before.
I had an idea what
the reason could be, though: the parade Sophie and I held.
Sophie Hayter. One
of the Seven Sages and a young genius who shook the world. With her captivating
beauty and unfathomable magical prowess, the public loved her—and I’d had the
chance to hold a parade here in Lapis with her.
The parade was
enough for our town to be all over the news, so it made sense that people I
didn’t know now recognized me.
“I didn’t realize
everyone was so in the loop with the latest news. I guess people are more
easily starstruck than I thought. Most of these people wouldn’t talk to me had
I not been a part of the parade.”
This comment seemed
to confuse Carbuncle, who cocked his head to the side. He looked like he wanted
to say something.
What do you know?
We left the market
area and continued down the street to where the train station was. This was the
only railroad in Lapis, and it connected to the neighboring big cities. With
the trains being easily subject to inclement weather, there were already plans
to create a subway system, but it was going to take a long time before they
finished. Certainly not in my lifetime.
My aimless
meandering brought me there. Usually, I would be running errands, taking care
of the plants, or studying magic around this time, but I didn’t have any
motivation.
This was when I
caught sight of a woman pushing a stroller. She seemed young and was the type
of person I usually profiled for my tear-jerking shenanigans as of late. I’d
watch to see when she might need help, then swoop in when the chance presented
itself.
While I thought
this, our eyes met, and she appeared to smile at me.
Who’s she smiling at?
Me?
I was so caught off
guard by this that I looked around for someone else. I didn’t want to wave at
her only for someone she knew to pop up from behind me—that’d be embarrassing.
It wasn’t the case,
though, because I was the only person there. She seemed to be smiling at me.
There’s no way that
smile’s for me, though, right?
C’mon, Meg, we need to
remember. I bet we know her.
We definitely do not. I
have no memory of her.
Way to sound like a
corrupt politician feigning ignorance in court.
Yeah
right. We were never the sharpest tool in the shed.
Hey, don’t be mean.
The Megs in my mind
held an emergency meeting.
While the many
iterations of me in my mind bickered among themselves, the woman approached me.
When I took notice of this, the Megs from the meeting all screamed and started
running around like chickens with their heads cut off.
“Miss Witch! I’m glad
to see you again! Thank you so much for the other day.”
The woman grabbed my
hand and gave me a big smile.
“Yeah, nooo. It’s
fiiine, ha-ha-ha,” I replied, trying to play it cool despite my confusion. What
was she talking about? Maybe she was mistaking me for a different witch? The
only two witches in town were my teacher and I…
“You really saved
me.”
“Mm-hmm, always glad
to help when I can.”
“Do you have a
minute? I’d really like to thank you, maybe buy you a cup of tea.”
“Ah, uh…”
I tried to say no but
couldn’t quite find the words. My muddled brain couldn’t come up with a reason
to reject her offer.
“I’ve actually been
looking for you, so I’m glad I finally found you.”
“Oh… Thanks.”
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The two of us entered a nice little café near the
station. It was a bit awkward to be drinking tea with someone I didn’t know.
“I’m so thankful you
came when you did. I don’t know what I would’ve done without you.”
“I-is that right?”
It looked like I was going to have to go all in on this. I would talk
to her and try to fish for details to help me remember who she was.
You got this, Meg
Raspberry.
“That was a doozy…
About your baby…”
“Ah yes. The little
one can be such a ball of energy.”
“But it’s a good
thing we found her.”
“I’m sorry? Found
her?”
“No, I mean you
found me! I actually wanted to see you again, after all! Ah-ha-ha!”
“Yes, me too. I’m
happy that Lapis has a witch like you, because were it not for you, my husband
and I would’ve gotten into a big fight.”
“Family first, eh?”
“I agree. So many
couples nowadays break up over the tiniest of things, so I was really worried.”
“Well, you know men.
They have their little stints with women here and there…”
“Women?
“Not that your
husband did!”
This is hell. Somebody,
please save me.
A cold sweat began
running down my back, when the woman suddenly took a familiar-looking pocket
watch out of her pocket and set it on the table.
“Here it is, by the
way. The watch you fixed. It still works.”
This helped me
remember who she was: the watch lady from the other day.
Her baby
accidentally broke the watch, which was a gift from the woman’s mother-in-law.
It wasn’t the baby who broke the watch, though, but simply that the Spirits
within had disappeared.
She seemed
distraught over it, so I approached her and replaced the watch’s Spirits,
allowing it to start working again.
When she saw the watch working again, she must’ve cried from the relief
she felt.
“So it wasn’t
actually broken but just lost its Spirits. Do I have that right?”
“Yeah, Spirits can
be finicky. Some Spirits just don’t like watches, so I called for some that do
and got an answer, I guess you could say…”
The more we spoke
about it, the more I remembered.
That’s right, this lady
reminded me of Fine. I figured if I helped her fix her watch, she would maybe
cry a tear of joy for me.
It was a simple
thought process but exactly what happened.
It’s not as if I was
taking advantage of her or anything, but there was no pure desire to help this
woman for the sake of helping her.
I’d just wanted
tears, that’s all. Tear farming had become a daily task for me, not even a
mission. I figured I could simplify the process based on my past experiences.
The more I reflected on it, the worse I felt about how shallow I’d been. It was
like the guilt wrapped tightly around my heart.
While skills and
experience were needed to help people, this only related to magic itself and
had little to do with the inner workings of human emotion.
“You get used to it
after a while. I figured out the trick to it.”
Get used to what? What
trick is there to figure out?
At some point, I’d
lost touch with myself. I could feel my face getting hot as I realized this.
In the beginning, I
felt so happy when I received pure emotion from somebody else. It was what let
me know I was truly helping them.
When did it happen?
When did I stop looking at the face of the person I was trying to help? When
did I stop caring about them?
We
left the café, and the woman headed for the train station. I learned that she
wasn’t even from this town and that she just so happened to be here to buy
something on the day we met. Evidently, she’d come all the way back, just in
search of me.
“Are you okay, Miss
Witch? You don’t look so well.”
“Huh? Oh… Yeah, I’m
fine.”
The woman seemed
worried about me. She leaned in to get a better look at my face, and it was the
first time I really looked at hers.
She was a beautiful
young woman with a mole next to one of her eyes. There was genuine kindness in
her gaze; she gave off an air of purity. This should’ve been what I thought on
the day we met, and realizing I was only taking this in now served to confuse
me more.
She wasn’t just
pretty but stunningly beautiful. So much so that I was starting to stutter even
though we were both girls. I was starting to get nervous simply being next to
her—that’s how pretty she was.
So I wasn’t even
looking at people’s faces when I was on the prowl for tears? I must’ve filtered
them out while I talked with them.
I was sure this
woman wasn’t the only person I’d done this to. I couldn’t remember the faces of
anyone I’d helped the past few days. The only thing I saw in people was
personal gain. That was it.
Ever since the
festival ended, I was blinded by pride in myself as a witch. I realized I’d
been full of myself because of what I’d accomplished.
“Are you sure you’re
all right? You seem upset about something. I’ll lend you an ear if you need
someone to talk to.”
“No, it’s nothing
really…uh…Miss.”
“Rachael.”
“Huh?”
“That’s my name. We haven’t exchanged them yet.”
“Ah, I’m Meg. Meg
Raspberry.”
“Meg. Heh, it’s
funny to introduce ourselves now after all this time.”
“You’re right.”
I didn’t even
introduce myself when we met. That’s how oblivious I’d been.
“You are a witch who
can open the hearts of others.”
I remembered what my
teacher had said to me a while back. I wasn’t sure if this was the case
anymore.
“Rachael. What do
you do when you think you’ve done something wrong?” I asked her without really
thinking about it.
Rachael seemed
caught off guard by my question.
“Something wrong?”
“How should I put
it? Like when someone everyone calls nice is actually doing things for other
people for their own gain without even realizing it themselves, but then they
suddenly realize who they really are.”
This time, she
seemed utterly confused, which made sense. This wasn’t something that happened
every day.
“Sorry, I didn’t
mean to ask you such a strange question. You can just forget about it.”
Rachael shook her
head, though, and began to respond.
“If that person
thinks what they did was wrong, then they should probably accept that they were
wrong and start over again.”
“Start over…”
“Everyone makes
mistakes. I think what’s important is how you change after you do.”
“Do you think I can
change?”
“I’m sure of it, if you really want to.”
Rachael then smiled,
and it was like the smile of a goddess.
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I escorted Rachael to the train turnstile before
continuing my slow walk through town. I was feeling gloomy, despite her having
cheered me up a bit. I didn’t really know what to make of it. I was never one
to let myself get upset like this. Worrying too much about things wasn’t in my
nature. I just wanted to think about something else, but it felt like there was
a weight on my heart.
My aimless wandering
brought me to a staircase that led to one of the highest points in town. This
spot was far from the center of town, where my walk began, and it was somewhere
I rarely visited.
At the bottom of the
stairs was an old woman carrying a big paper bag. She was sitting down, and it
was clear that she needed a helping hand. At the same time, I knew helping her
probably wouldn’t earn me a tear. No one in their right mind would cry over
some groceries.
“Hello there,
Granny. Do you need a hand?”
I asked her if she
needed help anyway. Maybe I wouldn’t have if I were the same as I’d been
earlier. I probably would’ve left her to her own devices in search of more
tears.
But not anymore—I
needed to change, and this would be my first step. I wanted to start over
again.
It didn’t matter if
the woman wasn’t going to cry after I helped her. There was a version of me who
asked if she needed help and one who didn’t, and I wanted to be the one who
did.
I wanted to be proud
of who I was.
It was a long set of
stairs, and I had the old woman on my back while I carried her bag in my hands.
Evidently, this old woman lived on top of the highest hill in town.
“Are you all right?
You don’t need to carry me. Want me to get off?”
“There’s no need! A
girl also keeps her word!”
As I spoke, my
breath came out in heavy pants, visible in the cold air. Despite the chilly
temperature, sweat trickled down my forehead. My breath formed white clouds in
the frigid air, and I noticed a bit of snot running from my nose.
Why am I, a witch,
partaking in such manual labor? Situations like this are what magic is for! I thought to myself in
exhaustion.
I could make the
groceries weigh nothing using antigravity magic or use a muscle-enhancement
spell to make these stairs a cakewalk…though the soreness I’d experience the
next day would be a killer.
I think I’ve learned my
lesson today. I’ve reflected on what I’ve done wrong and am trying to better
myself for it.
So maybe I should just
do it—use magic.
I could hear the
devil whispering temptation in the back of my mind. I shook my head, freeing it
from the devil’s grip, and focused on the task at hand.
I was trying to
restart. Making this trip up this steep hill was like a ceremony for me to get
back up while I was down.
“Agh, I’m knackered.”
After finally making
it to the top and setting both the groceries and the grandmother down, I limply
slumped onto the ground like a pile of sludge. I rolled over, looking up at the
sky to see the first few stars of the night faintly make their appearance as
the day quickly turned into night. With nothing but the setting
sun to warm me, the wind was cold but somehow comfy at the same time.
“You must be, after
that.”
The old woman
hobbled over, peering down at me on the ground.
“I do appreciate it.
Those stairs aren’t usually a problem for me, but I hurt my back recently. I
should probably start thinking about my age.”
“You think you can
make the rest of the trip alone?”
“Yes. I really do
appreciate what you’ve done for me.”
With a smile, the
old woman took a seat on one of the steps.
“You’re Meg, Lady
Faust’s apprentice, aren’t you? I heard you’ve been running around town,
helping people out. You’re such a good person.”
“Y-yeah… Where did
you hear that from?”
“Here and there. At
the market and on the street. I’ve heard about it from a few people.”
“Wow… I wonder why.”
I sat up. “Do you think it’s because of the magic parade Sophie and I held?
Maybe everyone saw me helping her.”
“What magic parade?”
“You know, the one
during the Celebration of Worlds.”
“Ah… Those were some
fireworks. I heard one of the Seven Sages came to help Lady Faust. Our Lady
Faust must be quite the historic figure.”
“Yeah… Erm, did you
know about me?”
“No, I’m sorry. I
didn’t realize you were part of the parade. It was so crowded that I doubt many
people had the chance to see you. You know how packed with tourists Lapis gets
during the festival.”
“That’s true…”
I was under the
impression that I’d become famous thanks to my role
working with a world-renowned witch, but it was likely that the townspeople
didn’t even know I’d been part of the parade at all.
All I did during the
festival was help Sophie. Anyone there to see the show was there to see her.
Just how it was uncommon to know the faces and names of staff at an event, or
the manager of a celebrity, no one probably even realized I was a part of the parade
at all.
The reason people
around town knew me was because of the work I’d done.
I must’ve been working
harder than I thought. It made sense, too, seeing as my life was on the line.
As I was lost in my
own thoughts, the old woman brought me back to the moment by saying, “Isn’t it
beautiful?”
I looked up and saw
what she was referring to.
From this spot, we
could see the entire town of Lapis glowing under the evening sun.
This was the town I
loved, and my home.
Oh, right.
It dawned upon me.
I’ve always loved the
people who live in this town. I helped them because I wanted to.
Somewhere along the
way, I’d forgotten this.
“It’s your reward.”
“A reward?”
“A thanks, from
Lapis to its citizen who goes out of her way, every day, to make the town
better—to Lapis’s Witch.”
“You might be
right…”
I
walked the grandma to her house before heading back to the station. I took the
long way back.
“I’m Lapis’s Witch…”
It was the nickname
the granny gave me. Something about it made me proud.
My feet, which had
felt like weights before, felt lighter—it made me want to skip.
I skipped through
town, past the residential area, and through a crowd of people.
“Oh, it’s Meg.”
“Good day, Miss
Witch. Are you on your way home?”
“Thanks for
everything, Meg.”
“There she is again!
It’s Meg!”
“Meeeg! Bye-byyye!”
The townspeople called
out to me as I went by, and I could see their faces now.
They were the
townspeople I loved. I hadn’t been paying attention to them these past few
days.
I thought I didn’t
know them, but now that I took them in, I realized I was friends with almost
every one of them.
“Miss Witch.”
I heard a voice call
to me from behind, and I turned to see a young man wearing a suit. I knew
exactly who he was.
“Oh, hey. What a
coincidence. I hope you’re feeling better about your job.”
“Are you on your way
home?”
“Nah, I’m taking a
walk.”
“Oh, perfect. I have
something for you to thank you for the other day.”
He took out a paper
bag, and I took it, saying, “Thanks.” It had freshly baked bread in it.
“Wow, this is from that bakery on the corner. This is my teacher’s
favorite.”
“I actually just
bought it. I was going to go bring it to you.”
“That would be a
trip. You didn’t need to do that.”
The man shook his
head.
“I wanted to thank
you. It felt like my head was about to explode the other day with how stressful
my work was, but I had no one to talk to about it. When you showed up out of
nowhere and listened to me…it honestly felt like you saved me.”
“That’s a bit
dramatic.”
“I still remember
what you told me.”
“Did I say something
good?”
“You told me I
should be proud of myself.”
“Oh?”
“Yeah, you said I
should always be proud of myself. That sometimes things might not work out, but
I should always believe in myself, no matter what. Your words really stuck with
me.”
After he said this,
he bowed respectfully.
“When you found me,
nothing I tried was going right, and…well, it made me lose confidence in
myself. But you let me know that if I was doing what I was supposed to be
doing, then everything was all right. Your words really pulled me out of a dark
place.”
“Hey, c’mon. All I
did was lend an ear. You don’t have to bow like that.”
“Oh, I…”
“The bread is more
than enough. If you ever have any more trouble, I’m always willing to lend a
hand. Or an ear.”
The man looked up
and quietly smiled.
“Okay. I might take
you up on that offer. It’s good to know that Lapis’s Witch is on my side.”
I
watched him go and took a deep breath.
“Lapis’s Witch.
That’s a fine witch name, is it not, Meg?”
I turned around and
found the Eternal Witch, Lady Faust, standing behind me.
“Oh, Teacher. What
are you doing here?”
“I came to get
you—my silly apprentice who left the house to walk around town without cleaning
or getting dinner ready.”
“Oof,” I grunted,
but there was something else on my mind.
“Did you say ‘witch
name’?”
For a witch to have
a name was a great honor and a sign that she had accomplished something great.
My teacher nodded
and said, “I did. Witch names are treated like a badge of honor these days, but
they are actually something witches receive from the people.”
“From the people…”
“When they accept
you as their witch, they give you a special name that carries their thanks and
trust. This is where witch names come from, and the people now call you Lapis’s
Witch.” My teacher continued with her trademark slight smile on her face. “You
are Lapis’s Witch, Meg Raspberry.”
“Me? I’m Lapis’s
Witch?”
“To those people,
Meg, you are no longer Lady Faust’s apprentice but Meg Raspberry, the witch.”
“Oh…”
When my teacher said
this, I picked up on something about the day.
Before today,
everyone around town called me Lady Faust’s apprentice.
But now they all
knew my name and called me by it.
“No one recognizes you
as a witch.”
“Why do you study
magic?”
“You
are studying magic without a clear reason to do so. This is the reason no one
recognizes you as a witch, despite learning under Faust.”
I remembered what
Sophie had said to me the day I met her, and felt like I finally understood
what she meant.
I’d studied magic
without having a real reason to. I didn’t have any goal or purpose; I simply
did because I thought I was supposed to.
But ever since I
started collecting tears of joy, I had an actual reason to learn magic. I was
learning magic to help people—to make them happy.
Seeing me do this
was what made the townspeople accept me as their witch.
I could feel my
chest tighten and my eyes getting warm, and I bit my lip.
Seeing me do this,
my teacher gave me a satisfied smile before taking a few steps. “Let us return
home, Meg. It’s cold tonight. I feel like stew.”
“Wait, really?! You
haven’t made stew in so long! What’s the special occasion?”
“What do you mean?
You’ve just received your witch name. That’s definitely a cause for
celebration.”
“Teacher…” I
sniffled. “Oh, I almost forgot. I have some fresh bread. It’s your favorite!”
“Well, we’d better
get home before it cools, I suppose.”
“Aw yeah, I’m gonna
eat till I explode!”
I ran up and walked
alongside my teacher. We could smell the fresh bread as the setting sun
beautifully illuminated the evening sky.
“Hey, Teacher.”
“Yes?”
“I know what you meant earlier about not using magic at all today.”
I looked up at my
teacher as I said this.
“You said it would
ruin me, not because I couldn’t use the shards of emotion I gained with it but
because of my magic.”
My teacher met my
gaze straightaway with stern eyes, and I continued.
“I used to think
that learning more and getting better at magic would be enough, but I was
wrong.”
She remained silent,
listening to me speak.
“It’s strange. The
power of magic you use to help others is far more powerful than I thought.”
Magic that brought smiles to peoples’ faces. The same people who shed tears of
joy, all for me. “I realized that magic isn’t about skill or knowledge, but how
much your heart is in it.”
This was something
the witches and wizards of ancient times knew, and it was the most important
part of magic—of being a witch.
“Meg. The journey to
become a great witch starts from that sole realization.”
“Yeah?”
“There are mages who
perish before they ever realize this, but you have.”
“Do you think I’ll
ever become a great witch like you?”
“That, my dear,
depends on you.”
Then it dawned on me
to ask something I had been thinking about for quite a while.
“Is this something
to do with the reason you took me in as an apprentice…?”
The Eternal Witch,
Faust, showed a somewhat happy grin before answering.
“Who knows?”
I guess I’m not getting
an answer today, either.
We could hear the
laughter of playing children mixed in with a car puttering by as the town’s sky
turned crimson.
It was a busy night,
and its people seemed a bit tired on their way home after a long day of work.
I loved this town.
As I helped more and
more people, I learned how to handle a variety of problems. This slowly turned
into a question of efficiency, with my first full tears of joy being the fuel
for my efforts. This made me lose sight of what was most important: the feelings
of those I was helping.
Thinking about what
the person needed, sometimes learning something new to help, and giving it
everything I had.
This was the reason
I had grown—because I was doing my best for others. It was something I could be
proud of, and it gave the tears of joy more value than just as a tool to extend
my life.
These tears bound me
to people who gave so much more back to me. They represented my relationships
with people, lessons learned, experiences shared, and they were a part of my
heart… Each and every one was a gift from the people I loved most. It was most
evident when I strolled through town, as everyone who approached me was someone
I’d helped.
As my teacher and I
walked home together, White-Owl appeared from nowhere to perch on my arm.
“Ah! There you are!
Where were you hiding?”
“Hoot.”
My aloof familiar
was quite the rascal, but I loved him either way.
I’ll let it slide
today.
“Come, Meg. We must
return home before the stew gets cold.”
“Oh, right! Here I
come!”
I was able to learn a bit more about what was most important to a
witch.
I knew there was
still a lot I didn’t know, but I also knew everything I’d done until now was
not for nothing.
Tied to my belt was
a bottle full of tears of joy. Each of the glimmering tears inside this bottle
was like a medal to me, my treasure.
I had only ten
months left to live, and I was living my life in a way I would never forget.
I looked at my two
faithful familiars and quietly chuckled.
“Let’s go home.”
A train stopped at the station in the
town of Lapis, and when its doors opened, a single old woman peered out.
Her name was Faust,
and she was one of the top three witches in the world.
Everyone in town knew
she was a great witch. They respected and revered her.
“Oh dear, my shoulders
ache from today’s travels.”
Her shoulder cracked
loudly as she moved it gingerly. Though she could stop herself from aging
further, she couldn’t hide her age.
She had been off
performing her Sage duties for a long time, and her house had been empty while
she was gone. Though magic kept the house dust-free, she never liked leaving
her house vacant for too long. She enjoyed living alone, but it was
inconvenient that there was no one to watch her home while she was away.
Faust walked out of
the station and through the town. There was no need to walk, really—magic could
take her where she needed to go, after all—but she wanted to look around.
Taking in the town every now and then was important to her.
As she walked
through the streets, many people saw her, but no one approached. They all
watched in silence as she went by. Faust could tell they were distancing
themselves from her, not to open up a path for her but out of awe and fear.
Faust, the great witch, was unapproachable.
“Their stares always make these walks uncomfortable.”
Sighing to herself,
she continued down the street.
This was when a
young child ran and overtook her from behind. He had to jump out of the way to
avoid her, but in doing so, he fell over and twisted his ankle.
“Are you all right?”
Faust squatted down
and offered the child a hand, but then…
“Boy! What do you
think you’re doing?! I’m so sorry, Lady Faust! Children can be so clumsy and
rude!”
…a woman appeared
and groveled on the ground in front of Faust.
“Ah, it’s quite all
right. No one was harmed, and that’s what…”
Before Faust could
finish, the mother got up, grabbed her kid, and ran away, leaving behind a
crowd of people who saw only Faust standing there.
“My, what a ruckus.”
Faust stood slowly,
looking forward once again, and all gazes averted from her.
She then continued
her walk home with a hint of gloom in her expression.
By the time she got
home, it was completely dark outside. The only thing there to greet her was the
manor itself.
“I’m home.”
She called out,
though there was no one to answer. Just a dark, quiet home.
“Maybe I should
prepare dinner…”
Faust ate alone,
with nothing but the clinking of her knife and fork on the plate and the
ticking clock on the wall to keep her company.
As she enjoyed her
stew, a dish she made often, she thought to herself.
When was it that I set
out to become a great witch?
It
was a long, long time ago. I believe it started when the witch who became my
teacher paid me a compliment.
“Faust. You will become
a great witch one day, I know it. I want you to become a witch who helps
others, who makes people happy. A witch who is a friend to the people, who
makes them smile…”
Though her memory was
becoming clouded, she still remembered her teacher’s words clearly. She
recalled feeling happy about the recognition and how infatuated she got with
learning all she could about magic.
How much time has
passed since then? Since I’ve become a great witch recognized by all? The
people depend on me, and I’ve helped them. I honed my skills and learned all I
could, building up the experience I needed. But no one smiles when they see me.
They look at me like that mother from earlier did—with fear.
When…did I become a
witch everyone fears so much?
“It appears I’ve
lost my appetite…”
The plate full of
stew had gone completely cold.
It was chance that
brought Faust and the girl together.
The Council of Magic
had taken in a young girl, and Faust saw a light deep within her eyes. She
could tell the young girl had hope—the sort of hope that could bring people
together.
“Come. From today,
we are family, Meg Raspberry.”
Over ten years had passed since that day.
A train stopped at the station in the town of
Lapis, and when its doors opened, a single old woman peered out.
She was one of the
top three witches in the world.
“My, I’m having to leave town more and more these days.”
It was a long trip,
but the woman had nothing to worry about—save for the off chance that her
apprentice was up to her antics.
Tired from the
journey, the woman thought about how she might have her apprentice massage her
shoulders when she got home.
“Welcome back, Lady
Faust.”
As soon as she
stepped through the gate, a man who worked at the train station approached her.
“I saw Meg today.
She was being chased by a stampede of animals.”
“What did she do
this time…?”
Evidently, antics were on the schedule that day. Faust’s apprentice always
found a way to get into trouble when she wasn’t around. It kept her young,
though.
Faust walked out of
the station and through the town. There was no need to walk, really—magic could
take her where she needed to go, after all—but she wanted to look around.
Taking in the town every now and then was important to her.
As she walked
through the streets, people who passed her acknowledged her with respectful
nods.
“Welcome home, Lady
Faust.”
“Meg was at the
market today. She bought a boatload of groceries. She said there was going to
be a feast tonight.”
“Thank you for the
other day. How’s Meg?”
“Lady Faust, you
need to teach young Meg some manners. She keeps trying to haggle me out of my
bread.”
People were approaching
Faust much more in recent years.
They all talked
about Meg, letting the woman know whenever they saw her larger-than-life
apprentice running around town. Faust thought about how
Meg connected her to this town and its people.
As she thought this,
she noticed a young girl fall over up ahead. It looked like she’d hurt her
foot.
“Are you all right,
young one?”
Faust approached the
young girl carefully. She helped the child up, and it looked like the girl was
uninjured.
“Lady Faust! Thank
you!”
She knew this girl,
and her identity became evident when a man came running up to the two.
“Oh, Lady Faust.
Thank you.”
“Hendy. Is this your
daughter?”
“Yes. Her name is
Anna. Are you all right, Anna?”
“I’m fine! Hey, Lady
Faust. How’s Meg?”
“She’s doing well.
Almost too well… She’s become quite the celebrity around here. To think a girl
as young as yourself would know her.”
“She really helped
us the other day, after all.”
“Yeah! She showed us
the bestest flowers in the whole wide world!”
“Is that right…?”
Faust saw Dr. Hendy
and Anna off and breathed deeply while she took the town in. She felt like the
town was beginning to change. The fearful looks had turned into smiling faces.
It’s all thanks to her.
Like the wind, little by little, Meg breathes new life into this town wherever
she goes.
That wind was
blowing on Faust now. The road home that was once a difficult trip for Faust
was becoming easier every day.
Before long, the sun
was setting. Faust could see her home as she made her way through the forest.
There was a warm light coming from within, waiting to welcome her home.
She opened her front door, and sure enough, there was Meg, cooking food
in a large pot and surrounded by animals, there to greet her.
“Welcome back,
Teacher! You’re late! I made soup for dinner tonight! You’re gonna love it!
Hey! C’mon, guys, give me some space! I’m cookin’ here!”
Meg and the many
familiars were there to greet her.
The home had
cheerful voices and warm light coming from it… It had family. This sight alone
brought joy to Faust’s heart.
“Yes, I’m home.”
Faust smiled softly.
I bet she doesn’t know
yet—that she will someday take on the name of Eternal Witch.
I don’t have much time
left.
If what I saw that day
is the truth, then I have very little life remaining.
Faust was the only one
aware of the truth, at this point.
But that is a story
for another day.
I extend my heartfelt gratitude to everyone who
read Once Upon a Witch’s Death. Writing novels has
been a passion of mine for seventeen years, and I’m still amazed by this
opportunity. Life is full of unexpected journeys, it seems.
This book’s creation
involved the collaboration of many incredible individuals. I owe a tremendous
debt of gratitude to Chorefuji, my talented illustrator, and to Tabata, my
dedicated editor. Words cannot fully express my deep appreciation for your
invaluable support.
Most importantly, I
wish to thank each of you who took the time to delve into my story. Among the
myriad of books available, the fact that you chose and read mine is a gift I
cherish deeply. My sincerest thanks to you all.
Meg’s journey unveiled
countless dreams to me, and it is my hope that her story inspires you to chase
what is important to you as well.
Saka














